Have you ever wondered whats life after death? There's a what ifs running in my mind thinking what will going to happen after you died. Anxiety hits me hard these days and being like this for a year is an everyday struggle.

March 15, 2020, lockdown started. It was also the starting point of my life when I lost the passion I have for the things I once loved. I woke up onebday not being happy anymore. The emptiness is killing me. It causes so much sadness inside me and I am drowning in my own emotions and no one could help.

Anxiety hits different at night. Once the lights is off, all the bad scenarios will run through my head. Everytime I shut my eyes, I feel like drowning. Please help me. I don't want to drown. Can somebody help me?

No, nobody can help me expect myself. If I can't control the situation, I should control my mindset. Yes, the only option I have is saving myself before it's too late.

To all the people reading this, I don't know if somebody would ever read this. This is my open letter. This is a true to life experience and until now, I am battling with anxiety. I'd like to say that don't give up. Shady it might seems but sooner it will be clearer and brighter. We have to fight.

"As leaves will soon grow from the bareness of trees, and all will be alright in time."

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