I was about to leave the my seat when I saw them outside. A very sweet couple sharing one umbrella under the rain. Whispering sweet nothings, holding each other. You might be happy to see such lovers, but not me. For that man... is mine.
I cannot hear the noises around me. All my ears can hear is the pounding of my heart. I feel like I am shattering into pieces. I am almost a statue. I want to go out in there and tear them apart. But I cannot move. It's just my tears that are starting to run.
Why? Why him? What's wrong with me? Did I ever make something? Is there something I did not make? He don't love me anymore? Why???
I want to die right now. I want to bury myself and stop the pain. But, wait... God! I am with our kid! Where's Ralph?! He might see his father! Then, from chaos, I forced myself to move in order to grab my son's hand and prevent him from seeing that terrible scene. He loves his father so much that he will be devastated as I am right now if he ever have a glimpse outside.
"What's wrong, mommy?"
"Nothing, honey. Would you like some pies? We can order some. It's still raining outside"
Then my body froze as a familiar voice enters the café.