If you've ever had issues with sexual pleasure or pressure as the case may be. It's ok to feel a little discomfort now.
Yea, how many times you've prayed to God like Paul. "God take this thorn away from me", but it just wouldn't leave right. It keeps haunting you.
Day after day, week after week, confession after confession. You now are tired of confession. The annoying thing is, it has crashed your self confidence. You now so more solitude.
Not all things are demons, somethings are Chemicals and must be understood first before we launch into the adventure of prayers.
There's a reason Solomon said, don't awake love until it please. Many waters can't question love.
That's the experience with EROTOTOXINS, they are Chemicals produced in the brain, for Sexual pleasure. Except it acts as an ADDICTIVE DRUG COCKTAIL, for Dopamine, Oxytocin, Testosterone, name them..
So unlike other drugs, with half life of few days.. EROTOTOXINS aren't such..it might take roughly 24 years to disintegrate.
I'm saying to you. That the Pornography you are hiding to see, you might be setting yourself up for another 24years of struggle with HEAVY SEXUAL URGE..
Wisdom would advise you abstain from your allergies. I would advise you abstain from your possible triggers. Rather fill your mind with positive things. Read more attitude books.
Eat more healthy food. When you are done praying, select your movies. When you are done fasting, select your songs. They might just be another TRIGGER.
Think..Pray..Act