@HyeRin 19 October 2021

Ask and it shall be given to you. How your grandfather asked for a grandchild. Not from me yet, but from your uncle. He was asking us if your uncle has a girlfriend yet. And I answered your grandfather, "why? you want a grandchild now? I'll volunteer". I said laughing. I can't remember what your grandfather's reaction that time. But then after a month, feeling unwell that I couldn't even rise up from bed, mostly flu symptoms, I went for a check up, only to know you're already beating in me. I couldn't believe it! And so I called your grandfather to tell him. We talked about it calmly. My body began to change, I got more skinny as I share with you what I take in. Mind you, I got more sexy when you're growing inside of me. Hahaha. Life is good then, I am living my life with you. Sharing with you what I feel, what I think; sharing with you how I laughed, how I cried. I talk to you all the time. Apologizing every time I let you feel my pain whenever I cried. But still you kick and let me know you're doing good inside me. And that gives me courage, as always. It was a busy day for our family, I was left alone in the house. That was when my water broke, you wanted to come out on a Saturday, eh. I calmed down and asked our neighbor to call the health workers. I also called your grandfather and so he prepared for an ambulance. "Keep calm, keep calm", I said to myself since I don't want my blood pressure to go up to not burn you. After 5 bumps on the road where in that's when I felt my contractions , we arrived at the hospital at past 11 in the morning. My body isn't ready yet so the doctor and nurses waited. At 12:40 you came into this world, into my life in flesh, wrapped in white and so tiny I am afraid to touch you as you look so fragile. I am so glad and thankful! You're a kind and sweet baby. You gave me no sweat and hassle while you grow day by day. It's only my vanity that's making it harder for myself. I lack a lot of things and so I wasn't able to do much for you. But now, I will put you first. Always you first. More than my desires. Ok that's long. Copy paste this and will save and let you read when you grow up more for you to understand. Hahaha. Have a happy birthday my Love!❤️