I'm confused, curious but wants to try. Getting started is the hardest part on doing anything. Struggles are included here for oneself is your greatest enemy. First timer has many weaknesses, something we afraid of or something might makes us step back. I know my weaknesses but the important is I know how to deal with it. By trying to be open minded, controlling emotions when receive feedbacks either bad or good. Appreciate suggestions because good works are made through lot of revisions. I am not afraid to fail for I know that I will learn something from it. Deal with it and try harder be determined not pass their expectation but do it beyond what's their expecting. At first maybe not quite good enough for them but I know you try your best. Trust yourself and don't give up easily. Time will come and I'll look back for some time in the past I am a stater, a first timer with courage to prove myself that I can do too what they can.