“When a person goes through a period of intense pain, his or her desire to survive fades. Repeatedly just wishing for his own death. Don't you? "Hmm. “Then one day all the sorrows floating in the sea of his mind are lost in the stream of happiness. Another new desire to nest on the deep shelf of the mind. Does he still want to die? "
Tanu did not answer. Shahid said, 'I don't want to. Because this desire teaches him to live anew. Gives a new life. And that desire is very common. The desire to live happily for thousands of years by keeping the loved one tightly guarded. ' "Hmm."You know why?"Why?"
"Because then people can understand that everything in this false world fades except happiness. People like yellow colored birds also want to flutter their wings in the sea of happiness. Wants to leave everything and get lost in an unknown destination. Where no one runs after a house, a car and a lot of money. Where happiness is the only key to everyone's survival. Don't you want to live with your head on your people in such a happy city? " "Huh, yes."
"Then why do you want to die like this?" He did not say that. Well, what do you think, it's all over if you jump in front of the car and die? "
Tanu did not answer. Remained silent. His emaciated body lying in the hospital bed is slowly becoming more emaciated. His thinking is becoming immobile. Due to which he wants to say a lot but he can't. It's as if all thoughts are still stuck in that quiet alley of a busy city. The silver chapter of his life started from that alley. And which ended in a bizarre outcome.
Love does not come anywhere in anyone's life. The same thing happened with Tanu. But who knew, the love that came silently will go away silently again one day! However, it did not go completely silent. Gifts as an evil fruit of raw emotion have gone through an extreme push. Unable to cope with the shock, he chose the path of suicide. But as the saying goes, no one can leave this world before the time is up. Tanu couldn't either. Shahed came like an angel and saved him at the last moment before the second cut of the body clock stopped forever. It would be wrong to say just saved. Taught to understand the meaning of life. It also means that suicide is not the answer. No matter how much misery comes in life, one should at least be patient in the hope of happiness. Because pushing all the darkness, one day the colorful moonlight will fall in the backyard of the mind. And we should live to enjoy the moonlight with our heads on the shoulders of our loved ones.
Suddenly Sambit got back at the call of Saheed. “Are you very hungry? May I have some food? "“No. He doesn't need to. "Why not?"
"I don't know how to repay the debt for what you have done for me." “What kind of debt are you talking about? People can repay someone's debt only when someone benefits them. I did not do any good. I just did my duty. Besides, if anyone saw a girl lying on the street in a bloody state late at night, anyone would help. There was nothing that you did to cause it. Got it?
Tanu did not say anything this time. He remained silent as before. Maybe he wants to say a lot. But could not. What can he say in front of the generosity of this boy named Shahed! Tanu wanted such a man as her life partner in this city of lies. But did not receive. This boy is very different from the one who got it. Both look human. The same blood is made in the flesh. But the two of them think differently. Satisfaction comes from giving a person the hope of survival. And the other pushes towards death. Where the leaves are terribly dark. "Will you listen to me?" Tanu said in an obsessive tone.
Shahid said, 'Yes, tell me.' "You didn't just save me. It also aroused his desire to live anew. " "It simply came to our notice then. Is that so? "
“Hmm, so. The great man who gave me a new life, at least in gratitude to him, I want to live. " “Good. Very good. But I am not a great man, madam, for which I must be grateful. "
To be continued.
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