@Glez 1 November 2022 more from that month

And when I am done crying I would feel like I can do things normal people would do... Sometimes, I am afraid that this anxiety would kick in when I have to attend an event or maybe in the middle of work or meeting... At times I would just have to go with the flow and smile like nothing is going on my head... The pressure, the daily routine and everything that I worry is taking toll on me, making me feel sick. There are times when I feel like I want to vomit then my head would spin... Life is never easy... Thats why at times I wonder, what good is it with life that others are more than willing to do everything just to live?