I learned to make love to find me

I've learned to stop deciphering mixed messages, signs and warnings, clear messages, messages too clear and easy to understand, messages that don't ask, second guesswork, how to wait for the news you've been waiting for.

I have learned to let go of those who do not want to see me in their lives and I no longer need temporary visitors, so I can keep the door open for them.

I don't want to spend the night with just thinking , and I don't want to share a bed with someone who doesn't want to share their thoughts with me.

Someone who doesn't want to defend me in my absence.

I have learned to force myself to seek true, easy, mutual and passionate love.