I Want To Become A Better Person

I don't know why people doesn't seems to be interested in reading my first article here or maybe I am not that approachable to everyone. I don't know why but I felt so down because only two people read my article and welcome me here, I am really sorry for I don't what to do here.

I want to start writing many articles but I'm afraid that no one will be reading any of them. I noticed some people has some readers, well I wonder if I can have too and I don't know how to write a beautiful and captivating content for everyone. I want to hone my talent, I want to become better but I don't know how to start that here. I don't know why the people here doesn't want to read my article or maybe because I am new here and they want to know more about my personality or about myself or maybe tell some of my life background so that I won't look like a total stranger out here. I'm really sorry for feeling this thing, I just saw those people out here getting some support and I wish I can have too. Well I know I am a newbie here and I have so many things to start, start from the scratch. I wish to write an interesting for everyone but I wonder if anyone would pay attention and to tell you I am not an amateur writer to start a winning one that's why I cannot start yet. I want a motivation to start it here, I want to believe in myself that the only way is to trust myself that I can stand for it. I actually have trust issues about myself and sorry for you to know it but I am trying to change it into a better one, that's why I entitled this articles as "I want to become a better person" so please help me developed and achieved my goal.

I have some bad memories in life that made me who I am today, for some reason I cannot open up them but the best thing to get away from it is to let go of it. I prefer solitude over a company from anyone, it is not like I am anti-social as what people call those who doesn't like company or an introvert who prefer to be alone but the truth is I am trying to know myself better than anyone. No can determine me or te me who I am or what I am in this world. I am my own and I have my own way to live this life. I have my inspirations which guided me along the way, when the road is dark and nothing seems alright. I have my faith that I can walk pass through the struggles that I might not expect that I can surpass. The world may seems chaotic but to me it is a peaceful place so I always thought to myself that maybe what I was thinking was wrong.

I tell myself that maybe the reason they're not reading my article is because I am new here and I need to tell about myself. Maybe I have to write some for them to have something to read about me and have an in depth look of my capacity. Maybe I need to believed in myself that I am better and it's just the start of something new and that you don't start with a big audience in your first attempt to something. To anyone reading this, sorry for being dramatic it's just that I am a sort of emotional person as what they say and I have a very fragile heart. But I promise to you that I will be writing here with all my love and passion so that you will have a good time reading. I am not an excellent writer but I wi try to give you something good to read and I hope you appreciate the little work of mine. I want to know some of you and get to listen and read your stories in life. Let's share some stories and listen with when heart. I won't be bothered listening the same story of yours as long as it is from your heart and I won't judge you from all your choices in life, let's just get to know each other and make a better place.