Because its not all about you
The universe does not whirl and circle around you or what you wishi. Its about taking what placed infront of you and making the best that you can with the beat that you have to the best of your ability.
Turning negative into positive. Overcome challenges. Winning battles or even losing battles. Its about refining everything that puts in your way to become better version of your self. And thats the ultimate goal of our life.
"Want" is an ego based word. Lose the ego. Learn what your self and then become that self.
Wake up! get up! and face the challenges. Take the bad things and turn into positive. Thats your duty. Be kind, generous, loving and compasionate.
Be a winner. Dont let challenges go untried. All lesson repeat themselve if you dont pass the first time.