Life as an Artist

Its hard to draw everyday knowing theres a lot of people who's better than you, its hard to showcase yourself when you cant outstand the better one.

Im jhay, a simple person who loves to draw. Ive been doing this for 15 years or more likely since 3rd grade. I love to draw to the point that all my notebooks are field with drawings and sketches. I do really love doing this thing because you can express your feelings through it. The feelings you cant show them.

The most addicting part of being an artist? It's when you started to isolate yourself from everything to lessen the stress and negativity that's surrounding you. We tend to just sit in a corner, draw things from the deepest thoughts of our minds, thats why sometimes we really dont see whats happening in our surroundings.

And yes, we're the kids or people who often has mental problems. Like too stress, depression, anxiety, suicidal and many other things about mental health. We have different ways to hide it.

I used to join a lot of art competitions, i experienced both winning and losing. But whats the exciting part? You gained friends and knowledge each time you joined. We held this kind of contest to showcase that talent isnt just about singing, dancing and acting.. there's a lot more..

Also i do commissions, but its hard to find customers because im a too busy with school stuffs and i need some air to breathe from school. I wanted to do both but i just cant because its really hard, youll get too drained off after you draw and then going to class.. doing art is very tiring and draining as of my experience. Its fun but at the same time your brain is functioning too, telling you where to put colors, what is the better color for this one and that.. and many more..

Before i end this article,

Here are some of my digital artworks🥰