Greetings!
Back after giving a day rest it was a dumbest act by me coz it's last week of month and I'm going lazy in noise and as well as here but it was because of not having any topic i was thinking to share my thoughts but then i think it's not suitable or I don't know why i wasted my day but from yesterday act i noticed what will happen if i stop thinking.
I'm a person who think too much and always something is running in my mind but thing is what if i stopped thinking it will effect too much in my life take an example from my yesterday act i wasted my day and didn't think about topic to write next day so this is absolutely necessary to always think something and it's on us how we are going to execute it in our daily life.
I stopped thinking
It's in our nature we can't stop thinking but let suppose it happened then probably"I'm in heaven" no if I'm there then I'll think more 'what type of place this is and etc.'
Two type of impact in my life one is positive and other is negative let me explain it in easy way.
Positive impact in my life
Let's start with myself i stopped thinking a way back like 3-4 years back or more when i was going to do a mistake if at that time i stopped thinking about that thing or listen to someone else it could be a good thing for me in future.
Stopped thinking means i stopped dreaming and it's not even possible or it happened with me and my story is long but first let me tell negative impact.
Negative impact
It's depend on situation where we are responsible to think carefully but sometimes we think too much nonsense which cause a big mistake in future if i talk about myself a way back in school time where i was thinking to change my result to get roll number slip if I didn't think about it at that time my next 2year didn't got wasted and now coz at that time what i think become my biggest mistake or waste of my time or important year of my life.
Stop thinking means stopped dreaming
Absolutely if we'll stop thinking about present or future it will effect too much and we won't be able to dream any more I've a story of mine to share when i stopped dreaming and it was positive thinking of mine at that time.
Mostly peoples sacrifice there dreams and I'm one of them who sacrificed my dreams every child dream big and i was one of that child and we all have almost similar dreams in our childhood then environment change our minds and thinking as we grew up not only minds it change whole personality of a person.
I sacrificed my dreams
So story started when i loss my father at early age and my mom was working too support family but i decided instead of study i should also work and support her so at that time i stopped thinking about myself and from that time till now my only dream is to make her live happy and I'll complete her dreams.
Started working from 8th class at age of "15" become a waiter for more than Almost 2years and heard too much things from persons while working but never stopped working coz it was not an option for me.
Not only this in childhood when i was a kid and at age of 4-5 it was my happiest moment when i visited my grandmother shop she itself took care of her self even her brother and my mother asked too many times to stop working and sell this shop but she didn't listen until she lost ability and power.
Anyways she is the only motivation for me whenever i think about herself i remember I'm nothing against her and then" i worked in a place basically it was a shop of technical things like repairing stuff and mechanics' so i worked there to learn some skills and in many more places there's a whole story of mine from where i started working and where I'm now will talk about this.
Started dreaming again
While working there in different places i stopped dreaming but how i started dreaming again but not for myself i started dreaming what my mother dreamed but we've similarities and same wishes.
I knew this working in different places will not allow me to fulfil my dreams so i always pray to Allah make a path where i can work to make my mom proud and happy one day it becomes true and i found noise cash worked there and saw a bright future then started my journey in read cash and i didn't know and my interest was 0 in writing but as i said i pray to Allah and he's the one who created a path for me and now I'm dreaming and soon I'll make my dreams comes true and working in BCH community is best thing ever for me.
Freedom and tension free life
Peoples say we need freedom so my question is what is freedom? For those who say freedom is living life by their rules and whatever they want to do and how they wanna live is freedom but I don't think so and I'm totally against them.
And one thing is if we'll stop thinking about past future present then our lifes are going to be so different from now and i promise if this happened then we can live in this world tension free but let me explain why it is worst.
Peoples in past
Take an example of those peoples who passed away a way back like Einstein and other scientists or those who invented different things to make future better so from where it all started from they all think too much they think about future peoples and by seeing their lifes those who passed away before us sacrificed alot to live their lives as compared to us but I'm sure our future generations will say same about us they will live more easier life then us but if we all stopped thinking then we're going back in stone age where we all are using fire.
Closing thoughts
These all are my thinking the way i got these random thoughts in my mind i found this topic interesting and still trying I've too much things left to share but i think I don't need to think too much coz from now thinking less but it will cost more.
After seeing this I'm only thinking can i achieve 0.1bch from noise before end of this month coz yesterday it gives me hope but now I'm not getting anything from there like before and this month was unexpected for me in noise and i don't wanna see same thing happening again in next month it's nightmare for me and my dreams but still i know after hard time a bright future is waiting for us and I'll try hard to find it.
Sorry for your father kiddo. And good thing you start dreaming again. And that's a good start, it's like you make your Mom as your motivation to continue life and dream again. That's the spirit πͺπͺπΆοΈ