I have been married for 50 years today. After 45 years of my marriage, I am surprised that I am a mother.
Come and listen to the whole time.
My son Bella or marriage is like the other 5 daughters. There is nothing to say here.
I and my groom were very happy. She used to live very well with me since marriage. We wanted a baby from the 1st of marriage. But it would not have happened.
Many years would pass like this but it would not happen. People around me used to talk about different things.
I used to just read Tahajjud and cry.
There is no account of how many doctors Kabiraj showed. I have even performed Umrah Hajj on 10 occasions with the intention of having a baby. But God disappoints me. I went to Ajmer Sharif to the court of Khwaja. It is said that Allah does not return anyone empty handed from the court of Khwaja.
I used to go to Khwaja's court for the baby 6 times but the baby did not come.
Many countries and foreign doctors have shown for the baby but the baby did not.
The groom used to do my business with a lot of money.
I can't say that I have spent so much money in my life for the baby.
But my groom never believed in your amulet.
I would not go like that. My groom is very similar.
There is money.
Let me say that my groom is 2 brothers, my groom is younger. My groom has an older brother. My ja is very good.
Like a sister. We never quarreled.
My groom's money was a little less than my groom's.
But we never looked down on them.
My mother-in-law died before my marriage. My father-in-law died 5 years after my marriage.
To be honest, we used to cover the entire cost of my eldest son.
My older brother-in-law was a gambler.
He gambled all day and spent money.
From then on, we used to make boys and girls human.
I never went to any party at my father-in-law's house. Because everyone called me barren. After 20 years of marriage like this.
I also assumed that I was infertile but according to the medical report we did not have any problem.
I was getting older and my groom was getting older.
I was 15 at the time of my marriage and the groom was 21.
My father-in-law married his son early as a hobby.
Life was a haha for a child.
Only Allah and Makkah know the tears of me and the groom.
My period was not regular. But the doctors could not find any reason. My period may be after 1 year.
1 month or 2 months.
But that was not the case before marriage.
Most of the time, my mother used to feed me various amulets.
These are the things I used to eat to be a child.
Everyone called me barren. Many said take a baby feather. But that was never what my groom wanted. He said no, but I can't raise a child.
My brother's sons and daughters will give us all the land.
Thus, 44 years of marriage have passed in the words of happy and sad people. My groom and old age because the groom is around 8 and I am 60.
Give up the hope of a child.
Nowadays, the body of the groom is not good and may not live anymore.
I have decided to write all the land and money in the name of my brother-in-law's sons.
But before that I will go for Hajj and do big Hajj.
Coming from Hajj and donating the land in the name of some nephew's sons and the rest in the way of Allah, we will both travel in the way of Allah.
As the ritual goes to Hajj.
The day the devil is stoned is the day of the storm. We threw stones at Satan and sat down in front of the Kaaba. Too much rain.
And then I cried and told Allah how much I asked you not to give a child in this life.
Are you putting it on our foreheads?
I have heard so many people in this life. Then he did not have mercy, there is no problem, maybe we are hell, so we did not accept the prayer.
I am telling you in front of you that you have not given birth to a child, I will never ask you for anything in this life.
Give me death. You did not accept the child's prayer, but let it die, accept it. And God does not want to be childless. Great arrogance is upon you.
That said, we came into the room. After running between Safa and Marwa hills, we got tired and sat on one side of the rock.
Then a Pakistani looked at our faces and said something but I didn't understand in Arabic.
Then there was an expatriate brother next to us and he said that black magic is working on you.
For not having children.
We were both scared, what does God say?
After that Pakistani started speaking in Arabic.
It seems to you that your uterus and your groom's semen, which have been plagued by black magic for many years, have been shutting down the black magic so that we can never be parents if we do not cut them.
Then I cried.
And I believe that no one will lie in the house of God.
But no one knew Arabic.
An expatriate brother was speaking our words in Bengali.
Then we asked him what he was doing, he didn't say his name then.
I asked him what is the way to get rid of it. Then he gave me some water and told me to eat these and it will be fine and take a bath that day. And whenever you think someone is doing something, you and your family will eat, take a bath and keep this water for the rest of your life. But let no one use it except you.
Then in the year 2006.
At the end of Hajj I came to the country.
I took a bath that day. By the grace of God, I conceived the child. Everyone was surprised. The mother of the child at this old age.
Then my appearance began to change.
Because after coming from Hajj, he was supposed to write Sampoi in the name of his children. They had the paper ready. But my groom did not do that anymore.
Dr. Ra is also surprised that the child at this age.
The doctors put me in deep care then. I remember when I was pregnant, I did not get out of bed. By the grace of God, after 45 long years, in 2006 I became the mother of 3 sons.
At the same time at 3 o'clock in the whole area this word spread. And my big brother did not take my babies in his lap.
As if we were old and young, we became 18-year-old young women mentally.
By then my groom had retired from government service.
In 2010 I became the mother of a child again with 2 daughters.
The condition of the body was very bad during pregnancy.
One day my brother-in-law and brother-in-law heard that they were trying to stop our childhood with black magic.
Later, of course, I apologize, I forgive.
By the grace of God, I am fine now.
But my groom's condition is not good and he can't walk now.
When my eldest sons are now 13 years old, many ask us if this is your grandson.
And yes, I have apologized to Allah and said many things with pride.
Now the only prayer to Allah is that we can marry the two old boys and girls.
So that it keeps us healthy and alive.
My kids are pretty good. They've never burned me since I was a kid.
Pray for us.
And yes don’t despair. I have been a mother for 60 years.