I don't lose battle

Learned not to force things.

I learned to leave them, let them adapt to my life in time, and let the universe bring them to me without chasing them.

If you have to chase after something, it means that you do not want to be silent, get caught and stand at the door.

I believe in God that what makes sense to me will eventually find me wherever I am. I’m not passive, but I don’t lose the battle.