@Haruka_Hime 9 November 2020

A change for the worse

November 09, I am once a happy kid, I smile a lot, I play a lot, I have a lot of friends and I am getting a long with them. I started to change when that monster came into our life. He's a monster, worse than Satan. I hate him, I wish he die in a worse possible way too. I am planning to kill him, I want him to suffer, but I am just me. I can't do anything so will I just leave him? No!!! I want him to suffer, how can I make him suffer? -- Every night, when Mom's asleep. He will go to my room, removed my blanket and touch me everywhere. I will just cry because he will kill mom. His dirty hand, his dirty hands is all over my body. I can still feel it, it's disgusting!! I want him to suffer! Will you make him suffer.? -- That day, he successfully stain my purity. I ended up crying all night. I feel like breaking, my body is aching my life is now changing... Not for the better But for worse.