I must have written you at least 50 letters that I never sent, but this one is different because it’s probably my last. A couple days ago, I learned that you and your Boyfriend (that used to be my friend) are now living together. When I was with you, I would have given everything for us to move in together, but you never wanted to. You refused to see me for days in a row, but he’s now sharing your bed every night. This was the final smack in the face for me to realize what I never wanted to admit: he’s more important to you than I was.
Last night, I dreamed that I was making peace with you and him. I think the universe was telling me that I finally graduated from breakup school and that it was time to start my new life away from the ruins of our relationship.
I loved you so much and I don’t anymore, but you’ll always have a place in my heart because you were my first love. I still remember what it felt like to love you—the butterflies every time your name popped on my phone and the stars in my eyes every time I saw you. I will never forget the beautiful way I felt when everyone told us we were meant to meet. However, it was never meant to last, and in a split second, you left without any explanation and without looking back. I was left to pick up the pieces of my broken heart while you were gone on another adventure.
It hurts to admit, but I still miss you. I miss the sweet girl that made me fall in love.
I still miss the girl who made me laugh the most.
I still miss the girl who was so proud to be with me.
I still miss the girl who made me feel so special.
And I still miss the girl who was my first love
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