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Najzad, nakon godunu i par meseci, legalizovao sam svoj boravak u Portugalu. Boravišna dozvola 5 godina. Sada mogu da putujem bez problema i zabrana. Ok, lakše se diše.
@Ivan018
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Ja ovo apsolutno ne kontam. Gde je pretraga? Kako da pronađem ortake sa prethodnog Noise-a?
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Možda me neko i prepozna ? Ranije sam objavljivao pod imenom Pedja. Pozdrav svima. Aj pa se čujemo. Nekad.
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Good morning, friends around the world. I hope you are all well. Here after a long time, let me post something. Useful I hope. Message? Dream with your eyes open. ♥️
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"Your job and salary and career are useless if you are deaf at heart. Life is short and you live it as if it will last for centuries. And that will pass, it is only important that you have someone with whom you will share that torment. Loneliness is the fastest way to die. " They are not my thoughts, I just copied what has already been published somewhere. From the bottom of my heart, I want you to find that "someone".
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I wish you all happiness, health and love in the New Year. After a pleasant evening and New Year's Eve with wonderful people and family, here are some photos from the January 1st walk on the beach. Temperature 21 degrees. Beautiful weather and wonderful company. Greeting.
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A lot of daily obligations regarding documentation, my employment and obtaining legal status in Portugal prevent me from being present at Noise as much as I would like. Real life situation and obligations (read paperwork) must be respected to the maximum. It's not easy to change your life completely, you know? To change the environment, habits, people in the environment ..... I must admit, all this is easier for me and I am happy because from the very beginning I come across wonderful people, who give me all possible support and help. I feel the need and this post serves to express public gratitude to wonderful people. Thank you Elsa, Marisa, Philomena, Rodrigo, Isalinda, George, Dora and many others for your selfless help. You're wonderful. Because of you, I never felt lonely and lost in a world foreign to me. Without you, I would be just a man with an unfulfilled dream, who with a rough expression tries to hide that emotions and heart are the ones that move and manage my life. You are the ones who make all this worth trying and fighting for. I love you. Special thanks to you, Elsa. You brought this old man back to life. I will not be able to thank you enough for the rest of my life, but I will do my best to achieve that. With all my heart and soul with you. They belong to you anyway. https://youtu.be/zLF24zP8Oq0 Dedicated to you, Elsa. ❤️
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I was not present all week. A stormy week. Extremely strenuous. Jumping over obstacles, fighting fears, rejecting doubts, completely surrendering to destiny. A long journey. And here I am. New beginning. The Atlantic Ocean behind me. A beautiful and relaxing day, spent walking with Elsa.
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From the song: "Because only love can overcome hatred You know we have to find a way To bring a little love "here today" How much effort does it take to dispel all fears, jealousy, hatred? Is it possible to live without those bad feelings? I sincerely believe it is possible. Honesty and love, that's all we need. So what's stopping us? https://youtu.be/Bsqq3nO5DkI Watch the video and listen to the song, everything will be clearer. Have a nice weekend everyone.
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There are rare moments when everything, in a second, fits into a perfect match. I'm at home, the temperature is pleasant, it's late at night or early in the morning, it doesn't matter. In the dim light, standing by the window, I smoke my last cigarette today, while quiet music is playing. I'm happy because the kids are home, so I don't have to worry about how they are and where they are. Dogs are fed and sleep the sweet dream of the righteous. I watch the snow fall outside. The weather is calm, without wind. No one in sight, only snowflakes slowly pass before my eyes and bring some peace and tranquility to my soul. And then, suddenly, without intention, this song starts on the music device. The moment you don’t want to add anything, you don’t want to take anything away. You don't want to rejoice, you don't want to grieve. You don't want to remember anything. Everything is irrelevant. You just want to exist. Here and now. https://youtu.be/YBIPcX_v-zA #asongforyou by @Yelenab
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Bad, bad, bad day. The knowledge that a member of my family, the cat Momchilo, had passed away, shattered me and scattered me into a thousand different sides. With this post, I want to leave a trace in the virtual world forever, about the life of a brave, generous, and good-natured cat named Momchilo. A cat that lived freely, as he chose, without imposition and restrictions. And yet, in addition to absolute freedom, he chose us as his life companions. Oh God, what a genius he was. He lived with dogs, shared food, and together with them defended the yard from anything that could hurt his loved ones. That gentleman bathed regularly and brought life companions to his house. A lot of cats have paraded here. There are countless anecdotes about his unique personality. Once he even attacked a gentleman who collects garbage, which was regularly Jackie's job, but this time she fell asleep. Family will remember you forever, dude. Travel peacefully, and do not be afraid. You will have company. Jackie is already there, you will be happy. I won't write goodbye, buddy, I'll write, I'll see you when the time comes. We love you. https://youtu.be/O0oosnKV5rk Apologies to everyone if this information brings them bad emotions. That is not my intention.
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Very cold Saturday. The night bites even more on the skin. I gave up on plans to go out. Not so much because of the temperature as I have to think about the current virus. I guess I'm getting old? And that's why, sitting in the house, it's warm and peaceful. I will share the music I am currently listening to with you. Tonight's plans? No crowds and too much communication. Maybe a movie night with a kid? Yes, that would be really nice. Have a nice evening, however you want to spend it. And, take care of yourself. https://youtu.be/cXfWRDDC4zM Thanks @Yelenab for #asongforyou Photo: from my neighborhood.
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Noam Chomsky is one of the world's most famous intellectuals, linguists and philosophers, and he presented his vision of 10 ways of manipulating people. I really think this needs to be read. Don't let yourself be manipulated. DIRECTION OF ATTENTION Divert public attention from important issues to unimportant ones. Re-employ the public with a flood of irrelevant information, so that people would not think and gain basic knowledge in understanding the world. PROBLEM CREATION This method is also called "problem-response-solution". A problem needs to be created for part of the public to react to it. For example: to provoke and transmit violence with the intention, to make it easier for the public to accept the restriction of freedom, the economic crisis or to justify the collapse of the welfare state. GRADUALITY OF CHANGE In order for the public to agree to some unacceptable measure, it should be introduced gradually, "by the spoonful", over months and years. The changes, which could provoke resistance, if implemented abruptly and in a short period of time, will be implemented by a policy of small steps. The world thus changes over time, without raising awareness of change. DISPOSAL Another way to prepare the public for unpopular changes is to announce them much earlier, in advance. People do not feel the full weight of change at once, because they get used to the very idea of change. In addition, the "common hope for a better future" facilitates their acceptance. USE OF CHILDREN'S LANGUAGE When addressing adults as when speaking to children, we achieve two useful effects: the public suppresses its critical awareness and the message has a stronger effect on people. This suggestive mechanism is also widely used in advertising. AWAKENING EMOTIONS Emotion abuse is a classic technique, which is used to cause a short circuit, when making reasonable judgments. Critical consciousness is replaced by emotional impulses (anger, fear, etc.). The use of the emotional register enables access to the unconscious, so it is later possible to implement ideas, desires, worries, fears or coercion at that level, or to provoke certain behaviors. IGNORANCE The poorer strata should be denied access to mechanisms to understand the manipulation of their consent. The quality of education of the lower social strata should be as low as possible or below average, so that the gap between the education of the upper and lower strata remains insurmountable. GLORIFYING STUPIDITY The public should be encouraged to accept mediocrity. It is necessary to convince people that (in, in fashion), it is desirable to be stupid, vulgar and ignorant. At the same time, it should provoke resistance to cultures and sciences. CREATING FEELINGS OF GUILT Every individual should be convinced that he alone is solely responsible for his own misfortune, due to scarce knowledge, limited abilities, or insufficient effort. Such an insecure and underestimated individual, burdened with a sense of guilt, will give up looking for the real causes of his position and rebellion against the economic system. ABUSE OF KNOWLEDGE The rapid development of science in the last 50 years creates a growing gap between the knowledge of the public and those who own and use it, the ruling elites. The "system", thanks to biology, neurobiology and practical psychology, has access to advanced knowledge about man, both physically and mentally.
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Gray everywhere I look. A fragile umbrella does not protect me from the rain carried by the wind falling from all sides. I go down to the city center. A large number of obligations. I practice in advance how to say the most dignified "Sorry I'm late with the payment. Thank you for not suing me." In vain. I'll look embarrassed anyway. I know. The only thing that has kept me normal for some time is the constant thought of you. I can almost physically feel you next to me. I try not to recognize you in the blurry reflections of the women I look out of the bus window. Impossible, I know, you're far away. Too far away. I turn my head with great effort. The music that follows the flow of my thoughts and completely complements your character, comes from the headphones. I'll post it, it's worth it. My bus stop. "Excuse me, are you going out at this station?" I go out, and turn up the volume, hoping it'll stop me from talking to you as you were next to me. In fact, I don't care. "Hold my hand, love. I want to feel your body and harmonize the rhythm". The rhythm that carries us into the twilight and rainy night. You create beautiful music with the steps that resonate on the asphalt. The whole city pulsates in that song. I'm smiling. For you, mouse. https://youtu.be/sWv5fonSsIE
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Amazing how time flies. As you turn around, the year has passed. Here is another indication of that claim. One of the family members has to get a new wardrobe, because he has grown, and to be honest, he has gained weight, and now we can't put on a sweater. 🤭😊 (Shhh, I wouldn't want her to hear me). Lola, dog sausage 🤭, smart and dear soul. Song: Sunflower Lola https://youtu.be/JaU1yEWNl-g Dedicated to all Lolas of past, this and future worlds. ❤️ Thanks @Yelenab for #asongforyou
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Apologies to everyone. It seems that all the hearts I marked using a computer are not registered as marked. I am currently using the phone and when I look at the posts where I marked the heart it remained unregistered. I don't understand why. Who knows how long that takes? Does that have anything to do with the fact that I don't have a computer in my wallet as a registered device? I do not know. I just don’t want you to think I’m not following and reading your posts. Stupid technical error, nothing more. I will try to correct that mistake, but it will take time. From now on I will only use the phone. One more apology to everyone. Greetings to everyone from noisy Serbia.
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My friend's father passed away. May he rest in peace. Such moments, when the the inevitability of death and the uncertainty of life are realized, always put me in the mood when I become aware of the true value of the present. I become aware of the true values of life. And I keep asking myself if I understand the happiness of living enough. Do I understand enough the value of ordinary everyday things, which we spontaneously get used to and accept lightly. What is it in the human psyche that makes us become arrogant and stop appreciating the moment in which we live and stop admiring the small daily opportunities that life so gladly offers us? I guess we have to work harder. For these reasons, I will post my old Facebook post. Maybe it will help some of you not to make the mistake I made. I sincerely hope so. "Talk to your loved ones. Honestly and without hiding emotions, affinities, disappointments ... It is a crucial thing in achieving and maintaining healthy relationships (love, family ...). Such work implies expressing your thoughts, but also listening to the opinions of people who are important and dear to you. Otherwise, you risk being misunderstood and thus get into a situation where they characterize you as the complete opposite of what you really are. Or worse, you do not have the possibility of correction for various reasons (business trip for a long time, divorce, death ....). And you don't want that. You don't need that stone of unspoken and unheard content on your back. It's too heavy. Trust me."
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Svima koji danas slave Sv Arhangela Mihajla, po pravoslavnom kalendaru, želim srećnu slavu. Želim vam puno sreće i zdravlja. Mir i ljubav neka budu u vama. To all those who celebrate St. Archangel Michael today, according to the Orthodox calendar, I wish a happy celebration. Good luck and good health to you and your families. May peace and love be in you.
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The sound of scratching paws on the door makes me open my eyes. Oh God, will I ever get enough sleep? The water is too cold, washing the face, it hurts. Turn on the water heater, horse. Will biscuits and milk keep me full and for how long? No matter, it's the fastest solution. Control in the bus. I don't like them. Espresso in a cafe, standing at the bar. Stupid music. Go Ivan, get moving. A tour of dream sellers, who look at me strangely when I ask them for advice. The older lady is the only one who shows understanding, while showing sadness in her eyes. Unfulfilled love, never forgotten? Maybe. I am grateful to her, for sure. All right, dear lady, see you on Monday. I must not forget that. I'm in disarray these days. Should I write it down? A return to the grayness of the suburbs. The kids are home, it's good. I won't bother them. Oh, you annoying dogs, don't jump, I love you too. Dinner? I only know one thing. I don't like broccoli. Now you are wondering what connects all these thoughts of mine, experienced during the day. You connect them. Because of you, all this makes sense. You are always present in my thoughts. To you, mouse. Because you are, unbelievable. https://youtu.be/XQxSM5AVO9o #asongforyou by @Yelenab
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I have come to a situation where I need the advice of a friend. I send three messages, to three different people. These are people with a huge life experience, brave and smart, and they have my boundless trust. All three respond immediately. After a few minutes, the answers start to arrive, as well as suggestions to switch to the video call. They did their best to help me with everything I needed. Such actions give life the value of living, right? I am a happy man. So much for tonight. Greetings from cold Nis, Serbia. I photographed the Nisava River, which flows through my city. View of the old railway bridge in the distance.
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Wonderful music and great rhythm to spice up this cold Wednesday night. There are no jokes with this. Use in small doses. In case of overuse, consult your doctor or pharmacist. Change - Love 4 Love (Joey Negro Extended Mix) on #asongforyou by @Yelenab https://youtu.be/4RG1vH6cB4s Mouse, let's go. Move. Warm your feet. ❤️
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In addition to my personal donation, everything I earn on this post, I will add the same amount, and donate to the organization. Here, let's show humanity. Please follow the video, to better understand the terrible reality. https://fb.watch/9jkboRxLwp/ I used this link for a donation. http://wfp.org/ Edit: Since I can't thank you in the comment, I'll add words of gratitude here, @Yelenab, @FamilyISeverything. You are wonderful, and I am glad that you have allowed me to be a part of your lives. Ivan
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And again I made the mistake of posting a song on my wall thinking I was on the #asongforyou by @Yelenab channel. Don't mind, for several reasons I am currently overjoyed and too excited to rule my actions reasonably. I'll correct the mistake right away. I continue in the same direction. Jestofunk - The Ghetto https://youtu.be/NfTZR21KZJo Let's go, friends, move, a little surfing on these waves of music, and all the way to the realization of dreams.
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"No one said it would be easy, did anyone tell you the road would be straight and long? Relax your mind and give it all to me, 'cause you know and I know our love is strong enough." The word "surrender", does not exist in our dictionary. Is it? Let's move on. Enjoy the day that begins, and believe in tomorrow. A little Acid Jazz, it hasn't been for a long time. https://youtu.be/sYnrtGCgsM8 Thanks @Yelenab for #asongforyou
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For you, little bee 🐝 https://youtu.be/bThSI666jJY
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It's time for you and me to clear things up, life. Enough, illusions, enough lies. You really got nasty and impossible, you know? It's time to look each other in the eye, because I have to stop avoiding that inevitable moment. A moment of cessation, of living in the past. That's enough. Too much, I would say. Let me explain something to you, life. And let's end that once and for all. Can I? I don’t hate my past. In fact, I can’t even say I love her. Not. She is simply, what she is. Past. Beautiful, scary, cheerful, sad, calm, stormy. She is all that. And that’s what makes it valuable. What do you say? Well, I know that it must be truly observed and that memories cannot and must not change. You don't have to tell me that. You see, I found a solution and my own peace, that's why I called you to face it, life, you unpredictable bastard. The solution is in acceptance, sincere repentance, and forgiveness . This is the only way to achieve peace of mind, and the past then becomes a good teacher, ruthless but realistic and honest. Now it's time to move on. And therefore, please remove the past from my eyes. Please drag her where she belongs. Behind me. So where is that future? Hey life, you've been hiding it from me for a long time. Yeah, I can tell you, it doesn't look bad. Let's go life, get moving, you cunning fickle. What? You ask me where my luggage is? I don't carry any luggage with me. I sent my luggage on a paper boat down the river, into the unknown. I have a couple of photos with me, everything else that is worth is not tangible, I carry that in me. That's the best way to travel. And just one more thing, not to forget. This time life, you old sloppy dog full of fleas, bite even harder. Do your best. I come from the bottom. I'm ready, for you. Like never before. https://youtu.be/emqyIqcD6wA Ivan
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"Come on, enough fun, post something!" I heard a mysterious voice, uttered in a quiet but reproachful and sharp tone. After astonishment and dismayed observation around me, I replied, "But I don't feel the need to share anything." As I spoke, I turned around to see if I could cover all the possible places where the mysterious voice came from. Other than the astonished looks of my dogs who got up after that and slowly walked away from me, I got no feedback. Stillness. I concluded that I was fantasizing and that I needed to reduce my dose of valerian tea before bed and I continued to do nothing, and enjoy that hard and strenuous job. "POST SOMETHING, SELFISH IDIOT, IF YOU FEEL NICE, IT DOESN'T MEAN SOMEONE ELSE DOESN'T NEED SUPPORT !!!" Like lightning and thunder, a thought flows through my lazy brain. "I'll do it right away," I muttered embarrassed. Here, for all of you who feel lonely or feel some kind of emptiness. Don’t let despair overwhelm you. You are not alone and do not despair, nothing lasts forever. Except love. She is eternal. All you have to do is find it in yourself. It's not hard, it's easy. We were born with her. There she is. Just be honest with yourself and others and be what you are. And nothing more. Love will already make an effort to find a soul mate, to reach out to a dear person, and be reciprocated. Miracles happen. Trust me. Lots of love for all of you, from me. Listen to Mr. Barry White. He knows what I'm talking about. https://youtu.be/QQ55ywJwF1Q Photo: Al Margen #asongforyou by @Yelenab
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I guess I’ll never be a “Bullet Proof Soul”. In fact, I don't want that. I just need to learn to bear the pain better. Nothing more. Over and over, over and over again. And to hope that what I am looking for is worth it. https://youtu.be/Z9-vG1jOwsU Lyrics I was so in love with you You rarely see a love that true Wasn't that enough for you? Wasn't that enough for you? I would climb a mountain I wouldn't want to see you fall Rock climb for you And give you a reason for it all You kept on thinking You were the only one Too busy thinking Love is a gun Hit me like a slow bullet Like a slow bullet It took me some time to realize it You kept on thinking You were the only one Too busy thinking Love is a gun I know the end before the story's been told It's not that complicated But you're gonna need a bulletproof soul You kept on thinking You were the only one Too busy thinking (you were too busy thinking) Love is a gun I know the end before the story's been told It's not that complicated But you're gonna need a bulletproof soul You were trigger-happy, baby You never warned me, let me free It's not that complicated But you're gonna need a bulletproof soul They got it, but you got all the trouble you need I came in like a lamb But I intend to leave like a lion It hit me like a slow bullet It hit me like a slow bullet The photo is mine #asongforyou by @Yelenab
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Terrible weather, wind and rain, it's cold, I have a lot of work to do, a bunch of dishes to wash, assemble laundry that has dried today, prepare food for tomorrow, my dogs are harassing me. And me ? I'm dancing! This song was heard from the speakers. Great, great rendition of good old Uncle Bryan. And then you laugh @Yelenab , that I play alone at home! So how can I resist ?! The rhythm broke me. I dance like the king of dance floors, Travolta. I'm also inserting a moonwalk, you know. https://youtu.be/cN9X16dVBIA The photo is someone's and doesn't even matter
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In the last couple of days, I've been singing, in my mind of course (it would be too cruel for all the people around me to really start singing 🤪), and I hope you don't mind? Let's not forget to add, "And no one can make me sing in public."🤐 Point. Here, not to think that this old bastard is really crazy and goes around the house dressed as a pop person, with oil in his hair and oversized sunglasses on his head and just singing, I will share with you a part of my real (read normal) life. Going out with my son, having fun and of course my defeat in billiards. Stupid game.😤 I admit, he's better than me. I guess that's how it should be? Okay, I'll deal with defeat with honor. Because of the lost billiard games, I had to pay for drinks for the next few nights as punishment. Sweet punishment. I enjoyed. 🤫
