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Disappointed, Broken hearted February 5, 2022

I had gone to a lot of pain A pain of losing a loved one, a pet, a friend A pain of losing the reason why I keep on going I can't compare the pain I'm feeling right to those pain But I guess having this pain is still the same level as those pain I felt before I was happy earlier I am so inspired I did my fair share of making myself happy Even for while I forgot about the stress at work I forget about being tired Stress and all that Truly, you make me feel happy You don't know me I am feeling I know you all my life You don't know I exist I'm happy you are born You do what you need to do You are being true to yourself But you don't know what you did In just a simple post with hashtag You broke our hearts

For sure there will be people who are happy for you There are people celebrating with you There are people that will support you I can be all But there will be some people that are hurt And not liking what they see What they found out is painful I belong to these people I support you, I respect you But sometimes I felt possessive of you I get jealous You cannot treat us all fair You are only human after all But still you hurt us, you hurt me Unintentionally

I wish I have the courage to say it to you To leave you a message of what you did But you will just brush it off For sure you are just laughing with our reaction It is not your intention, yes Yet I hope you will not hurt us obviously If you like someone, keep it to yourself We could celebrate with you But we will still feel hurting We can't hide this feeling We will be crying There will be someone crying behind your sweet smile to someone There will be someone wishing you hold their hands There will be someone wishing you call their names There will be someone that wishing you look at them, check on them There will be someone waiting to be appreciated too Everyone is longing for your attention But you give it to one You give it to her

One lucky girl One talented woman She is the one you really really like While everyone of us are now from the distant Watching you appreciating her You are our life Yet you made us feel like we are just part in the background We are just a dust, that you brush away Congratulations to that one lucky woman Feel sorry for the women you left behind I just hope everyone will able to have a complete sleep After you ruin their night And your ruined their heart We will try to forget this moment We will try to move on I pray that God heals us, God heals the pain right away I hate you but I still love you I just want to feel it is worth having the pain In a life with you, or Or no pain at all, but you are not there I guess I just need to adjust to the situation like this You are not the chosen one You are too far from him He didn't know you So love him from a distant Or maybe don't love him Just respect and like him I am moving on from this pain so that I don't have to bear this tomorrow Sorry guys.... I just need to let it all out Thanks for reading, if you happen to read it That is exactly what I'm feeling right now I hope God heals broken hearts over night Images from Unsplash