I am having another ANXIETY again... Some people may laugh at someone who share about this feeling but it is not really easy. I feel bad even when I just watched a movie, I would suddenly feel nervous about my job or feel so worried about my children's future. It is a certain condition that I have no control. On some days, I would keep myself busy but on days like today that even if how I tried a lot of things would bug me til I would want to run in the corner of the room…
@Glez in November 2022
And when I am done crying I would feel like I can do things normal people would do... Sometimes, I am afraid that this anxiety would kick in when I have to attend an event or maybe in the middle of work or meeting... At times I would just have to go with the flow and smile like nothing is going on my head... The pressure, the daily routine and everything that I worry is taking toll on me, making me feel sick. There are times when I feel like I want to vomit then my head…
I feel a little better after crying.. My partner saw me and asked why am I crying but then I cannot say anything. He checked my phone to see if someone chatted me that made me cry but he did not see anything... It is hard to burst everything out. Mahirap kasi sabihin na nakakapagod na, nakakasawa na and most importantly di ko na alam ano gagawin ko dahil sa araw-araw na ginawa ng dios I always worry... 🥺 I know for a fact that within marriage or building a family it would be…
Good morning to everyone who is fighting silent battles and missing those love ones who parted to heaven... Have you been to cemetery already? My mom and I agreed to visit later after my work. Good thing today I am working at home... I hope it will be peaceful in there and no incident would happen... I miss my Papa .. :( When he was gone I was just in my 6th grade around 12 years old ... I hope I could get to see him in my dreams pero it would seem impossible.
Another TYPHOON... So it was forecasted that another typhoon will get in PAR today. We then started to experience such a bad weather. The other typhoon just left the country which actually left some damage as well... Hopefully by tomorrow it would be a great day!
I only visit CEMETERY once or not at all in a year Why? Because the pain lingers. We do not even have a proper grave to visit for my Father. His bones were just there in the big cross at the center of the cemetery. That big cross is only intended for those who are forgotten or those who has families who cannot buy a single place for the bones of their departed ones. It is way too expensive. We visited our Lolo and Lola though but really I feel like I want to burst out crying…
BARANGAY SEOUL My workmates brought me to this restau which offers varity of Korean food for as low as 149. Though Id be very honest, I am really not into Korean food especially veggies but I enjoyed the experience and felt full... I love samgyupsal more but it is far more expensive.
Working on site... Working on site today pero almost time to go home. Nakakapagod talaga sa site nag.wowork need pa mag byahi pa uwi ang gastos pa. 🥺 Compared na if sa bahay lang na after you shut down your pc dretso hega na pahinga na agad. Anyway, what I am thankful though is that I have a job. I guess thats the most of important thing... 🙂
I rode on the bus today heading home... Its traffic though not bumper to bumper... I was head banging already because I feel so sleepy 🥺 my end of shift was 3pm. If I were at home at exactly 3pm I would crawl to bed especially if its a very tiring day for me... Hays... Im really tired today ... Anyway, how are you here? I got so busy plus I dont have data when travelling so I was a bit inactive.
CRAVINGS... Ang dami nating cravings sa buhay kaya siguro tayo poor 😅... Pero ngayon yung pinaka ka cravings ko pagnenegosyo talaga... Hopefully I could get to have a way to fulfill. Gusto ko printing shop :) Yung complete na maka.scan, print, photocopy... Pwede di magprint ng photo. May phone naman, may pc with adobe. Need ko nlng talaga e yung little shop dito samin para I can open it anytime. Im planning to buy my own laptop na din pra kahit saan ndadala ko and I can…
Sa PICTURE nalang muna... 🤭 I am craving for some bacon mushroom pizza from Albertos and fries tsaka coke pero dahil wala tayong pera sa picture nalang muna tayo... Adulting sucks. Kasi if bata ka, the adults would do their best to provide for you now that I am the adult I have to sacrifice for my kids... Hahay buhay...
KOKO KRUNCH ❤️ I used to buy fresh milk and coco crunch. Whenever Im working on a night shift and I am at home I get to eat this. It makes me stay awake while my mouth is busy eating. Could prolly be one of the reason why Im obese. Oo I am obese. :C It is really because I eat when I am lack or sleep. Sa pagkain ako bumabawi. No choice eh... Kelangan natin kumayod.
The Last Empress: Blame it to the Adults I have been binge watching in Netflix. Just recently, I watched **THE LAST EMPRESS**. I love the plot of this story and the suspense. Though, I am not someone who is into these genre but I find myself get mesmerized so as excited of what may happen next? This particular series teaches you the following: Great power comes with responsibility Some people tends to be so greedy with power because they know they can manipulate things at…
Learning from every movie or series that I watched. For todays article in read.cash I decided to write the learnings I had gained from the last series I watched in Netflix. It isn't that much though but then I would love to share it to you hoping that I could impart such learnings to my readers. Please feel free to view the link:. https://read.cash/@Glez/the-last-empress-blame-it-to-the-adults-251516a0 Good morning 🥰🌄⛅
Let me share a little story... I have been doing my best to help out my aunt. I am the one who gets to pay for their bills even when my salary isnt enough for my family. I used to go debt after debt and paycheck to paycheck... It was okay because anyway I only get to pay for a very small interest on her behalf plus my bills will get paid... But one day she has to go home from her work abroad as DH because her partner died of cardiac arrest. Unable to bring enough money for…
Today I did not do anything but to watch Netflix. I got tired, I feel lost and I do not want to do anything or to think of anything. I am supposed to do a lot of stuff over the weekend but I got so tired of doing anything... Makes me feel like I was not so productive or not productive at all over the weekend. I kind of put it on waste but thats fine. I felt like my soul is trying to recharge. Hows your day goin?
Good morning! Im suppose to work on site today but suddenly I had colds. As in yung ginaw na ginaw pero linalagnat na pala... I went up 7am and my shift also started 7am... Good thing talaga we have this means to go to work at home lang para we can be comfortable. Ayoko naman mag absent sa work. No no... Bigla lang talaga kanina and I was even shocked if what happened. Wew! Laban pa rin 😊
Second day today of being sick. I dunno if I will get better sooner but what I am worried is for the last two days I became more broke. My budget for the whole week has to be used so I could buy medicine and food that I may find better to eat. All the food is just tastless for me. Plus I am having sneeze, fever and headache... Really not good. :( I am not gonna be that active though apologies.
My babies picture during their couple of days after I gave birth.. Its so nice to held them in my arms even when I had my 2nd child it felt like a first time. You know, I am not the best mom. I was not able to choose the best father for them nor provide them luxuries life but I am doing my best each day to fill in what I missed. They are my strength to move forward and strive harder.
Do you guys visit Cemetery? I do not normally do so not unless its that time of the year. You may judge me and say that I do not have respect to my parted loved ones but actually its more on the pain that keeps coming back losing them. Up to now I kept on questioning myself , what if my papa is still alive? I always wonder what would it feel like to have a complete family and intact. Maybe today we are still suffering from poverty because of him getting sick or maybe we are…
Some may view crying as weakness.. But when its too heavy it is actually okay to cry your heart out... You won't always know if you would be okay but lifting that heavy lump from your heart would make you think straight so you could find solution to your problem...
I just saw this in reels. A lot of us are having problems with pimples and having remedies would be heaven for us. While watching reels I saw this being advertised. It is nice that some of the ladies out there also prefer to share their beauty regime rather than hide it to everyone. This might help you...
When someone becomes toxic and somehow confusing you shouldn't stay away from the person... Instead try to sit with her and really do deep conversation so you would know whats going on... Not all people are willing to broadcast whats really behind that toxicity? Not everyone who has money problems would go crazy over it. Money issue is everyones issue... But other than money there are issues that others hide because they are afraid, doubtful, in pain or just confuse what to…
3 things that you need to come into terms within Life... 1. If they wanted to, they would. 2. No response is a response. 3. Not everybody has the same values, the same goals or the same heart that you do... Once I heard this I realized a lot of things that happened to me way back. Those rejections, no responses that made.me.overthink or cried so hard because of anticipations and awkward or confusion with how I am being treated.
15 Uncomfortable Truths in Life I was browsing Facebook News Feed when I saw a post from my brother's girlfriend regarding this. Here's the screenshot below: I got so curious so I did not hesitate to run through the details and it says: 1. **A salary is the drug your employer gives you to forget your dreams.** Sort of, because if I were to really listen to what my heart says I would have explored the world but actually it is not the salary that is keeping me it is how my…
There are a lot of things that we would want in life but this post would rather want you to know 15 things that makes life uncomfortable. Better to know this ahead so you could plan out how to deal with it... https://read.cash/@Glez/15-uncomfortable-truths-in-life-485cbba3
Like a Boss (´∩。• ᵕ •。∩`) Took this the other day when baby was doing okay. She suddenly got fever and vomit. Hopefully she would recover soon. I do not know whats going on with my life but my kids are the sole reason why I am still standing still... ෆ╹ .̮ ╹ෆ Ikaw ba? Kanino ka nagpapapakatatag.?
So worried with my kids at straight na sila may sakit. Nung una ubo lang at pina check up ko. Then biglang nagka lagnat.. 🥺 Ngayon si youngest ang init. Tapos pa ubos na yung medicine bibili na naman bukas. Birthday pa naman ni eldest ko :'( Hahay... Iwan ko ba... Pic taken a few weeks ago ... Namimiss ko na maghabulan with them... 🥺
Good evening! Went to church with kids to thank God for my eldest's birthday 🙂... They were both so happy yesterday to go out and they even run around and sing a song while we were riding a trike. ❤️
Cutie ❤️🙆 My little love is really trying her to look so cute without thinking shes already cutie patotie without even trying. I wanted to make her happy. She got sick but is now way better compared to the last few days. I am way better na din tsaka si eldest... Hopefully we will be okay na and fully recover. I am always afraid to let them play around the neighborhood because they are easy to con baka magsasama kahit kanino... Tsk tsk.
Good morning! So I tried again to do some crochet. Was able to do a little wallet fit for my lil notebook and/or cards... It is just so nice because it made me feel forget about all my worries... I am still trying to see if I can another stuff maybe bigger than this... 🧶
I really miss eating albertos pizza 🐷🥺 Just that I have to budget out the money left to survive for the next days. Rice is getting more expensive as the days pass by... We cant even buy coke because here it went up to 60 pesos per 1L. 🤣😅😂🤭 Grabi yung mga tindahan dito malapit samin in taking advantage eh... Business kung business talaga... Dyan ba sa inyo?
Its been raining here since last night. Wala na naman akong gana kahit anong gawin today because of the weather. I am imagining na what if my daughter would go to school at season like this. Hahay... Anyway, last day of the week na! Tgif!
I read this on facebook and I can relate to this though. Madali kasi ako ma.discourage. I get affected by what other people say especially if those are negative. Yun bang you get so hurt pero balewala lang sa nagsabi sayo kasi either its a joke way or akala nila okay lang... So for those who are going through something laban lang tayo... 💪💪💪
Unexpected Blessings from Unexpected People The world is fucked up. You may get frustrated at this statement or some of you may agree but I stand to this statement based on experience and observation. A lot of people in different sectors or industry are only just after the money that they could get. They are not even guilty for stepping on someones toe just to be on top, gain more power and be richer. Money, fame, luxury and vices are things that only matters for those…
Question ❓ Are you guys receiving something from the posts here? Or am I just the unlucky one? I dunno, I am not getting anything though I was commenting on others posts... Hmm 🤔
Unexpected blessing I got from unexpected persons in my life... Unexpected kasi sa hirap ng buhay ngayon where most of the people are struggling for ends to be met there are still people who would choose to share... One of those is @GlenCanete. Thank you so much for all the kindness. Heres an article as a gratitude for the kindness you shared and to motivate those people like me who are going through so much...…
Black Pink in your Area K-POP has been circulating worldwide most especially the girl trend group called BLACK PINK. No one can deny that this group have invaded the entertainment world like a flash. They are full package when it comes to beauty and talent. The group is now on their world tour concert and is set to have a concert in Manila PH by March so the fans are now going gaga over buying because it gets sold out! Based on my research here's the price of the tickets:…
BLACK PINK is been circulating online because especially when they announced their BORN PINK WORLD TOUR. They are currently on the peak of their fame and it is so nice to see people getting excited for them but then there are just others who would go beyond just to see their idols even to the extent of stepping someones shoe.. Here's a story as to what extent other people would do just for this fandom: https://read.cash/@Glez/black-pink-in-your-area-ad520883
My kids received their presents last night from their Ninang... Their Ninang is my childhood friend ❤️ Shes been consistent since she became my kids God mother and I am happy that shes doing her best to really show that she cared for my daughters. I hope this continues... How is everyone here? Good morning!
Cracklings lang sapat na 🤭 Sometimes I crave for this junk food put it on a vinegar and then pair it with rice. Other times I had no choice but to eat such whenever out of budget. Others may laugh, some may relate pero at this trying times survival for the fittest talaga... Mahirap ang buhay... Even when you got all the material things you may never be happy while when you do not have everything you always struggle to work hard.... Laban pa rin!
A Giver's Regret Hi, I am in pain... I have helped so much without nothing to gain... Now I got nothing, no penny to buy something... How did I end up like this? How can I survive this? I am broke. My, my, my, how can kindness, turn into miseries like this? I was a breadwinner. I think I have mentioned this on some of my articles multiple times. For few months now I have been struggling financially. I do not know where to go and what to do exactly. I am such a mess and I do…
Good morning friends! Sharing my personal blog and my realization.... I wish you find time to check on this. :) I have been so inactive I know, but here's the reason. I have been so down lately that no idea would come up to mind like before.... Regret is such a worst feeling but what if I tell you I REGRET BEING KIND? https://read.cash/@Glez/a-givers-regret-920cf020
My baby is itching all over her body. It was all so sudden. 🥺 I am very much worried because just for a couple of hrs it covers all over her already. T.T Do you guys know what type or could be the reason of this? I couldnt remember her eating something unusual though. T.T
Going to an event today... 🤭 This is actually very short notice and was not able to really prepare so I am hoping that I look presentable... Hopefully... Hahaha Anyway how's your night?
Such a nice intermission ❤️ I have been dreaming to perform way back but since I gained weight and had babies I stopped that dream because my self esteem and confidence went down the drain. It is way different when people criticize you with your weight than your talent.
Event giveaways! So this is it! Last night I was invited to join our Leadership Recognition for those who performed well for the rest of the year and made an impact. This is one of the highlights for me. Going home with a basket of goods is such a delight! Would you agree? Good morning!
Hives and Folklores My baby suddenly had hives 2 days ago and it became worst as it spreads all over her body. She keeps on complaining that its itchy and was not able to sleep properly. Brought her citirizine and was advised to have her on a cold bath but was not able to do so, decided to just wipe her with wipes so those hives would cool off because everytime it itches I feel afraid that she may have wounds and it may get infected. You may ask me, why did you not bring her…
My baby got hives and I got so confuse what or who to follow. Since whenever they get sick the folks will get involve and tell us things they learned before from their Parents too. It is like a tradition way of healing a certain sickness called folklores. While the doctors would actually say the opposite. As of now, it is hard to also meet a doctor because they're too expensive not to mention the medicine. But here's an article to know more :…
Ito yung dagat na di mo na gugustuhing puntahan 😂😂 nasa desktop palang eh nkaka stress na hahahaha... Relate ba sa work from home jan? Anyway magandang umaga sa lahat! ❤️
EPS EXAM : Factory Worker in Korea Today, I would like to talk about going abroad. Way back I have always been avoiding people asking or trying to advise me to go abroad because to be honest I would not want to awaken my interest of going far from my kids. I want them to grow up having me and my partner by their side as much as they needed us. But another reason that I am avoiding such topic is because I have an ANXIETY. I am afraid to be alone. I am afraid to live far from…