@IamAndy 12 July 2021 more from that month

The death of pet might be simple matter for someone but it is truly devastating for me. One of my beloved cat died this early morning. Mew is 7-8 months old female cat with her sweet personality and many times hard to understand. Recently she was in a stage of grieving loss her sibling sister but she recovered it as there are 2 big brother cats to take care, play along and cheer her up. Last 2 months, Mew started her sexually active, in heat and ready to mate. Many times that she disappeared during the night. I am normally brushing my cats a hair every 1-2 days but never noticed her pregnancy. She disappeared again 4 days ago and showed up almost mid night of last night. As a heavy rain last night, I came to check my cats to make sure of warm sleeping nest for them. Then I saw Mew that completed wet, exhausted, couldn't walk properly, thirsty for water and tried to approach me for help. I thought she might be having fight and being bitten. But when was cleaning her and found that she probably gave a birth her kittens with a sign of breastfeeding. I fed her with nutritional food gel and supplemental milk for cat to recharge and recover her so she can back to her kittens. I spent 2 Hrs. with her to hold, comfort, dry and warm her with hot water bag, blanket and heater. She seemed to be okay after I treated her. I woke up in early morning and rushed to see Mew and I found her 2 big brother cats sat around Mew death body. It is another heartbreaking scene in my life. Although others may not understand my grief. Losing Mew can leave a hole in my heart with a void in my life. Mew was one of my beloved great cat, her memory lives on through my memories. She will always hold a special place in my heart.