@HyeRin
The storm has passed. And all of that before today. I am thankful am able to see another light of the day. And so I have to make the best out of it. Leggggoooow! Smile! And make your day worthwhile!😂🍀🥳🥰
@HyeRin
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@HyeRin
Hello hello! Sup Noisies!🥳🥰🍀 Since some friends are already active on the app, I was trying my best to be as well! Hahaha. Cheret lang.✌️😅. Here's my link! https://noise.app/JustGraye I'd like to see you there!😁. Thanks in advance for the follow!🥰
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It's the weekend now and am seriously just in bed, watching a morning live stream, playing an idle game on my other phone and just scrolling in and out of the apps just to pass the time. (Waiting for a late night Saturday stream.😅🤭.) Stormy weather out here and I was told some other places in the country already has weather related deaths.🥹😭. I hope and pray everything will be okay for us.🍀🙏.
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Hey hey! My first day to try the app and it's looking good so far.😁💪. Been away for like forever from noise but let's give it another try.😅✌️. The past months were exhausting enough as it is for me so I tried to cut from the usual busy routine I had. So am gonna take this step slow.🥰. Hope to talk to y'all soon!🍀🥰🥳
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Mid afternoon when there was sudden drops of rain. It's music to the ears since the silence in the house was deafening. We got afraid though because just after minutes of slow rain there was a very loud thunder and the hailstones came dropping with the heavy rain. After a while it stopped. And just after it hit 1800, the sky spread this view! It's beautiful!😍
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And you wake up another morning, oblivious to what it brings. But waking up with this kind of view, I know I'm blessed with the likes of you. You seem so out of reach I sigh. But hey, we're still under the same sky.🤦🤭✌️.
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A New Dawn Does it really cost so much? The past days she’d been doing so well with everything, and she glowed differently! She thought it would be the start of something great, like new beginnings without her fears keeping her walled in. She didn’t have anything to feel down for. And she so hoped it would stay like that for some time. But she was mistaken, she already knew what’s in store for her that moment. Because all over again, she was the one in the wrong, it’s her that’s making it hard for everyone. She was again put to blame. Another dose of poison she was forced to take in. She was once more put in between. She was like a prisoner, chained to a string which strangles her either way: holding on or letting go. But do you know that holding on to it more does much damage than just letting it all go? In the end, she knew what she wants, but she knew rushing into things this early might break her. She lay awake on her bed, just staring blankly at the ceiling. She let her hand slide through the covers and find it too cold. Another morning waking up alone. She rose up almost dragging herself and half-ass fixed the crumpled sheets. She then went down the kitchen to have her usual morning coffee. The weather is cold and cloudy today. Even the wind is strong. And just like her in the inside, the muzzy emotions keeps on wreaking havoc. She already knew what to do, that is to keep silent, delve deep into her being to keep everything in order and to pacify her emotions that’s getting chaotic. She built walls again, in order for her beast to not wound her person or any other. She knew this will pass. And tomorrow she’ll rise up again with a new dawn awaiting. It’s the Easter holidays and while she prefers staying at home, a trip to their hometown might be a better idea, while she’s taking a break connecting with people from the internet or rather the weird wide world according to Pich, an online friend. Hahaha. Let’s see how it goes, but after the holidays, ‘kay? The scheduled travel will be Tuesday, she just hopes she won’t be edgy when that time comes. She gets anxious, coz it’s a 6 hour drive after all. Haha. Heya heya! Am here again. Hahaha. A little nega today, but still let's make happy!+_+
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Thursday Chatter Holidays. Seaside. Love. Encountering these words this week seems to actuate some memories I needed buried. Char lang. I’m kidding. Haha. Holidays, supposedly spent with family. Either you just hang out at home doing the things you both love or doing nothing at all as long as you’re all together, or going out places to enjoy the view and make memories. But in all honesty, I really really hate the idea of special occasions right now. It might be because I was expecting too much off of it or rather had bad experiences from it. Yes, I longed for holidays way back, but due to some disappointing circumstances, I learned to loathe those special occasions. It left a bad taste in my mouth and the jittery feelings when one occasion’s approaching is strong. I dreaded those times. But enough with the negativity. Haha. That’s all in the past now and we all have to move on. One popular thing to do during the holidays is to spend it out somewhere, with a salty breeze, vast waters and a breathtaking view. Yeah, going to the seaside, swim with the waves, get a tan and just enjoy is one I so love to do with my love ones. I think we needed definite plans and more plans just to have a weekend getaway or something. But unplanned getaways are way more exciting and more likely to happen, is it not?But gosh we’re a bunch of introverts so we’d rather stay at home. Haha. Well I hope that changes soon. Lewls. Love. A well overused word and with that it takes away its real meaning. You know, when one person tells you he loves you more than anything but then when everything’s in a tumble, he’d easily go to other people for comfort. And then comes back and say he loves you like nothing else ever happened. The audacity! It’s making me pissed off! But then I am not, so we okay. Hahaha. Seriously, there are different meanings of the word love. And it’s a lot! You just have to know when to say it, when to show it (or not show it, fufu), and how to show it. As I am not a love expert, let’s just cut this here. Haha. She woke up in a great mood that Thursday morning in April. Just like her heart, the weather out is fair and clear. Rarely can she feel a bliss like this. It’s a good thing, right? There will be no storm after this calm state, right? Can she confidently keep this up for a couple more days? Or months at that? She really is hoping so. Please please let her so.+_+ Aaand here I am again babbling random things. But I hope you like it.+_+
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For once, can I be selfish? She loved weekends, since she will be free to do anything she wants. She can slack off the whole day, have a movie marathon or do house chores. But she usually goes out, do some errands first and then take a little walk for a while before going back home. But now she thinks that weekends never ends, because right now, she’s waiting for Mondays. Waiting for him. And waiting during those two days seems too long for her. The distance. The timezone. She knew it wasn’t supposed to be. But she dared not to suppress how she’s feeling at the moment. For a change. The thing is she never expected everything. She was just there, staying visible and doing her thing. Then he starts to notice her from time to time. They then began to exchange conversations. Yes, conversations online. Hahaha. She began to feel high again. Because of the fun and happy talks that they are sharing. It’s not even romantic, she knew that, but having talks with him makes her heart race and burn. It’s warm, the vibe he’s radiating. And she loves it, she really really loves it. Until the nights becomes deep, when she silently cries herself to sleep. But those silent cries were too loud. Too loud her heart bursts every time. The overwhelming feeling she’s feeling is too heavy for her. And she knew she didn’t even deserve that happiness. Not this time, when things are still in a crumble. Her heart not able to heal yet. She cries for she knew it wasn’t supposed to be. But can she be selfish for once? Selfish enough to feel all high happy, without regrets that she didn’t give it her all to make herself happy? They say that having feelings for someone doesn’t mean you have to be together. But she already knew that from the beginning. She didn’t even dare dream of a happy ending. And that it’s just her heart that is racing. But here comes Monday, and she’s pretty happy and beaming.+_+
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And another day’s about to come to an end again. As usual she stretched and wiggled her hands up. It rained midday but the drops of rain from the windows are still there. The sunset is beautiful she guessed so. As the silhouette of the plants swaying outside made a beautiful reel on her window curtains. Still not able to stand up from what she was doing, she just stared at it with awe.
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Crypto break! She put her glasses down, stretch a little then get up. It's the coming of the night again. And the view outside is mesmerizing. She peeked out the window and feel the cold breeze on her face. Closed her eyes and breathe in. Smiled to herself as she feast with her eyes at the view that's spread in front of her. The beauty of the sunset as the day turns into dusk. Its beautiful hues slowly fading into pale gray as time ticks away. Now she sees some stars twinkling in the sky, welcoming another night that she knew not what it brings. Char lang. Naku, magkaka wind burn tong mukha ko so balik na sa loob.🤣. Goodevening po sa lahat!🤣.
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It was a long drive home, but she didn't care. She wants to stay out whole day coz going home early will just get her another cycle of thinking over things. But she had to. No space out but too cramped in. She's a bomb ready to explode. And that afternoon the rain poured so hard. And just like the sky crying over. She broke down on her knees, bawled over. She didn't want that silence she's feeling right now. It's too loud for her.
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It's 20 after 10 and it's about her bedtime now. But tonight feels different, she decided to take a little walk outside. Feel the crisp cold air brush her face. This night is silent when other nights the neighbors' dogs roam the streets. And the only loud noise she hears this time are the drops of water coming from the rooftop gutters. The moon shines so brightly as if its calling unto her. The night sky shimmers with twinkling stars and the clouds move in motion as if it sways with the wind. The night is beautiful and calm but her heart is racing.
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She’s a Russian girl and he’s Balkan. They met online through chat socials. One day during fall, she sent him a picture. Of that scarlet maple leaf she took while taking a walk, in the forest on the outskirts of Vladivostok. The photo shows how much she adores him. And one time on summer, they met in Montenegro. Well I never knew what happened to their crimson love. Hahaha.
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Hoho, so I opened my account finally. Now what? Haha. There's a lot to catch up with I believe.🤭. There's not a lot going on for me though. Just busy with my own world. And playing games on the sides. Been really focused with Crypto Idle Miner these past months. As I posted last time, you play it for leisure, and you'll be rewarded with tokens. The price is not that much. But since they're on the phase of migrating to binance smart chain, I am hoping for a rocket. Though it will either go up or down.😂. Sometime I will come visit again. See you!❤️
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Heya! Just peeking in to flex. Hahaha. Thy daughter decided to draw on her tab manually without a stylus pen today. The drawing tab I bought her is just sitting on her table. She's not yet accustomed to it but I saw her practicing sometimes. What she did the past weeks was draw on a paper, but I couldn't capture a nice photo of it. Well, here goes! Hope you like it!❤️ PS: she said these are fanarts for her group chat. Hehe.
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While am out and done with my errands, I went to the mall to buy waffles which was requested by my daughter. Then I went walking around again, saw the art pieces again and I saw they were awarded. Remember my post months ago, https://noise.cash/post/q44v72qf7jrv, here's the official winners: 1st Place: "Kastoy Kasjay" by Joko Gregorio. Literally means Like This Like That, the piece is about how parents teach and guide their children and staying beside them every step of life. 2nd Place: "Our Chapters" by Rizza Ernesto. I posted this before so you may read the meaning from the link posted. 3rd Place: "Reacquaintance" by Dulthe Munar. As of writing, I can't find words on how to describe the last piece so I'm just gonna post the artist's description. Hehehe. Let's feast with our eyes the art works our creative artists share with us.❤.
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Happy Friday everyone! It's been very cold in the mornings and it's really hard getting up without shivering first. I had to wake up early today coz I have some errands to attend to, but the freezing air put me back in the sheets. Time is ticking away so I dragged myself up, got down the kitchen and heated water and food. I could hear the buzzing sound of the helicopters faraway, and while they're nearing our area, I could feel the vibrations they create. Seems to be a busy day for the uniformed forces. Be a busy day for me as well. So dear Noises, may y'all have a great day today! Keep warm and safe always! Tata!🍀❤️🍀
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Brrr. It's freezing! Woke up today feeling the chill in the air. It's really warm in the sheets but have to get off bed. Haha. Just gonna take my coffee then. And go out to feel the heat of the sun. Have a warm and cozy day my dear Noisies!🍀❤️🍀
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Whew! Howdy howdy everyone! The rush of the holidays and new things to consider kept me away from everything. Char. Kidding aside, I really can't find the drive to write the past weeks. I again abandoned my account. But hey, what am I to do if I can't find the words to say, right? Hahaha. Char. So I will just be peeking in here once in a while. Here's my view once again! It's a fine weather here. The sun's out shining brightly heating up the earth, but the air is cold. Just right for me. Have a nice day to you all my dear Noisies!🍀❤️🍀
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What's more loud than those eye and ear popping fireworks? It's her heart. Yearning for a peaceful and happy brand new year ahead of her. Cheers to more blessings and prosperity! Cheers to pure love and respect! Cheers to good health and sound mind! Cheers to good life! Twenty twenty two, I am ready for you!❤️🎇🎆🎊🎉🍀
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Here goes my view today! So smooth! And here I am hoping for a smooth year ahead. No year end selfie since I am still groggy from the side effects of my 2nd dose. Man, that fever chills and joint pains was so scary! Anyways, may y'all have a bountiful New Year!🎉🎊🎆🎇🧨
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I've never been this scared getting sick. After my 2nd dose I didn't feel any side effects, but came 4 am in the morning I have chills and my joints hurts so bad. All I did was cry myself to sleep. I drank painkillers and I got to sleep soundly. The mornings came but I still feel the chills, I couldn't get up but I tried my best. It's a good thing we cooked last night coz this morning I coulnd't do anything. My sister has side effects as well and our brother will be working, so no one to take care of us except my daughter. She made me food, attended to my needs. And she got food for herself also. I felt so thankful that she understands when I get sick and do things herself. I was supposed to go grocery shopping today for the food to be cooked this coming new year but maybe our brother will go tomorrow. And I hope no more side effects for us to enjoy welcoming the new year. Haha. Her evening thoughts. Goodnight dear Noisies!🍀❤️🍀
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Because even at the end of the day, we still dream of happy moments. And just like how this view made my idle day amazing, I hope you do too. Nothing really beats the beauty of nature, eh. Lovely evening to you lovely folks!🍀❤️🍀
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On high, me and you Driving down along the avenue. Those laughs and kisses we shared. But it’s time to say goodbye again I’m scared. Times afar I wonder how and where you are. Always looking up the sky searching for your star. Is it shining so bright again tonight. Or you’re the moon that glows during my nights. They say it’s that easy. To love and cherish somebody. Yes, I couldn’t agree more and I’m proud. Our hearts screaming out loud!
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Just this evening, I posted one of my old articles on facebook. Just to have something posted on the wall since I never really update my wall there frequently. I never expected I'd get a comment like this from a blogger in my friends list! I freaked out. Hahaha. I thought of deleting the post but I will just let it stay there for everyone to see. Hahaha. Sheesh. My cheeks burns. Hahaha. Anyways, we're a night away from the Christmas holidays, you doin' all okay, yeah? Hehehe. Goodnight dear folks!🍀❤️🍀
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She's Blanked Out Again Been in and out of the writing template I opened earlier this morning. I was supposed to write a short article this morning, but when I sat down in front of the monitor, it felt like all those ideas just magically disappeared and I was left with a blank slate inside my head. So after I drank my morning coffee, I busied myself with some light chores, and little by little some ideas are coming to mind, one idea is to write fiction for once. But then again, I couldn’t gather the plot when I sat down and rest. It seems I couldn’t write much today. When I came back in this platform, I said to myself that I would write daily to fill in those times I lost stalling. But when you are writing just within your circle, you will easily run out of ideas to share. For that matter, I need to broaden my horizon and explore things beyond in order for me to write more about things that’s not just evolving around me. That would require me being on an adventure, being out in the open, or being in an environment that is new to me. Or just burrow myself inside my head and create ideas in there with some of my imaginations to support me. Hoping I’d create one the soonest. Hehehe. So while I am on a pinch right now, I’d just spend my time reading an e-book I abandoned reading months ago. Hehe. Yes, I abandoned the book. I was in a reading frenzy way back so I guess I exhausted my brain so much with words, ideas and stories that it became too hard to think naturally. And that is why I really needed a breather then. There’s not much to do now so I’d be idling my time away by reading and feeding my thoughts with adventures a book can bring. And hoping I'd make it up next time. So here’s my stop today. Make happy dear people, okay? Wuv!
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As usual, she’s alone again. Sitting alone at the coffee shop they frequent from before. It feels great to be there again after all those years. Reminiscing the past where all they were was happy. She keeps smiling to her face while sipping her cup of coffee. She looked around and there he saw a familiar face. Tilting her head and a knot formed on her forehead. Where did he saw him now? She knew it was rude but she kept on staring at him. Good thing the guy is busy with his phone. But suddenly he looked up and smiled at her. Another tight knot on her forehead. The guy stood up and carried his coffee towards her. “I see you’re alone again today” is what he said. “Can I join you?” he added. Skeptical but she nodded her head. “Harvey here, you seem to not remember me”, he said smiling. “How many years was that back then? When I was lurking around you most of the time when we all hang out, but you seem to not see me at all.” Then she remembered, and she knew she noticed him back then. It was just that she’s so out of his league all those times. He’s a handsome guy, a guy in a band, and he’s popular. Unlike her who stays as a wall flower, always at the corner side of the room. She was so certain, he’s not going to notice her very own existence. But look at them now. Talking as if they were so close before.
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Twenty Two A number, a time, a date, your age, your cash on hand. Whatever you call it, I know some of you has a special connection with the number. Like me, it’s one of the special numbers that I really like. Firstly, it’s because it is my birth date, and secondly it’s because I became a mom at twenty- two. What are the odds, eh. Hahaha. Twenty- two. It is the date today, twenty- second of December, year 2021. Two days away from Christmas. The time of giving, sharing and loving, among other things. It’s the time when families get reunited together to celebrate. But I am really having mixed feelings about the holidays this time. I don’t know how I would be if I feel those old sensitivity again. I am scared out of my wits to even think about it. I thought I have gotten over all those unwelcome feelings, but I guess it will take up years for me to even feel better. Or better yet, I have to be numb for all of it to feel nothing at all. You know, how one person could stir up your now peaceful space when that person just came into your life again for like twenty- two hours. Hmm, I don’t mean to radiate negativity this early. Hahaha. So let’s just get on with another thing to talk about. Because you know, days away and it will be resolution time again which we don’t follow all year round. Or is it just me, hahaha. So what are mine to share? I think firstly is to be happy. That’s a big word for me right now, to be totally happy even with everything going on in my life these days. Yes, I am happy now. But there are lingering feelings left from my brokenness that it’s hard to really feel good. Now I’d like to feel that, being peaceful happy even in just twenty seconds of every time. There are other resolutions that I really got to live on, but I will just write it down and keep it to myself. Well, you know, so if I can’t live my word for it, you won’t judge me, okay? Hahaha. Kidding aside, I have a simple list of goals for twenty- twenty two! But you know, some things change in the get go that you’ll never know what will happen, even if you plan how you spend your life ahead of time. So I will just stick to some. Thus, I just have to let the flow of things to guide me, steering from time to time, for the boat of life to carry me to my destination. So, twenty- twenty two, here we go!+_+ Okay, so I was rambling again. I can’t seem to organize my thoughts. Hahaha. But I am so thankful that you read it as far as this line. Teehee!
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By impulse Three months ago. That’s what the line says below my last post here. And now am here again, trying my luck in writing, same old, huh. Haha. I started visiting the platform again from a week ago I guess, re- reading my posts, trying to re-live the rush I had when writing my articles. It got me excited, but that didn’t pump the adrenaline I had whenever an idea pop in my head and that would be my cue to start typing, no more drafts and I’d just click the publish button. But nada. None. Wala. Hehehe. Still, I am hoping that in the coming days I can get back to the way it once was, when I could write my own thoughts freely, without stressing out about what to pen. So how have I been the past months, you ask? Life’s been really good to me. There are some mishaps on the way but that is just normal, yeah. Hehe. Sometimes we’re being tested if we’re to give up from the situation we were stuck into. And when problems arise, it would be just like some unbalanced stacks of books that one slight touch and it will topple all over. You feel me? Just like how when it rains it pours. Hear me? Hahaha. Anyhow, that is life. It’s a survival of the fittest. Only the strongest will survive. But even the weak ones can, it depends on their life choices. To fight or to surrender. Well, the past months aren’t all rain, some days are sunny, other days are shining with rainbows. Well, that’s me. Looking for sunshine on a stormy day. Having faith that all will pass, and there will be another day, just brighter for me. Am I just rambling different thoughts again now? Hahaha. Well, this is me as well. I’d paint whatever idea I have in mind, impulsively. Hiya there! Here I go again! Hahaha. So let’s have a good start from here again, shall we?