Forgive Yourself

Forgive yourself for loving someone more than you love yourself. Forgive yourself for falling head over heels to the person who doesn't know how to love right. Forgive
yourself for letting your guard down because you believe in sweet talks and lies. Forgive yourself for answering the late-night call and chitchat. Forgive yourself for
believing that he will love you back. Forgive yourself for thinking that first love never dies. Forgive yourself for drinking every night thinking it's the cure to heal the pain.

Forgive yourself for being wasted because your first love left you. Forgive yourself for giving all and receiving half. Forgive yourself for loving anyone else so you can move on to your previous one. Forgive yourself for acting nice towards him to save at least the friendship. Forgive yourself for not choosing your self first. Forgive
yourself for seeking closure when he's obviously gone. Forgive yourself for wasting your precious time waiting for someone who's not willing to come back. Forgive yourself for still stalking his social media account. Forgive yourself for
keeps on sending dramatic messages even he's not opening it. Forgive yourself for thinking that closure is needed for a relationship to totally end. Forgive yourself for
trusting people too much. Forgive yourself for shedding too much tears after they betrayed you. Forgive yourself for turning into a beast because of pain. Forgive yourself that you have to experience all of these just because you trust easily. Forgive yourself for hiding the real you to avoid judgment from so-called friends. Forgive yourself for all of those moments when you put others above yourself and thank those moments because you start to invest in yourself first.

Thank those people who hurt you badly before that you learned to be tough for your own good. And don't feel sorry that you learned how to make yourself a priority and saying no to other people. It's not selfish to choose yourself first. Don't forget the past. Learn from it. Life will always teach you, sometimes you will learn the hard way.