A Different One.

March 6, 2022. Sunday.

Setting goals is a way for me to be motivated and inspired to do things. I work harder when I know I have a goal that needs to be achieved. I do my best and all the things needed just for me to achieve it and say I can achieve the things I want.

But lately I've been thinking of not setting a goal for this month first, because I've been going through something these past few days and I'm thinking that maybe if I set a goal I just won't be able to reach or achieve them. This is because my brain and body are not in good condition right now. I feel okay now, I don't feel too heavy and I feel a little lighter now but there is still something inside me that I know my feelings and mind are not fully healed.

But I have things I want to do and start this month. I can't say it's a goal because I won't force myself to do all of them and as far as I can. It’s also not about me writing an article, being active on different platforms or anything about online.

Because I want to focus on myself first now, not in the way that I will be selfish, I just want to pay attention to myself and the things I really want to do, those things are the ones I think will help me. But they are just simple things or activities. And what exactly are those?

First, I want to start jogging every morning during weekends, even just Saturday or Sunday morning at or least 1 time in 1 week. Last year my classmate/friend invited me to go jogging and they had a group or in others words they are group of people who do jogging every morning. This classmate of mine said she does jogging to reduce stress or her problems. When she does it, she says jogging seems to relax her brain as well as her body. Their group was jogging in a pleasant place and they were touring our province and looking for a good place to jog. I didn't notice this friend's invitation before but now it suddenly came to my mind because I was looking for things that could be done to relax me.

Second, Read books that make sense and at the same time I will learn from reading it. I feel like these past days, weeks and months is I am lacking in knowledge and nothing is being added to my brain because of my busyness with things. So now I want to read educational books again or even online as long as they are educational/informational and can add something to my knowledge. I used to really like to read anything before, even books about love and so on, I think that's also the reason why my eyes get blurred because even at night I still read a book but it's okay because the reason why my eyes got blurred from reading is meaningful. Now my eye grade is rising because of using the gadget day and night, I face the gadget from morning to night, because of the online class and then after that I do my other activities online. I just want to bring back the old me that when someone asks question or something I can answer well because I know a lot because of reading.

Third, Do yoga. I used to want to do yoga and learn but I always lacked time then. Now I will really give it time at least 2-3 times a month. There is no need for a yoga teacher or anything else to call people who teach about yoga because there are videos about yoga on YouTube. I think even if you don't get the attention of yoga experts you can still learn in your own way as long as you just follow the instructions. Yoga is known for calming our minds and bodies, yoga also builds strength, awareness and harmony of our body and minds so this is really what I want to do now. This is really what I need now.

I’m not going to focus online right now or I’m not going to spend all my time everyday using the gadget although here are the things I need to do and some of my source of income are from online. I just really want to give myself a chance to feel free somehow.

Even if I want to do the things listed above, I still won't force myself to start them right away or always do them. Just what I can really handle. But for now those are the things I will pay attention to and not the things online first. What and how many articles I can write and publish this month is okay with me, I will not force myself to write many articles this month or I will not push my goal before which is to have article will be published everyday or what they called "everyday blog". I will do just what I can really handle. In other words I will not force myself to do everything this month.

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Bye.

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