@Glez 9 November 2022 more from that month

Do you guys visit Cemetery? I do not normally do so not unless its that time of the year. You may judge me and say that I do not have respect to my parted loved ones but actually its more on the pain that keeps coming back losing them. Up to now I kept on questioning myself , what if my papa is still alive? I always wonder what would it feel like to have a complete family and intact. Maybe today we are still suffering from poverty because of him getting sick or maybe we are now at a better situation, we never can tell really .... But surely I would never experience what I am going through with him around... I miss my Papa badly especially in those times when I do not know what to do? Imagine pagkakasyahin mo kung magkano meron ka para maka survive yung pamilya mo plus ikaw at yung anak mo may sakit then yung mama mo wlang pamasahi sa work 😂😅 Nakaka paranoid maging ako... 🤭