The ultimate crush I didn't get

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3 years ago

I'll take a break from crypto topics since Valentine's day is approaching. I'll talk about the ultimate crush I didn't get.

I am an aggressive type of girl, whenever I like a guy I will do my best to get him lol. I dunno why I am like this but I am just a straight forward person, I talk bluntly about whatever I feel without backing off. But I am not aggressive in bed lol, I am lazy 😂.

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Before I became a wild biatch, I was once a shy type and have an ultimate crush in our church, I am not a Catholic some other religion. I have an ultimate crush when I was 14 years old, he is a drummer and a guitarist in our church, not just because he is talented and smart, he is also a handsome guy. I am kinda excited every time Sunday comes because I get to see him near. We were schoolmates during Elementary days but I am still young at that time and didn't know about crushes yet. It just started when we were in high school already but the sad thing is we studied at a different school, he studied privately while I was in public school. So, I only have the chance to see him during Sunday, or every time we have a Bible study, we are always present because we represent the youth of our church.

I didn't have the chance to tell anyone that he is my crush, because my cousin also has a crush on him and she already tells anyone that she has a crush on him, the guy even knows it already. While me on the other hand, just secretly adoring him. Sometimes I caught him staring at me but my cousin will always interrupt and told me that her crush looks at her, whenever we sit down together, sharing her giggles with me. I end up confused about who he looks at me or my cousin lol.

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We talk seldom too, I don't know but I felt there's a gap between us, we just talk Church-related topics and I am not comfortable too whenever he is near because my heart beats faster and faster that sometimes I am catching up my breath, so I prefer when he is distance with me or else I will die early. Just seeing him is enough, seeing the strands of his hair, his back, shoulders, knees, and toes is enough. Just a wholesome crush story.

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One time, we have a church camp at Camiguin Island. It was the best memories I have with him, well it was the best moments I also have with the Lord, I got to experience His presence. It's a kinda good feeling having a guy who is also God-fearing but I remember he is not mine at all, it is also memorable because it was the first time we held our hands. After all, we have some activities that need to hold each other hands, and he smiles at me, my heart beats faster again lol. I felt so kilig, that I can hardly breathe, that's how I felt every time there's a lot of butterflies in my stomach 😁.

He is the ultimate crush I didn't get because, I think it's only me who has a crush on him, my crush lasted for 3 years. I didn't make a move or anything because he is my church mate and I am trying to be wholesome, I was wholesome that time since the wild side of me didn't come out yet. Wild in a sense, I can play games with boys especially those who are also into playing.

Sometimes remembering good old days will make you feel young, just seeing your crush and you heart goes up and down, your stomach had a butterflies then your mind gets complicated lol.

So, that's all I didn't get him, and I think this is boring lol. Nothing is exciting these days. I am more excited to talk about BCH but naah.

I hope you all have a wonderful Valentine's day! Happy Valentine's in advance!

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Parang friend ko lng na inagaw yung crush ko nung high school 🤣🤣

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3 years ago

Was a good old funny story

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3 years ago

Yeah, a teenager story. It's to be young. Thanks for the tips 😊

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3 years ago

Hahaha. ;) It is a fun read :)

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3 years ago

Glad you find it fun to read I am thinking this is so boring 🤣

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3 years ago

The best part is when you're confused if he looks at you or he looks at your cousin. Never did you two know he is looking passed the two of you. I know we are all assuming. Hahaha xD

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3 years ago

Hahahahaha yeah, when we have a crush we assume a lot every time they glance at us even if its nothing to them 😂

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3 years ago

Friends subcribed me..

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3 years ago

Eheeeee 😂, pero hindibtalaga mawawala ang mga kontrabida sa history ng crushes natin ano. Ang mas nakaka frustrate pa is yong hindi nila alam na monster na ang tingin ko sa kanila dahil mga epal sila, bida bida pa 🙄.

Grabi, sa kwento mo tunog na tunog na mabait at inosenteng bata pa, wala pa kasi ung beast mode mong version, ung brezzyhan ba 😂😂. Pero may crush din ako dati na sakristan naman ung feeling ko baga ee sa akin natingin pero hindi pala ahahaha pag crush kasi parang ang sarap na isipin na ganon nga ang nangyayari 😂😂

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3 years ago

Hahahaha oo nga eh kahit sa ibang crush ko may mga kontrabida or kahit di ko crush kasi friends ko yung crush nila galit na sila sakin 🤣🤣

Hahaha syempre maria clara pa ako nyan, batang bata pa hahah wala pang breezzy moves 😆

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3 years ago

Ahahaha, mga insekyura siguro masyado ka daw cute to be a friends lang 😜

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3 years ago