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The Time when i Start to Compare Myself with Others
It's a great pleasure to inform you that seeing people of my age having so much thing that i don't makes me happy and lil different at my perspective.
There's always a aunt in our neighborhood who'll visit your house and going to tell about each and everything about kids of my age getting good marks or blah blah just to degrade you in my case I'm already tired on this.
Yea it's a fact that i see other people being attractive - Girls dying for them and simping all the time make me jealous sometime or feel bad too.
Tho it's not about Girls but being attractive make them more confident in any kind of life matter or situation.
I don't meant that I'm not attractive, bro you don't now how it feels when your mom say you're looking so good and beautiful today - that's a kind of thing matter a lot to me, nothing else.
They are smarter a lot more smarter than i actually think. I still do believe them easily and get fooled later most of the time while i think that I'm smart but not enough to live in a world where everyone have 609 others thing planned already.
They are being loved by everyone whether from parents by relatives, friends circle simply everyone includes
Here's what i do to myself and i hate myself for doing this to me. It's like making myself worst than other's.
Sometimes i think comparing other's I'm being hated by everyone like they're being loved by everyone while I'm getting treated like trash.
Feeling like I'm worthless and being ignored by everyone, being introvert (kind of blessing - Not in all aspects) Having toxic people around me (IRL).
By doing this sometimes it become painful but getting more stronger as what i need to be.
Shouldn't compare yourself with others as we've own life and problems or people and environment
But same time we can strengthen ourselves comparing with them at least you're not letting them know or not feeling jealous so it's still better.
Well, we all have different Point of view. I'm quite sleepy as it is 3am and you all know night becomes painful and full of thoughts like this so writing this all makes me feel better or can sleep peacefully without over thinking more.
I literally planned to write other topic already had written half but couldn't hold myself and flow of these thoughts actually changed my mind.
Tho, i think I'm at the phase of my life where I'm trying to get out of my comfort and do better things either in real life or online - like our childhood spiderman Tobey once said in No way home to Dr octopus "I'm trying to do better" Same in my case.
That's it, read fam I'm now done with this. Thoughts are leaving finally inner relief and peace of mind - that's why I've changed my routine
I spent my daylight time on hive engaging with others and somehow writing on topic and than i choose to write late night on read cash see that. It's not easy i was thinking it's too easy but reality is different but ain't make a person bored grinding.
Would love to read your comments especially Good words are always enough to make someone day.