Growing up I've always thought that a game is just an application you go to for fun, something you can just open and close when you feel like and it's something that's just there for you when you don't have internet connection on your smartphone. Well most people think that way, well I was once like that, but not anymore.

Now I see game in a different way, I see it as something different, gaming has more meaning to me now, I see game as a part of me. I don't know if it's addiction but I feel some sense of closure to my games, I'm a proud gamer. Though people are always telling me I'm wasting my time whenever I'm playing game, well I guess because it's not an NFT game, I know just very little about the NFT game, and I'm willing to learn anything I can about those kind of game and then, they will know I'm not wasting my time, also they said it can't get me anywhere or it isn't adding anything to me.

I just listen to their comments and smile, because they don't know how gaming has helped me in. At first I only play Arcade games, because I feel I always want to be the first to get there, no plans or anything, I love playing racing game, not to brag I was always in first position whenever it comes to racing, but later on I discovered that I was only driving and there was no joy coming from it, at some point it got boring for me because I was always the first, I got tired because the end result is always obvious.

The breakthrough

Then my friend would say why not move into something that has more action, a game you can shoot and communicate, I'd say "no" because I don't like anything shooting. The settings are all too complicated, then a friend said "why not try it instead of complaining". Then I was like "Ohh, that's true, why not give it a try rather than complaining and come to a conclusion". I downloaded the popular game, you might know about it, "CALL OF DUTY: MOBILE". The first time I played it, I fell inlove with the game. Now I play it a lot, well not that I play it all the time, there is time for everything, and currently the game is everything 😃😃

Now I see a game as something that you can turn to, even when I'm said or depressed or feel lonely, gaming has always been available, a game won't misunderstand something you say. You have fun to the highest and you can do whatever you want in a game. It's like another world entirely on its own. I enjoy playing game because it has helped me go through lot of phases in life. But I'm still growing and I have more to learn. I hope life can be fair to me, as I learn from it.