@Fyangzee24 25 February 2022

Someday... One day you'll regret pushing away the girl who loved you too much. Someday you will regret pushing away the girl who waited for you. You will no longer see her the first time you wake up in bed next to you, just then you will know that you have lost the best thing in your life. She is someone who loves you genuinely and who unconditionally gives her all to make you happy yet why do you keep on pushing her away as soon as she gets closer? She has been battling alone for this love with all the courage she has in her and it is slowly falling. She is almost exhausted because the efforts she puts into the relationship drain her, and it is all for nothing, she's gaining nothing because you aren’t ready to lift a finger for her. Why can't you be real and see what's her worth? Her warmth and tenderness tried to sway you to love her the same but no matter how hard she has tried to warm your cold heart, you have kept shoving her away like it is reasonable for her. Why? Maybe you are right, maybe she should give up on you. So much time and energy are wasted, and why? Just because you are too sightless to see what a precious thing you have. She has waited for you to finally see it, to take care of her like she takes care of you but most importantly, to love her the way she loves you, with all her heart. She has waited for you to recognize what you want out of your life, out of your relationship with her but she has been waiting for nothing. She has grown tired of waiting for you to make up your mind. People get tired when they keep investing in something that will never be worth it. She is tired of constantly begging for crumbs of your love and scrutiny. You have never admired her the way she deserves to be appreciated. You have taken her for granted and you think that she will wait for you forever. After all, doesn’t she love you enough? She loves you more than you love her, and you know it. Contrarily, you wouldn’t have made her wait for something she is never going to get – your love. You have to concede that she has given you more chances than you deserve. She has waited for you to fix your life, chase after your career goals, and consider your choices but now time is running out. She isn’t going to wait forever, and it’s bad enough that you expect her to. She has given you all these chances because she assumed that you would choose her in the end. All she wants is for you to realize that what you have been looking for was waiting for you to notice it the whole time. She has wanted you to notice her and realize that you’re going to regret losing her. But you haven’t. You have never made an effort to change, and you keep binding her along like she is your puppet. Well, you’ll realize that you made a mistake soon enough. She might have given you a thousand chances, but one day she’ll give you the final chance you have and you are going to mess it up because you’ll keep taking her for granted. It’s like you’re not conscious that she hasn’t given you all those chances just because she is naive or stupid; she has given you all those chances because she loves you and believes that you love her sufficiently to improve. Still, you remain to prove her wrong. She is going to realize it soon enough, and you are going to lose her because of it. When she eventually concludes that enough is enough, you won’t be able to get her back. She won’t let you crush her heart again. One day, you’ll have your last opportunity, and be certain that it will truly be the last one. She is tired of waiting, and when she’s done, you’ll understand it. After all, she will see that you will never adore her the way she deserves to be loved, and she won’t be ready to negotiate anymore. She is going to realize that you haven’t really had the right to all of those chances, that you don’t really deserve her love or effort. Once that satisfies clear to her, she is going to step right out that door, and she won’t let you interrupt her. You have never put up with responsibility for your demeanor, and she will not take that anymore. After you realize you have screwed up it, you’ll abruptly want to change but it will be too late. She won’t want that life of pain and drama to come back once she chooses she’s done with it. You know that she has loved you with all your shortcomings and damages, and you’re never going to find someone like that again. You will see that you can’t retain someone like that waiting forever. Are you really worth the wait? Well, you have never established it. All she really has is her love for you to make her believe that you’d come around. But you haven’t. You will soon regret pushing away the girl who waited for you to love her. She doesn’t deserve for you to push her away, just like she doesn’t deserve for you to keep her waiting. No matter how much she loves you and believes you, one day, she’ll have had enough. She’ll have had enough of all that ruined time and effort she put into this relationship while you have kept undermining it. You have never acknowledged the fact that she is there for you when no one else was, and you perhaps never will. That is definitely why you are going to lose the woman who loves you more than she loves herself. Why else would she have lived putting up with your crap for all this moment? Only a woman who completely loves a man will undergo all of that for nothing but she is only a human being, and one day she’ll have had enough. She won’t want to wait another second. If you really love her, this is your chance to finally clarify that. If you don’t commit to that, you’ll come around one day, and she won’t be in bed next to you. That is when you’re going to learn that you have lost the best thing you always had in life. You’ll regret losing her, but it will be excessively late. Friday Flyday ❤