“Every writer I know has trouble writing.”

I have a good relation with my bad luck. Don't think I think negatively, I can explain to you my 100 life experiences.

At least I am not a lucky person with whom luck runs. I found difficulty in every field of life.

But why I am telling you about my luck in my writing career blog?

Because there is a story behind any writer.

You may not control all the events that happen to you, but you can decide not to be reduced by them.

Why mind think so much

I was born in a family where everyone has white skin, where the birth of a boy is great news.

But what me luck, I have brown skin, I was the second girl in my family. My parents love me but I have that feeling that I have not a good color that's why I am not special. This feeling makes me lonely. I don't want to go to family gatherings. I don't put makeup on my skin because of the color complex I thought makeup is to hide your color.

That doesn't mean I have no confidence.

I am a full confident girl, I am a talkative girl. I know guests will like my elder sister for her beauty for some minute, but when I start talking and show my talent then they will like me more.

I give more attention to my studies.

I prove that others have beauty and I have a talented mind. But all this makes me over-thinker.

Once my mom said that I can write.

But I was busy with my studies so I cant give importance to writing and no one guide me about that.

I need a platform where I start my writing. Finally, I got time and platform.

Another trouble, I was good at Urdu writing. I never read any English writer. English is not my native language.

When I pick my pen I cant write things that in my mind. when I was busy with house chores my mind write a beautiful article and when I take my pen to write.... nothing is in my mind. my b that's a problem with every beginner?

I start from small posts, slowly I improve my writing and finally, I got some subscribers and ready to write about my critical thoughts about life and people's behavior. But again my luck this time platform died, yes due to some changes everyone left the platform. And now I am again on level one to give my intro to new people.

I am a girl who was old by heart from a young age, who crack jokes to make others happy. Yes, my friends love my company. I have a double personality. A child and an old soul living in my body to gather. That's why I think I can write well. but a writer needs motivation. your motivation will boost my energy and my writing because the writer needs only appreciation.

I love creativity, I am good at craft making. Also done a course of glass painting. I love pets, I have pets and I know so much about them that I want to share with others.

What do you like me to write on?