In this world we have to face many things and we have to settle our on undisputed matters. You have to help yourself and mark my word there will be no one to help you when you need help. So I better prefer to help myself when I fall in danger.
The whole world is waiting for a single mistake done by you and they will start criticizing you everywhere, every place. Where ever you go and whatever you do, they will follow you. They will judge you badly. Your achievement is nothing for them.
So my point of view is very clear. You have to listen yourself because in this cruel world, you are the best option for yourself, you are the best opinion for yourself and you are the best companion of yourself. No matter what happens always remember these words. I hope you will be alright soon.