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Hope

Did you reach that point when you have a sudden urge to cry because you’ve done a lot and you’ve given so much but they seemed not enough? Then you think that you’re not as smart or as talented as other people… Or like breaking into pieces because you lost your mother or father? You might have felt that you’re out of place… like you don’t belong there and you’re not worthy to be treated the way they treated the others. Or might have felt ashamed because you knew you could get there but you have no idea how you could do it. Do you feel like leaving? Like going to a place where no one knows you and leaving no note behind, just no warning… You might have felt these… disappointment, rejection, fear, anger, irritation, embarrassment. Someone can feel you. Someone can understand… because someone has been there. It’s like dying in bed for minutes and gazing at the ceiling with a blank mind… like having hard times coping up with the stream of life and participating in the real world. Or it’s like the feeling that you can be alright by Friday or Thursday in case the day is Monday or Tuesday… it’s like you care less. Yep, you could be a great thinker - a thinker of nothing or a thinker of everything. Life is hard, yes… but we should not make it harder. This is for you who can’t sleep. This is for you who want to sleep forever. This is for you who like to escape from reality. This is for you who’s left with a broken heart. This is for you who’s tired of loving. You are beautiful, and your life is precious. Take that as melatonin. Take that as an invitation to a good sunrise. Take that as a self-care - a subsequent strength. Please choose to live. Forget those death thoughts. Drop that knife. Throw those ropes. Put the pills inside the trash bin. Life is tough, so are you. Don’t wait for a new year or new semester. Get back your hope, it’s yours. Run with it along the right path. Every minute is a chance for a beautiful start. Dying might be easy, but it lacks challenge and color… and living might be hard but it’s worth breathing. Look around you, everyone isn’t gifted with sight. Listen to The Script’s Flares or Paramore’s Last Hope, everyone doesn’t have a chance to hear. Breath in, breath out… everyone doesn’t have the opportunity to reach this very hour or day. https://youtu.be/r7jaXI6oXpQ https://youtu.be/V6d_dC9M0Tc To you who’s reading this… who have gone that road of pressure, hopelessness, and depression… I’m proud of you. You made the right choice. Not like me. I pressed the wrong button. I picked an easy round. I’ve cut my wrist… and I’ve regretted it. I could have been a Certified Public Accountant though I’ve failed in some matters along the way. I could have tried some other ways, or have made a plan B, C, or D. But the pressure was just very strong. The disappointment mocked me. Shame pulled me towards the ground. I had no one, no one at that time. Anyway, that was 3 years ago, and with you… Dear, life is great even if you think that it’s not. It really is. Lead image from Google. Thank you 💙 👇👇👇

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