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At times it feels like I'm falling into depravity again. Specially in times when I think everything is going well. Why does the calm before the storm always hold true? Why do people become this selfish? Is selfishness your idea on the road to happiness? Is blaming those who originally supported and tended to you the only thing you know now? If so then sure. I'd gladly hope from the bottom of my heart that I was never born too.
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True realisation . I also feel like that sometimes. Just hold your breath and everything will be ok soon❤️
Yeah... it will settle down when i get to leave the house soon
Is this one of those poems? Or what t is it our reality?😶
It's my reality
Life is always full of endless possibilities. People will always be people what you have to do is find a way around all this. And just be happy. Okay?
There's a lot of assholes in the world and that's reality. But, don't let them ruin you. You're the architect and engineer of yourself, don't let bastards throw you out of your pace. They can't dictate your course in life, for you're unique from the day you were born.
Thanks @marcmire. But my brain just wants to be sad right now. It will get motivated again when things turn up but for now I'll just let it be. It's better than just deciding to end it right then and there
Nothing is permanent dear. If you hold on for long enough, I'm sure things won't be so tough. You'll start loving yourself, people beside you. You'll want live life to fullest. But even that won't be permanent. It's sad. But it's reality. Just think of it as a road. There will be a lot of bumps, but that doesn't mean that you'll take U-turn and return to your home, bailing on the beautiful trip. Moreover, we are here. You can share your problems with us❤️
It's more of suddenly getting abandoned while on that road. It's more degrading than being told that i should never have been born. But then experiencing both from your own parent? Hah. It's just amusing
This is has been going for a while now or it's just happening now? What is your age?
There are time we will really down and I just loose it It will always get better no matter how bad it seems
It will, but for now... i just need to be sad. It's a form of release too
I don't really know what happened. But let me give you a little advice: Never regret the leaving of a person who decided to throw away what you did for him/her and chose to forget about it all. It only means that you did great while that person was nothing but a selfish human who only cares about his own good. Never hate yourself for that and wish that you were never born, You don't deserve to suffer that way. Look at the other side: if that person leaves, doesn't it also mean that you got rid of someone who has been using you? Try to think about it and you will realise that it's his/her loss, never yours.
It's currently my loss because all the responsibility and obligations my dad left will be passed onto me who is already having a hard time with having to fulfill my graduation requirements and of having to study for my licensure exam soon. Sure I'll get over it eventually but I'm still stuck on how to go about this
I never thought you were talking about your father. I'm really sorry to hear that. Well you have to arrange your priorities now. You have a family right? you have to share the responsibilities and obligations with them. It's tough, but it will get better.
At least my sister and mom will be willing to share the burden but to pass on all of that to kids still trying to finish schooling is definitely a shitty move on his part
Of course it is. But trust me, I know what is like to feel abandoned. It's not easy, but eventually You will get over it. I promise :)
I know, i just needed to be sad for a while