Title: What do I do
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I there was one person I liked years ago and that was the last time I got butterflies. It ended with my heart being broken and I’ve chased love in different forms to fill my void. Nothings I’ve found has been the same, so I’ve given up on relationships. There’s someone I kind of like and they like me a lot. It wasn’t supposed to be anything at first but the terms of our agreement have changed. I got a little jealous and to them that means I feel the same way they do, but it doesn’t. I don’t want to turn into the player that breaks peoples hearts because I got my heart broken, but I’ve already became that. I don’t want to end things with us but it feels wrong knowing I’m not the one who’s going to get hurt in the end. I want to feel love again