I used to believe that I was the strongest and that I had the power of Spiderman and Superman combined. I had always saved the whole world from the onslaught of evil elements with my innocent genuineness.
I had no stress in my mind but I was full of desires and dreams. At that time I have never failed to achieve any goal or any task. I have my own space. No one can criticize me nor compete with me. I considered myself first in my race. I had all the joy and happiness at that time.
Even though something hurt me, a lot of people and things were there to make me happy again but now it's all lost in the depths of my heart. Today I am just dead living on unfulfilled desires. I miss my childhood so much. But now I can't find that child.
WHY?
Life is so dynamic, once I was a happy and carefree child, enjoying life to the fullest always and never failing to announce the days to come with even greater joy.
Why should we kill that beautiful child within us to grow up, to be a man of society and responsibility? We are a little happier as we grow older, We become sadder and we often lose the spark that we have been living with coming from our childhood life in which we were never afraid of "WHAT PEOPLE WILL THINK" !!
Yes, we are ruled by those who guard the public and prevent the reconstruction of our civilization. I respect customs and traditions but what I need to ask these people is, Do we have the right to live as if we want to? like we want to be a gardener instead of joining the civil service, or we want to write best-selling novels instead of answering calls in the office.
Someone said, "Be a hairdresser but be the best in town"! Why should you be a bad engineer or a bad bank manager, why not be a top chef?
We aren't shaped by our beliefs and our vision or our mind but we are shaped by the tools of social criticism.
Why is it like that?
Why shouldn't we sacrifice until we become what we really are? Do we not have the courage to accept ourselves and to fight for what we want and deserve?
Everyone has the right to life, liberty, and security of life. People should not restrict themselves to being themselves. Life is always what you do. So make it worth living. Besides, on your deathbed, you have a hunger for remorse only. Live, for now, start living today, from this moment on, Don't expect the situation to get better or things easier, If you want something go get it.
Let nothing reduce your Hunger unless you get what you want. You can achieve that goal only if you believe. So have faith in yourself and don't look for happiness be happy !! That is the secret.
People will never feel your pain, they will only be jealous of your happiness but they will never know the pain you bear. So it is a waste of time and energy to think and cry that you have so many problems, while some have good times. Just take it this way, believe yourself, Your journey is your journey. It is completely different from anyone else.
So enjoy what you have and have faith in what you can achieve. Always be kind and generous and stay strong always.
I agree with this. The difference between childhood and adulthood is the presence of societal norms we are 'supposed' to conform to, even at the expense of our own happiness. How unfair. How nonsense.
Thank you for sharing this. I always have this sentiment, because I experience it myself. :(