Good day everyone this past 2 months I've been so inactive in this platform and in Noise because of various reasons that I will share today. I know that I am not really known here and I barely have some people that knew me but I missed to read and interact with other users to get to know their stories that they have to tell. These things helped me to get new learnings in life and knowledge about things that I still don't know. I really want to be active again but these various reasons prevents me to do so.

Laziness

To be honest even though I am quite busy I might say that laziness is one of the main factor of my inactivity because back then when I am tired or have a free time I am using these platforms to be entertained while taking a rest. Almost everyday I am trying to encourage myself to write and interact again but after the things that I am doing I just found myself out scrolling through Facebook, YouTube and other streaming platforms.

A ton of School Works

If you read my articles before I always point out that I have a lot of things regarding to school that always needed to be done. These past few months was the stressful and tiring months of school for me especially these past three months. These last 3 months was super tiring and stressful months of my student life I guess because I am doing a lot of activities, projects, and a lot more things related to school.

I have a lot of days where I didn't sleep properly because I was up all night doing my activities and research papers that I need. I also can't count on how many videos that I took for school activities. A lot of meetings online and in person that I attended to complete something that even got up to 3 am because there a lot of things that needed to take care of.

Also these past 3 weeks I am also always almost sleepless because of the finals exams and finalization of final projects that I need to complete before we managed to be a candidate for graduating students. To be honest I really felt like we done a lot more things compare to other that was also in Senior High in the same grade as we are because a lot of the students in my batch was thanking that they didn't went to our school for Senior High when they knew the amount of works that we are doing. Some students that we are so stressed out just like those college students and some people said that we look more stressed than them😅.

Well these is because we are going to the of College that's why most of the people thinks when we are going to the school that we are also a college students because I really felt like that the teachers are treating as us a college students and also talked about in on us because as per they quoted that " This is to prepare all of you to your college life because we don't want you to be shock and give up when you faced these challenges in the near future" well this goal of them was actually really good because this totally makes sense but I wished that they have been a little more light about it because thinking on all the stress that I got makes me think to refuse to go to college hahaha.

These past few days that the exams was already done and the grades was already finalized all things that we just doing now is to attend in various webinars that our school gives us and even though the school stuffs are already done we are still mandatory to attend to attend these webinars because they are checking the attendees and if you don't attend the teachers will sent you an email and you have to write back the reason why you can't attend after that they will ask to do something according to my classmates that didn't attend 😸.

Author's Note:

There's a lot more reason why but I will end this article for now because I have to do something tomorrow and I don't want to left this in the draft because I am not sure if I can continue it tommorow that's why I don't want it to be stuck there hahaha. But I will try to continue writing it tomorrow. Once again Thank you reading my articles and I hope that you will have a happy life. Good bye 👋

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