I have been with this guy named Hridoy for about a year and a half. Although I am not his married wife. He bought me for just a few bucks. At first no one in his family knew about me. He would come to me secretly at night when everyone was asleep. When his needs were met, he would leave again. At first I was very disgusted. But I had nothing to do! Because, I was just a maid bought by him.
I clearly remember that day was April 14th. That was my first visit with him that day. He introduced me to all his friends. Like Rifat, his friends started touching me. Someone said, "What's the matter, Mairi! The body is sparkling like eyes." Someone said, "You've got a good thing at a low price. Bring it sometimes. We'll see a little too. What can I say?" He snatched me and said, "This is my wife. No one will talk with her hands on her body. If you see her, look at her from a distance. I will not pay attention." I am not his married wife, but he told everyone I am his wife! I was very surprised that day. I used to feel like a sewer. But after hearing this from his mouth that day, my respect for him increased a lot! Maybe I started to love him from that day.
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I didn't understand when we got so close. Even if he put his hand on her body, it would not feel bad. I would rather wait and see when it will be night and when he will come to me.
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I was his only for the night, I couldn't accept that. Rifat fell in love with me. He loved me many times more than I loved him. He never bothered me. There was no lack of love. There was only one sorrow. He could not give me family recognition. He was suspicious from his home. How long can you stay hidden like this?
One day his mother followed him. We went after being caught in the act. The unrest started. Her mother said, "I gave birth to Kulanga. I am ashamed to introduce myself as your mother. Your father is spending so much money behind you, to see this day? Aren't you ashamed to do such a despicable thing?" Rifat's mother also informed her father about the matter. His parents told him a lot that day. There was no place to show one's face in the society. Of course, I blame them or what? Is such a thing acceptable? How to show the face in society! They didn't tell me anything that day. I was silent. When his parents told Rifat a lot of things, he suddenly said, "I can't live without him. You know you did well. One day you will know. It's good. I've been hiding from him for so long. No. He said that and closed the door with me. "
.They just stopped and listened to him. Then he said nothing more. He accepted us. Because it's better to accept than to make people laugh.
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They stopped talking to Rifat. Don't stop or why? What kind of parent would tolerate a girl with her daughter locked in front of her eyes all day long? No one can. Of course, Rifat did not regret it. He used to stay with me all day like him with the door closed. I never told him anything. Because, I'm not his wife. I am just a maid bought with his money. Although we both loved each other but never expressed it in words. I am ashamed and for self-respect.
.Once the family situation became normal. Rifat's parents realized that saying something to their son in this situation could only make matters worse. Since he was their only child.
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But the torture started on me. The blame for anything seemed to fall on my neck. They used to make bad comments about me all the time when I got up, sat down, ate and slept. Why not? Girls like me were born to endure the deprivation of others. Feel guilty. But what do I have to do? What would I do? I love Rifat. I can't stay without him. So I had no choice but to endure it all.
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But slowly now I have become the cause of Rifat's annoyance too. I know why he can't stand me. Maybe that's why I'm old. As soon as I got angry, Rifat beat me now. If anything, he threw me to the ground. Sometimes I become unconscious. The scars of beatings in places are now on my body. Family turmoil may no longer be acceptable. Or else someone new has fallen in love. Maybe I misunderstood him. He may never have loved me. Just left me to meet my own needs. I did not understand. I am very upset with his use. Can't say anything. Love that! And girls like me have nothing to say.
.One day he took me to someone. He handed me over to another man !! In return he took only 2 thousand rupees. The last thing I heard him say was, "Brother, I don't have a phone like this one. Try it yourself. I've been using it for a year and a half. No problem. I need money, so I sold it. I'll buy another new phone."
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