Hello to all of you...
I hope you are all good and happy...
Waking up in the morning is really very exhausting because even don't have much better sleep help you to forget everything at first you doesn't feel too bad so you can go on your day telling yourself but right after you feel like you are forcing yourself to do your daily task in order to met worth about it's going through and under bad day..
For the first you denies all the realities and you just tell your yourself that it's a bad day it's just a bad day.
But how many bad days you can go through with you are going to take over realization that you are mentally note God you're not fine even if you say you are fine that you know that you are not happy.
I know nothing first wants to agree on this point that we are mentally ill. but what if it's the truth what what if it is true ,what if it is correct..
Asking you for somebody that how they are leaving in the situation is verifying because everyone knows that this is the most horrible thing to answer and they will answer in lies.
So you lie to people that you are fine happy and even best then you try to pretend that everything is going good but you just know that you are end up everything by lying again and again in reality you are not good you are not perfect you are not fine and you are not doing great or even okay.
The minute after you left that conversation with a person you feel your body drop and also you can feel your starts for me and your eyes because you know that you have been putting a social mass for others but you don't try to peel off that mask for other you don't show others that you are sad but actually you are crying out for help you're trying to find a percent who can help you in the situation.
Sometime you feel like you are watching yourself going crazy alone empty and have no control over your feelings and emotion you will get angry that the whole word is moving against you and somehow you stops and you have to watch others smile and trying to be happy but you just feel empty inside you it's your lips that or smiling but not you...because you know that you are going to wake up in the morning and going to do all these stuff again and again you wanted to pursue this in a week of fake smile..
Depression is something like a slow poison and is suicide which will make you think you're ups and downs and try to kill you by inside you need to talk to your closest one about your feelings and emotion to overcome so that they can help you.always remember that you are not alone you are not known you are not alone just try to feel that you are having many peoplefor your health you just need to consult them you just need to tell them you're not alone
Amazing bro good work no one alone I have sub.... you now you subscribe me