Good afternoon guys, so it's been years since I first have knowledge about read cash, its a long story why I left. Anyways now I'm once again reopening the chapter in my life where I share my experiences and story here in read.cash.
To tell you honestly I was sick. It started years ago that I noticed I can't stand longer than before, I kind of like lost my balance. I have an infection on my throat and my lungs are started to show signs of illness. Just recently I'm losing sleep, i wake up midnight soaked in sweat. I experienced the weakness to the fact that I called my mother in the middle of the night and crying. They say men try to hide their true emotions to make us seem strong. That was early week of October I'm having difficulty in breathing specially this cold and wet months.
My older sister and mother brought me to a specialist and the doctor prescribed me sleeping pills. I felt I alone that no one really know my feelings. They forbid me from using my phone too much. I was told to take sleeping pills in the morning and night even though i hate sleeping in the morning. I want to do more errands and have straight sleep at night. This struggle I'm facing will last for months and I'm feeling like maybe its the end of the road for me. Out of respect and understanding of the fact that my family spend thousands of money for my medicine and consultation, I silently take every pill even if it won't heal my real sickness.
If you take a closer look it says anti psychotic drug. I believe I am not insane I have my lungs in danger because I was inhaling too much smoke from my mother and brother's cigarettes. I remember each pack of cigarettes warning that it causes illness.
I was always frightened about having myself checked on our local District Hospital because of the current situation the pandemic thinking that one wrong move I'll die sooner. I cope by writing short post on @noise.cash anything about food because i love eating every single earnings there i consolidate and spent by ordering multivitamins on shopee. Since in noise cash I had limited earnings I decided to try my luck here. I tried looking for sites that pays from answering surveys but I was unsuccessful. Both my parents are working my mother is an agent, commission based earning but she's got so many debts to pay. My father is just a maintenance staff at a local elementary school because we have a large family his salary is not enough, he is always asking for cash advances for our food specially our rice. But I'm not losing hope that I can make it and live longer.
If you guys know where can i have freelance jobs please tell me I'll be productive. Until then... Thank you for reading. Please pray for me that my body stay strong, my name is Errol, 29 years old. Good evening to you all!
it is unfortunate that all this is happening to you. but maybe you can be strong and get ahead, take advantage of all this situation, if you do not sleep write a lot, there are sites where they value the content as Hive blockchain, read.cash, noise.cash, steemit, among others. God bless you