My hard time Experience when Applying

I am a mother of one child. I was the one who took care my baby since day one until now. I am a breastfeeding mother. I do our household chores when baby is sleeping. Sometimes when baby is not feeling well i cannot do it all the household chores. The best thing when you are already a mother is your baby is healthy and their smiles. We will forget our problems sometimes because of their smile.

My baby is now 8 months old. She's so clingy. She wanted me always beside her and that is the changes of her now. Sometimes if i have something to go i cannot let her leave to her Auntie because she will cry now. And always looking for me. If she cannot see me she always cry and said "Mama, Ama" while tear drops are droping.

Why i have i hard time because like this i cannot focus when applying a job. It's very painful for me to leave her. So what i did, last day i have an interview in applying for a public teacher. I don't have no choice is to bring her in school district where the interview venue. So lucky that i have a friend carry her while i was interviewed by the panelist and then it was not a good answer but at least i am trying.

Yesterday is our schedule for demo teaching i brought again my baby and my sister. My sister is the one who carry her while i am inside the venue but my baby is crying because she's looking for me. So my sister did she went to venue and i go out to let her feed. After that don't want to go with my sister. And it was hard for me because i want to finish my demo first. Honestly i cannot focus well. So what i did i let her sleep first so that i can demonstrate. And so happy that i did it. Even if it's not the best one at least i do it.

PS. the picture i attached is my visual aids since i don't know how to draw i just print pictures but it was so sad because the printer stop until the stem of the tree. Ergo i draw continue the lower part of the tree.