@JasmineC
Sleep where are you? (You're the first and the last person I think of)
Everytime I close my eyes***, I am reminded of your face and recalled the memories we shared together:*** the laughter, the adventure, and the journey that we had in life. And, suddenly I can feel a hot water flowing down through my cheeks and I believe I am crying again. Indeed, ***you are the first person that I thought of when I wake up and the last person that I think of before I sleep;*** that has been my daily routine even before the day you hurt me so bad. It's just funny that this time, I am asking of "sleep where are you?". I couldn't sleep, I am afraid to close my teary eyes***. I don't want to recall the laughter we've shared*** because I don't want to remember how you've hurt me, and it pained me enough to make me end up crying instead. I have so many questions left in here. I wanted to ask if why did you leave me like that and how could you do that to me. But instead of asking, I end up blaming myself, maybe I had shortcomings, maybe you're tired, maybe you forgot the feeling you had for me. ***If only you told me the reason of why and how maybe, just a mayb, I am hoping that maybe we can work it out.*** It's been a while that I couldn't sleep the way I soundly sleep before. ***Is it because you left me or is it because I cared for you so much that I forgot about caring my own self***? I cannot tell. I don't have the answer to my own question. All I ever wanted for now is to sleep and forget the memories I had with you that makes me ill and help me to cheerish the goo things so I can dream for more and escape this nightmare***. I want to rest my heart from the painful memory that you left me***. I want to keep the remaining pieces of my heart for myself to be better even without you. Now, tell me am I not worthy to have my sound sleep? You already leave me and hurdle your own way, so please give me the chance to sleep and shut the memories I had with you that keeps hunting me, so I won't be asking again of ***"Sleep where are you?".***
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Aww such a lovely poem hahha. Just close your eyes and think of your past, your happy days. And slowly you'll feel asleep. When you woke. Wake up your heart too then start M from the word moving on.
Ouch! :) hehehe moving on is the best way to do but the hardest decision to make. It seems like you have to choose between holding on and letting go.
People cannot get away from themselves. Thought do not let you sleep always of time :I From the beginning of the pandemic, I've been looking for sleep
Really? During these pandemic times, I had much of sleep and more rest than before pandemic.
What a nice story it is! I also appreciate you and liked it. Thank you so much for sharing your nice incident.