“Literal Horror things that haunt me”

When I am not yet a mom, I am scared of watching horror. Seeing horrific figures gives me goosebumps, I can't forget it. It lingers on my mind especially at midnight or if I was awakened at 3 AM, it's as if I can feel some unseen forces is watching me, it's very creepy. Also, our pastor said before that watching horror movies is like an invitation to the devils to come over you. We believe that they exist, just that we can't see them with our naked eyes, only those who have third eyes can see them. According to the Bible, there are 3/4 of fallen Angels here on Earth, they were fallen with Lucifer. When we based on the Bible context Lucifer does not have a scary look, he was the 'perfect' creation of God. He leads all the Angels to bow and worship God because he is perfect, he lacks nothing he wanted to be the same level as God. He wanted all the angels will worship him too like how they worship God, and because of that, he was punished. Because he is the leader he had manipulated almost 3/4 of them and was punished with him, as punishment they were fallen here on earth with us humans. They are immortals and have powers so we cannot see them, maybe we can see them if they like to show up with us. This is the reason why God didn't create another perfect creation, as He has seen that if the creation is perfect they will also desire to be a god himself especially humans. (This is just a myth according to the Bible, if you have different beliefs of course you are free not to believe ).

Humans before have a longer life span that lives almost a thousand years, just refer to the ancient/prophets people in the Bible they are almost immortal but in the long run, they become more stubborn and do not follow what God commanded. That is why up to now, the life span of people is going down and down. Immortality can bring huge desires to rule and because of that, they wanted to be worship and have followers. (This is just a myth according to the Bible, if you have different beliefs of course you are free not to believe ). But, scientifically, it is because of the food we eat now, almost everything is instant plus the new technology advancement somehow brings negative impact to human health.

Negativity will invite unseen forces

So going back to the topic, I am not into horror movies. It does not give me entertainment but paranoia instead, as I cannot forget the figures and I imagine them when I am alone and in the dark. I also avoid it because watching horrors especially when you area alone will emit negativity and invites the unseen forces to be near with you, they can see what we are doing, and seeing how much we enjoyed seeing horror things is like you are sending messages to them that you wanted to meet them. I used to be alone when I was not married, I rented an apartment alone and see some horrific figures every time I experienced ‘sleep paralysis’, no matter how I avoided seeing horror movies unseen forces likes to mingle with me because I am always alone, it seems that they wanted to accompany me especially when I am so down and sad. This is what I refer to in my article “Are you okay?” wherein I stated there, you were never alone and if humans failed to prove it then some unseen forces are willing to accompany you.

Astral Projections

Sleep paralysis is said to be the beginning of “Astral Projection ” wherein your soul will depart from your body and you are aware of that, along the way you will see some horrific figures. It is like traveling to other dimensions of the world, seeing unfamiliar faces, creepy faces, and devils you will see them like they were saying “hey welcome to our world”. Astral projections is quite scary because there might be a chance that you cannot able to come back to your body if you have watched the movie “Insidious” you will understand what I am saying. If you experience sleep paralysis frequently it indicates that you are capable of doing astral projections but it is not advisable especially if you don't know how to control your emotions. Your emotions will be your lead into your astral projections journey. There are even some things to do to be prepared for doing astral projections, one of my friends invited me to a Facebook group which was named as "Astral Projections " in there you will see a lot of members doing astral and giving tips on how to do it. They said that to succeed on your astral projections journey, you have to emit positivity and trust to your God. Because if you are full of negativity while doing it, coming back to your body will be in danger. The spirits you see along the way also want to have a body, they will compete for your soul and if you are weak and afraid they might enter your body first before you.

Mentally ill

I never tried doing it actually, if I am experiencing sleep paralysis I will do my best to move. I am scared of seeing those evils, I am not prepared to roam around the other dimensions with the devils. Some might not believe it, but if you experience it then you might believe it afterward. But scientifically if we experience sleep paralysis it is an indication that our mental health is at risk, that we need to be monitored or else we will go insane and they will tell us that we are only hallucinating. I was alone and sad before because of my situation that is why I experienced those things.

When I have my family now, it was gone. I mean maybe they are just around the corner, will come and visit me if I am eaten by negativity again. Now that I became a mother the only horror thing I am scared of, is that when we don't have money anymore, especially if the kid is sick and we are out of money for her medications that's the scariest thing I ever experienced.

It is really important to mind your mental health and psychological issues because if we don't address it properly some weird things will come out and eat our system.

The scariest horror you will ever see just linger on your mind, not the other way around. Because humans have power, the power to do things on our own that is why spirit wants to have a body like us because they are powerless without a body.

Note: If I happen to mention the above misinformation, correction is welcome. Thank you for reading! ❤