I have clearly seen my husband Naeem intimately with my younger sister Prithu. I went to the hospital with my mother-in-law to see a doctor. Naeem is eight months old in my womb. The doctor did an ultrasonogram. Then he smiled and said, you will be the mother of a boy.
I was overjoyed to hear that. There was a gold chain around my mother-in-law's neck. Hearing this happy news, he dropped the chain around my neck in the chamber. Tears came to my eyes happily. And I decided in my heart that today I will surprise Naeem. When I return home, I will hug him and say, 'Naeem, you are going to be the father of a son.'
But what a misfortune for me! Who knew that when I returned home, I would see Naeem having a physical relationship with my younger sister!
I hate myself very much. How could Prithu become my own sister? And Naeem! When I slept together last night, Naeem kissed me on the forehead and said, 'Noah, you know how much I love you? I said, 'How much? He said, 'Whose love is no more. I then grabbed Naeem tightly by the chest.
Naeem then moved away from me and said, 'What are you doing, never hold on tight like this again!'
I wondered, 'Why?'
He said, 'That's why our grandfather will get sick!'
My ears turned red with shame when I heard his words. I then got closer to Naeem. I held one of his hands tightly and said, 'Naeem, if I die, will you suffer?'
Naeem pressed my face and said angrily, 'If you say that again, you will see my dead face for yourself!'
How my chest trembled at the moment of hearing his words. I said, 'No, no. I will never say that again. We will both live forever.'
Then Naeem pulled me closer to him. He put his hand on my head and said, 'I put my hand on your head, how do you sleep!
Then my eyes filled with tears. I said in my mind, what luck I have! Otherwise, what a miserable girl whose mother died will get such a boon!
As soon as I entered the room, they got up and sat on the bed unprepared. Prithu hurriedly took the clothes lying on the bed and wrapped them around her. And Naeem pulled the thorn on her body.
I went to the washroom pretending not to see. Then I left the call there and cried heartily. Crying, I just kept thinking, how could they do that?
If I wanted to, I could shout at home. I could put my hand on Prithu's body. But I did not do this because the other people in the house would listen. Would I be ashamed if my mother-in-law or a housemaid heard that my husband was having sex with my own sister? And how can I show them my face!
So I quietly went into the washroom and cried. I cried and thought, is there really anything in the world to say, love? If so, how did Naeem cheat on me?
I was in the washroom for a long time. Crying is how my stomach hurts now. I can't cry anymore. As soon as I cried, it seemed that my stomach would break.
I am crying and thinking about Prithu. When my mother died, I was studying in Intermediate and Prithu was in class six. With our two sisters, my father fell on the rock. How to do it! But luckily for me, a distant relative of my mother-in-law told my mother-in-law that she was looking for a wife for her son. I can find you a lucky wife. But the thing is, the girl has no mother. And they are poor. '
My mother-in-law said, 'I want a lucky aunt and nothing more.'
Then Naim came. His mother came to see me. Seeing that there was no more talk, he took me that day. And he said he will take Prithu with him. He will stay there like his daughter. He also told his father. But my father was already like a little saint. He took this opportunity and did not return home until today.
Nitu is now in class nine. But his age is raw. At this age, people have colourful glasses in their eyes. It feels good to see. And emotions also work more. So what do you say with your own big sister's room!
Shh shh shh!
My mother-in-law is calling me at the door. Hy my daughter, why haven't you been out in the bathroom for so long?'
He may be wondering if I went there and fell to the ground! My tears still do not stop. Still, I carefully wiped my eyes on the hem of the sari and opened the door. My mother-in-law looked at me and said, 'Are you kidding me?'
I said in a hushed voice, 'No, mother. Why should I cry?
No, you're crying. The tower is in your eyes. What are you talking about?
No, mother. I'm crying. I have given more water to my eyes so my eyes have become red.
The eyes and throat have turned red due to tears. The sound of your throat is soaking wet, isn't it?
I was almost caught and eaten by my mother-in-law. But this word can not be revealed to him in any way. He will suffer a lot if he hears it. Besides, how can I say such a thing about my own sister to my mother-in-law!
So I made up my mind. I said, 'Mom, I suddenly remembered my mother. My mother died while giving birth to a child. I am afraid of this if I also...
I could not finish the word. Before that, my mother-in-law pressed my face and said, 'Shut up. I never said that. I have no daughters of my own. After the beer, Thaika, I am looking at you as my own daughter. I live well. How can I live without you, mother? '
My mother-in-law cried after saying that. I said, 'Mom, stop. Please stop. I will never say that again. Never. My mother-in-law then hugged me and kissed my forehead and said, 'So be it.'
Prithu has been hiding from me all day today. But in the evening he suddenly came to me. To be continued....
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