September: A not so good month of mine.

September 30, 2022. Friday.

This is the last day of the month of September and most of us who are here are checking if they have achieved the goals they set on the first day of this month. I didn't set a goal again this month because this month has been too busy for me that's why I feel that I might not be able to achieve the goals that I set just in case. It's only the first day of this month, I'm already very busy until this last day of September. I also noticed that the number of people who set goals has decreased. If back then almost everyone was doing that, now it's just very rare. I don't know the reason for others but I am sure that being busy is one of their reasons.

Anyway, if we are not going to talk about goals today, what will our topic be? Well that's what happened to me during the whole month of September.

I can say that this month was not really a good month for me but I am still thankful for the blessings I received throughout the month. It's just that I had a lot of problems this month and the others there really tested my stability. There are times when I really want to give up but I always think about my future. That's why I don't often write articles this month because my mind is always occupied and I always have problems. There are even days when I'm very stressed and I'm really crying because I don't know what to do, but I still don't forget to pray so that the heavy feelings goes away. Thank God because even though that is happening to me, you still have not abandoned me and you always guide me.

A lot of problems came to me and my family this month. Some we haven't solved yet but others we have managed to find a way. One of my family's problems is that we lost electricity, but I will not say that again because I have mentioned it many times in my articles.

This month also when my studies started, so that was an addition to my busyness. Well, I haven't been going to our University every day because the school is still taking care of the papers we need for our OJT, we are only being called when we should go to the school. As of this month, I spent a lot because of my study preparation. Thanks because somehow I have a source for my school purchases and thank you read.cash because it all comes from you.

This month is also the month my Sister gave birth to a baby boy. I spent almost everything there, so the money I saved was almost scraped. Starting from my school stuff to the baby's and my sister's stuff, I am the one who bought it all. Baby clothes, baby's and my sister's diapers, feeding bottles, baby's milk and my sister's milk, alcohol, wipes, baby washcloths, baby stuffs and much more, I can hardly remember what I bought for theirs. But I'm fine with spending money for them first because I know that we have no other source of income because my mother doesn't have a job. Another thing, I'm really excited about the baby coming out, so I bought most of his stuff because of the excitement. That's why I don't have a problem with my sister's childbirth expenses because I help them voluntarily.

And this month has been one of the hardest months for me. I faced a lot of problems this month but all of them taught me how to fight in life and how to be stronger. Problems tested my personality this month but I'm thankful because I didn't give up so quickly, I fought as hard as I could and until I finished this month.

And one more thing, despite many problems, we received blessings and new hope this month. That's my sister's baby. Baby is a blessing. And for me that baby is the sign of new hope so that we can fight more and continue in life.

And that's all for today. Thank you so much for reading this article of mine. I hope you enjoy it. It's the last day of September so make the most out of this day. Happy weekend.

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