How Making An Article/Blog Today Will Help You In The Future?
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I am talking about our future; a lot of us are benefiting right now from writing an article that was for sure, many of us were having a good time because of the reward we used to have, thou lately, we feel like we were left behind; some had passed writing for they don't see and feels the benefits of having it. But how can we exercise writing and comprehensive thinking to give us something in the future? That is the article magic?
The article has been using almost a long time even though the internet wasn't yet that popular, people who write are more likely to keep their journals and ideas that they acquired in notes than need to process them into publication, but this time we could make one even just in the simplest things we could. Anyone with a phone could make one in no time, unlike before when people needed a machine to create one. As people now embrace the modern reading style, the skill you acquired from daily writing blogs will soon help you.
We are familiar with **"freelance writer"**; others were **"Writer for Hire"**. As I started my writing journey, I loved writing anonymously. I consider myself a ghostwriter who registers but doesn't give my credentials. Also, there was a risk of being a ghostwriter, but I still chose to be one, and I have my reason for that.
There are still some people who hire a ghostwriter; for that, you can use your experience as a crypto blogger to build your portfolio if you don't want to show your actual credentials. Overall there was an opportunity still waiting in the ghostwriting.
Another thing that I heard about is "Affiliate marketing", where you could introduce a product to people and have a commission out of it. There is an opportunity to write and build your affiliates. By writing a blog, you could gain both the interest of your readers and the affiliate's profit.
But writing about the product seems like becomes not a good choice, after all, some might not get interested when you try to make an article telling the brand of the product, instead write something like "problem and possible solution" that way you could have the attention of your readers to look with your product, or you have the business. Writing an article will help you find customers.
For example, I will be venturing into the mushroom business and writing about the benefits of the mushroom will be my niche, how I see the opportunity for good health and the grand return of the mushroom in one health. That's why I could promote myself as a freelance writer and my product alone.
Some people might not take seriously how writing works, but I see myself ten years from now, writing and life will include the same as it was.
Writing an article is a free exchange of information. Some people chose to share life updates; others were focused on the development of new ideas and many more niches in the article world.
Why do I want To Choose To Be Ghost Writer?
I am not under the ghostwriter, for you know my face, I bring myself in the profile, and I am not anonymous as hiding my facial expression and personality. But I want to stay as an unknown name, some might know me already by my name, but I assure you won't like to have it. Don't ever look at it.
One of the reasons is that I am not yet well experienced in writing and blogs, yes, I could write, but I still need to improve at it. I am still developing myself, my niches and everything, but soon I know that my article and blogs today will surely help me in the future, maybe creating my traffic website(Soon when Dennmarc have time), joining some publication company or just writing an article with my business, so many things that will help me up, that's why I am keeping improving.
In the end, everything we have right now will return to our experience, and when the day comes, there is another opportunity for us to earn through blogging and writing; indeed, it will be much easier on our side, so still a win-win.
How Was Life So Far: The November End Sentiments.
November had passed so suddenly. I remember the first day of the month when I told myself to write. What I did was that force my fire to make me think that the first day must be filled with something as productive, and now the month is ending, the new month will begin in a short span, the December where ending and beginning will collide, the Christmas parties, events and happening as traditional Filipino will celebrate the festival of the year.
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But looking back at the end goals, I didn’t meet any. Reminiscing the things that happened last month made me get to the point of asking what happened. Many things made me think of thoughts, a lot of something that came and ended my misery, tons of unfortunate, some luck occurred, and also achievement comes to me, the November sentiment doesn’t sound that bad Afterall.
The highlight of our November is the coming again of BEAR. Crypto bleeds that much, and things like news ad issues come every day, making our portfolio bleed and cry, making us worry about the things that are possibly done. Some suffered from no choice; other than that, something was still in the mood but not the same as in November 2021.n
I am excited that the years will be ending, maybe that is the reason why I see that months and days are coming so close to each other, like yesterday I am looking at the beginning of month number 1 of the calendar now, and I am expecting the end season of the month that I first started days ago.
How Was Life So Far?
That was also the question I asked myself. So far, the thing has been complicated. Many changes and expectations turn into something awful, a loss and unexcepted crash. Even the food now was limited, and one thing was for sure people were saving for the things that might happen so soon. My life wasn’t that good, but not that bad, my state has progressed and is productive, but I think I am still engaged with some thoughts happening to my mind.
Lately, I am open that I started a new venture of interest, planting herbs. But my life after I received a dead plant happened to be in slow motion, resting for a while. But I also see some progress. From the dead mint I cleaned up, I observed three small plants that had evolved somewhere. This might be a great chance and signal that I am still in a great position with my plan.
My rabbit, as usual, I am still learning. I have been carefully breeding now, for inflation also affects my food and feeding practices, so for now still at rest too. But I loved to share that my acquired sire was underrated. I was mad because I thought some of my investment would go to waste. Second try and all the females of my reserve didn’t get pregnant, and I felt a sire might be sterile. Now, I was wrong; perhaps I bred him too early. I was happy with the result of the babies he gave me.
In terms of writing, I have had no achievement this month, but I wasn’t lost on the track. There was a time really that I found it challenging to compose one. Even though I have this topic in my head feels like my body doesn’t want to move and goes to write.
I also have some achievement and upgrade in life, but there were words that jeep on my head. “Private” I have something that I know will help me soon, and I invest in something that will give me some leisure and education.
How About You; How is Life So far?
Life is still difficult, and we know that there is this something that comes into our life that we are not ready for yet. We didn’t prepare for we didn’t expect that we needed to face it after all. Whatever that thing was, how are you?
The question “How are you” was the most challenging question we could answer. Sometimes we could lie that we were fine and cheerful, but it was obvious that we were not.
How are you? Because I am just fine, still trying to be fine despite a lot of things happening from the past of beginning of the year and the day that was again past approach to the nearly ends.
Maybe there still no one asked you how you are and how was your life, somehow you could lie and tells things to hide what other cannot and chooses to be honest and telling not, but at the end of the day, I think it is all fine, we were still acceptable for we witnessed still the end and beginning of the new coming years.
I Received A Dead Herb Order: Shall I Continue My Herbs Collection?
I have been posting that I will start my herbarium for the following years, and now I am on the way to preparing them. First, look for specimens, the second multiple and propagate them. Third, selling some for me restart again for further more plants, so the cycle will be given and taken until I might complete at least 20 or more herbs and species in my garden. Thinking the result blew my mind, imagine walking in the garden and picking things; some might be directed to your mouth, and others might be preserved, losing their water content. The idea was something that I loved, wishing that it would be best for the future.
But what happened is something that needs another reconsideration. Do I lose money? Time and resources? The plan was stuck a little bit, for things got worst. I received dead specimens. My plans might not go to what I liked again, and challenges will come to me no matter the time and place.
I had no choice, for the barriers were difficult, first was the location. I admit that their location was far from mine, so I needed to take another step. I cannot travel that far from the farm. The second was easily perishable, so I expected this would happen, but I took the risk. That's why I ordered one first, and then comes successfully. I again trusted so much and called the other two, which addressed the problem.
There was so much to think about, and ideas that returned to my head, how can I avoid this thing in the future? That's right, thou I received a dead plant, I still need to fill the baskets for specimens that were still there. I am looking for alternatives like seeds for the plants that do not go well, but looking at the review and price of the plants seems like better to gamble on the live plants for now. One of which is the negative reviews that 0% germination, scams and not the plant but weeds happen to emerge from the seeds and many more.
It was like, now or not anymore.
As I looked around to see why the plant died, I saw some problems in handling and packing, and they filled the plant with super wet soil, as evident in the cartoon and the plant soil that had been scrambled. The second is the packing; I compared the first order to the second, gives I regret ordering two plants in one buy. They forced the two plants together to pack, which was entirely wrong.
Another thing is the lame currier, delivered delayed for two days.
Shall I continue or take a break?
That was also my thought, should I or not? But at the end of the day, I agreed and firstly imagined that it would happen, so why I am annoyed, it's planned. It leaves me to somehow replans and replant.
The first plant I ordered was spearmint, and then after the successful delivery night before, I placed my second order of Apple mint and peppermint. But sadly, the pepper mint losses and apple mint are still under observation; I am confident that the plant will survive, but due to stress might take a while.
I wanted to leave a negative review for the seller, but I am worried that I will be banned for the following order so I will remain silent. Maybe until I finish my cart list, I will seek vengeance.
Update On Spearmint Plant
My spearmint has already been successfully recovering and producing my free organic tea. I have tried some raw mint leaves brewed as tea, lemon juice honey, spearmint as refreshers, and many more. My mother also loved to drink tea and juice with me.
As I harvest its leaves three times a week, I observed that it gives more as. I also introduced 4 hrs of sunlight, which gives the leaves more colour. I am confident that my spearmint will go to the mother plant and soon become a test subject and many self-study.
Overall, I am will still in the process of filling in what was in my plans. I just received a dead specimen and made some remedies, so my money will be recovered. I tried some scientific method in preparation, and soon if the result was significant, undoubtedly my advantage, there was still a good side that they gave me dead plants; it is up to me now how to remedy and make it not goes to waste, somehow it is my profession and hubby surely the odd will be mine, and also that topic will be for the following coming blogs.
I am still thinking positively that I could collect what I planned to have. Thanks for reading...
|I wrote two blogs for today hehe This was the second one...
Economics was everything, from daily life to the afterlife. The future could be computed with numbers and past data, one of which is your career. The upcoming hurricane or the global recession, Inflation, and pandemic have you ever thought of what will happen soon? Your career and life? Your work and your future? With the increasing number of unemployed and the decreasing digit of opportunities, it's not just the economy that was struggling but also the idea of a workforce, demand jobs and work, career, professionals and not, blue and white. The worst things will have to come.
Full Story Here: https://read.cash/@Eunoia/i-have-been-thinking-of-changing-my-professional-career-97b38531
|I wrote two blogs for today hehe This was the first one...
Adults today loved to watch children play; I don't know back then why my uncles loved to do that when we were small and fragile aged, sometimes they were this one to tease us and make fun of the "palpak" or worst thing that happened; they are the one that laughed and somehow teach the basic, I remember those days and times I did try some playthings, and I don't know how its work, my uncle will come and will play first. At the sight of me as a child, I thought he was just the one that taught me. Now that I have become an adult, I think I know why, and I am enjoying playing somehow, just like the game that goes back, the childhood throne.
Full Story Here: https://peakd.com/hive-188409/@eunoia101/the-game-of-childhood-throne-turumpo
I Have Been Thinking Of Changing My Professional Career.
Economics was everything, from daily life to the afterlife. The future could be computed with numbers and past data, one of which is your career. The upcoming hurricane or the global recession, Inflation, and pandemic have you ever thought of what will happen soon? Your career and life? Your work and your future? With the increasing number of unemployed and the decreasing digit of opportunities, it's not just the economy that was struggling but also the idea of a workforce, demand jobs and work, career, professionals and not, blue and white. The worst things will have to come.
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This day was the start of the examination for future agriculturists, and I posted a simple greeting to my Facebook saying good luck to my friends and all the future ones. I knew they would be filled with something inside, for this wasn't just one day but three days of straight examination. The first screening to become a licensed professional is the exam which not everyone will pass. Not all who take it can get the grade, and there will fail many times. Some are first-time risk takers and have all the stories they have been holding in the examination room.
In reality, passing the exam couldn't guarantee work or a job. I have been there. How much more to those who failed the attempt? They can still fight, and some choose a different way, changing their career path.
Changing careers is a challenge. Some people will have more advantages, but not everyone. For example, I plan to change some of my career paths for some time. It won't last forever, and I needed that to upgrade my career soon.
I also had friends that had already forgotten being in the field, some choices to become uniform personnel, armies, and everything, which was good. I see they have been enjoying the journey, and some will have no option but to have a career path with no choices. They need work.
This was one of the challenges; though you are a college graduate, had a degree, and passed the examinations and everything still not everyone will have the same opportunities, which says the reality that competition wasn't in the schools during the exam but goes out after graduation in the real world and real life.
Why did I come across this one? The global economy is facing abrupt changes in the economy and the workforce sectors. One problem is high Inflation globally, the cases of central banks which made interest rates higher, and the economy as a fast-growing medium. Good or bad, there will be changes in the career and workforce of humans.
**In global Inflation**, where the value of our money decreases its value, only a few items can be bought for groceries, and our currency power to purchase goods decreases. Not only for the poor but also for the rich. As this comes, a company needs to shut down or cut off the workforce. This happened during and after the pandemic when people became unemployed. This might result in some thinking of shifting their career path.
**The increasing interest rate** of banks was a signal that we were having Inflation and getting ready for something worst economic breakdown when banks implemented higher interest rates. This meant that also the lending interest would sour up. Some businesses that were a loan, farmers who get land lending, and many more also need to pay high interest on their borrowed money.
**The last thing is the emerging economic transformation**, robotics, and machines. For years now, people's jobs have been changed by robots and devices, so as the days and more years of development, people and economists will have more looking for lower job opportunities for people, somehow everything had been changed, and technology will be one of the competitors in our jobs, professionals and not. With the machines and high technology, somehow, a lesser number of people who will manage the automated control will be the ones who will get the job.
We were looking and basing the result from the past; who won't be worried? So, at the right moment, we shall not be restricted to one career path; somehow, we always need upgrades, more concepts and learning, education, and everything.
My career initially focused on farming, but now I am looking forward to a path in education, business, entrepreneurship, trade, and writing. Moreover, it will be in great demand when you are versatile and can manage many tasks, are upgradable, and are open to new career ventures.
I have been watching and suddenly became interested in economics and the future behind it, from the global and local. Why? It's all affecting everything, from life to career.
Mother's Request Will Be Getting Soon. Thanks To Crypto
If there were be one woman I loved spoiling this day, It would be my mother. She had this request because she wanted to start a new hobby. As she wants to stay at home, she just wants her time to be on something meaningful. She always has this fixing talent for sewing, but only the conventional one, and uses her hands to sew. She always looks for something to repair. Then she split it, and she wanted to have a sewing machine. She said if she had extra money, she would buy a sewing machine, I got the code, and she made me hear that, and I did listen, and I did.
My mother knows everything and understands I am preparing for something for next year; she also heard my runt about those who borrowed my education fund, and it seemed hard to give it back. She is also the one that reminds me to let it go, it's okay, but that was for my education and earning those and saving took me effort. She knew that I had started to zero and now trying to make another still; thank God I made some re-save to form what was initially planned.
So she knows how I am so tight about money at the moment. Buy her request will be filled soon. I am still willing to pitch small crypto to give her a request.
It started when she saw my auntie order a sewing machine online, they had been discussing it, and then just a few days ago, the machine came from delivery. They have been talking about the discount she received for it was a sale. It's sales for 50%, as they both discussed. They are group mates giving me a sign that my mother also wanted it. But my mother would choose essential goods rather than machines for her hobby, and I also knew what she was.
5 PM I searched online. What was the best deal? I searched for the 'portable sewing machine' I input on the search bar; this old machine was done manually but pressing something down. Now it's all technology and all powered by electricity. I look around, and one unit looks so much more advance. I don't think my mother will get it as too many commands. I looked for a simpler version, and I got something.
I was impressed that it was still a sale, the 11.11 Sale had been made, and the Payday sale was last November 15-17, so I grabbed the opportunity to look for the people who first bought.
Review and recommendations of people who brought it first, and I got interested more as I read good reviews of the product. This may be a good deal. Numerous videos show that the machine works well, and it gives small confidence to have it for my mother.
A no-brainer, I immediately placed the order, and SALE and Broucher saved me some costing, especially the shipping fee, and a small deduction and added the SALE decreased prices it's given me more chances to have it.
I told her I had already placed the order and she would wait for days until the machine was handed over. She was happy and smiling, already planning what she would do. She said she might have more things that now consume her time.
The original price was $55, and I got it with a shipping fee of $17, which is quite impressive, while the reviews were good, and people loved it. But the most remarkable thing was that my order was the last supply. As I revisit the product, it's now 'Add to wishlist; it might end the promo or goes back to the original price.
It just shows that inflation and problem with goods and services show significantly. There was a reason for they were selling the machine for a lower price now, they needed to have inventory or targeted sales for months and years, and they needed to dispose of things in their supply.
If the machine works well, I also plan to have more things for her, like looking for fabrics so she can start her afternoon hobbies.
Looking at the market might not be the good side of converting some of my assets to crypto, but $17 might be the proper way for it for my mother and her new hobbies and interest.
Spoiled your mother or father and anyone that you loved, somehow let you go in your mind that they also did the same, or the reality it was it won't be forever that we will have them on our side, so at the moment they could still do well, still could touch there request; I think finding a way for them to feel special will be a great way.
I loved writing and the idea that rewards could also be used to reward others, which would be for my mother. Thanks for reading...
|| HAPPY WEEKEND EVERYONE ALSO MEANT WEEKEND-EXPERIENCE PROMPT HERE...
My love for you will be like my crypto portfolio. Sometimes we meet people who will say bad things about us (FUD). There will be moments we were unsure (FOMO) there will be years of good and wealth (BULL). Come the years of not (BEAR). Life might be packed with red and green candle lights, downfall and success, our love might get challenging with the value it has, never I will SELL my passion, never I will TRADE my feelings because you are the diamond of my hands, I will HODL you forever; that's was my promise of a lifetime.
FULL STORY HERE: https://peakd.com/hive-168869/@eunoia101/the-marriage-vow-i-have-been-keeping-for-a-long-time-in-box
Lucky Still To Have The Grade Of Seventy-Five
Three years ago, I felt the pressure. I remember the question, **"When will the goat give birth if she is in heat on January 23"** I get shocked as this was a question out of my small capacity and understanding. Then comes the next one, **"goat was given birth last February 16. When will she be in heat cycle again"** It feels more intense, the question as it goes further, ten questions asked that time and days of kidding, the pressure as I have only 100 questions and thinking ten questions already lost, and I am still confused might give me failed grade? I am worried, blaming the goat. Who cares when and where she will be impregnated again?
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They said even the bravest and most intelligent person in your class for sure will get pressured in the question of the board exams, a lot of tension, you won't care what you will look like for what you only think at the moment is to pass the board exam.
I remember that day, the first hour of my exam, and I had the mixed emotion; accidentally let my paper fall to the floor, the paper where I shaded my information, my name and all the things that should have been done, a one-page of paper but given us one hour to do so. Take your time, for this was the most crucial document you should be careful answering, said the proctor. But due to pressure, I didn't hold my paper well and fell to the ground. I see some brownish spots on my paper, and the receding proctor sees it and says that the system might not read it anymore. I just smiled at her joke, which gave me something to worry about.
The first subject was easy, as I could not believe that the board exam was this one, or maybe I was confident because that was my mastery, field, and subject. Then comes the second exam for the first day, which is the start of the mess.
As I remember, the exam for Animal science focuses more on the computations, the period of gestation, breeds and viral event of animal husbandry, also computing the space requirements and everything. I said that Animal Science was the most challenging part of the exam. I did not aim for a high grade then for that subject, and I just desired that my score would be at least the passing rate, the lucky number of seventy-five. And the result smiled at me, and it was seventy-five.
Lucky Still To Have The Grade Of Seventy-Five
While still studying, I was not the most intelligent person in the class or the top. Never I received a medal from Elementary to tertiary and never experienced recognition. One of the reasons is that "Just seventy-five could do, just to pass" that thinking I have; things are that my parent never pressured me to be on the top, and looking at my seventy grades when I was in elementary was just fine. There was no scolding and everything, but from high school to college, I am proud that I never got the lowest score of seventy on my grades. I still never felt I was smart in the group. I didn't attain such a good review because my aim that seventy-five was still lucky.
But next year, I am expecting to go back to the exams and extensive review, and everything comes with the pressure that will follow, now I think as I am old enough and have been stuck for years so the scheme of "seventy-five" passing grade won't be, I shall adjust it to "seventy-seven".
This tells me that no matter the grade, a ninety or more to a hundred won't affect it, either. When I apply for a job, they never ask for my grade and never look for my transcript of record, but they look at my board exam ratings and status, so for the future professionals out there, look closely at the one that needs the most.
The pressure had been with me for three years now, as the memories of the platform Facebook tells me, but the experience and the world I became to that exams never faded; it was still inside of me because I held that throughout my life.
After that event, I realized that I needed to focus on the field of animal science, the farm veterinary. However, I am in the crop science field, and the following course, such as crop sci, soil science, crop protection and agriculture economics, are on my throne. I overheard the animal science. I got 75, and I am that lucky. One mistake or score of 74 meant I failed the whole exam even though I passed the other subjects, so 75 was still a lucky charm.
||Friday won't end without a published article to read.cash well I loved writing so don't be surprised if I wrote twice but never will cross-post. ||
Does the pattern still need to be visible? From learning the mushroom and then the next rabbit, I am now at the level of herbs and spices. Things that go to planning, I am happy that just a simple plan and now turning into reality. First, it's not that easy, there is complete maintenance, and I need funds to do so. Now it's getting ready according to my plan, a long time ahead, but thinking it all becomes visible, there is still satisfaction.
FULL STORY HERE: https://read.cash/@Eunoia/my-vision-as-i-will-be-father-of-my-future-children-d2f60ee1
My Vision As I Will Be Father Of My Future Children.
Does the pattern still need to be visible? From learning the mushroom and then the next rabbit, I am now at the level of herbs and spices. Things that go to planning, I am happy that just a simple plan and now turning into reality. First, it's not that easy, there is complete maintenance, and I need funds to do so. Now it's getting ready according to my plan, a long time ahead, but thinking it all becomes visible, there is still satisfaction.
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This is what makes me interested every time, and I know that there will be times when what I vision for myself at my midyear of life will be possible, from doing business, finance and investment and soon my education and the things that are listed to my bucket of concern.
I suddenly remember the days when I was thinking so deeply, planning what will life be like in the next ten years to come, being employed—having a family and a lot of boring stuff that goes to me. Then I need to secure my family and living, food and security. In terms of food, I want that never my child will be hungry, never will they be asked for food, for they were this hungry and days had passed, they don't yet eat.
Thinking about the reality that this is happening to other people made me sad. What if I were in that position, I would be like the father shown in the news that, due to the pandemic, there was no choice but to feed his child a coconut and meat the whole day and the next followed days; like I vision myself into that.
Securing money still won't guarantee you won't be hungry, there is still inflation that happens these days, and even though you have the money, you will be only buying less. Also, there is hyperinflation in economics, where even though you have a large number of banked funds, it can result that your cash-on-hand will being less valuable. Though you have a million now, you won't guarantee that still, a million is worth the next ten years. It may be half or, worst, cut to 10 times. That's tragic.
Securing my future family, not with money but more valuable than this, I like to keep land, own a home, business, and, most significantly, abundant food.
Food stocks this is something that was challenging. Stocking food today for the long term means you have to buy preserved can goods, noodles, and many more. I don't like to be with my soon-to-be child; I want them to grow and feed healthy foods, not restricting them to the hot and trending what they see on the internet but most likely to have at least an alternative.
Mushrooms are why I am still trying to read and learn something daily in mycology. I want to have this all year round in my family soon, like building my home underground, and inside was an indoor production of mushrooms, which will be available almost every day—also preservation for the long served life of the mushroom as food and snack.
Rabbit, at the end of the day, meat that is available in the market doesn't guarantee safety; maybe now we will have an abundant supply of meats but soon and expect that prices will make your lesson to consume meat. I want to grow my farms, and one of the steady and silent yet clean is rabbit. This is why I am in the field of viewing what will happen and looking for the things I can change and develop on my own.
Herbs (Plant) right now, I am collecting the plants and seeds. I want to multiply them and make some simple living in it, like propagating herbs and selling them to others soon, so I could use that to have another of my collections. That's why I could also trade and make something more from a single plant.
I envisioned that one day I would have this rooftop full of edible plants and herbs. When I needed something, there was fresh vegetable and fruits to get, or there was preserved in cans to use. I am more on conservation.
The thing I want most is food; even if I have no money, there will be available to my family if I lose my job. I might rug my funds, or worse, I am away. I want them to live healthy and be just what they like, with the nurture of my passion.
And the last one will be planned as I will enjoy life with them, for I am enjoying looking at both my family and what my passions will be. Well, I am just preparing for the reality that money nowadays is like crypto, volatile as always. Thanks for reading...
|| I said I won't write because I am bored; then I get bored for being bored so I write nalang hahaha HAPPY FRIDAY EVERYONE...
The Philippines is a country whose livelihood is based on agriculture, aquaculture, and animal husbandry, and agriculture is the backbone of the economy. I often disagree when I encounter some biasedness that farmers in the Philippines are poor, or there is no big money in farming, you cannot be rich in farmlands, and many more. Even in my college life, I somehow get into trouble when I don't have control and when people think that cultivating the land, muddy and weedy soils had only for the poor.
FULL AGRICULTURE MINDSET STORY HERE: https://peakd.com/hive-150280/@eunoia101/how-modern-is-the-philippines-rice-agriculture-year-2022
||THURSDAY READ.CASH ARTICLE
The story of collapse, trust and betrayals, from zero gain to billionaire. This unending issue was still about Alemeda Research, the FTT token, specifically the trading platform FTX. This will be a huge story covered by journalists, governed by some high ends researchers, trackers and hackers. Potentially, this will be a movie. People are looking for an answer, documentaries and a real story behind them, and that was the Netflix or any other movie producers will be loved, the demand of the movie and whoever is willing to watch, the rich and poor, mostly the investors. Like "Creating Anna", what shall be the movie's title?
FULL STORY HERE: https://read.cash/@Eunoia/what-if-sam-bankman-fried-story-becomes-a-movie-c63486b3
What If Sam Bankman-Fried Story Becomes A Movie?
>The article centered on the author's (eunoia) thoughts. All the mentioned words and phrases were only from my imagination and little interpretation, don't take them seriously.
The story of collapse, trust and betrayals, from zero gain to billionaire. This unending issue was still about Alemeda Research, the FTT token, specifically the trading platform FTX. This will be a huge story covered by journalists, governed by some high ends researchers, trackers and hackers. Potentially, this will be a movie. People are looking for an answer, documentaries and a real story behind them, and that was the Netflix or any other movie producers will be loved, the demand of the movie and whoever is willing to watch, the rich and poor, mostly the investors. Like "Creating Anna", what shall be the movie's title?
We loved to watch any sci-fiction, outside the universe or technology-driven, where creative a robot and everything. The kind of movie was violent and focused on stealing money from banks and people using these magical and genius minds. Then they were this uncaught by the authorities because they were these brainiac individuals who could plan and make the self invisible in the face of others, do were you expecting the same genre of the movie if the Sam life movie will release?
The movie "Creating Anna" focuses on a girl who scams a lot of people by doing a lavish act, pretending to be part of a wealthy family so she could have some money to people, lending her and their gains for she was rich in the people eyes, she could pay them back double as she could. It was the story of a genius person who could manipulate others. Somehow, this was a talent for sure. This was the best strategy and face as she showed things differently, a real actor or actress.
Might the story of Sam will be focused on the one moved kills all? Where was this issue of one single move, and all was checkmate after? Like he made something wrong decision and wanted to save something but ended in more chaos because of her negligence?
Or the negligence alone will be focused on his story? The story of the time of not knowing what he will do, neglecting to inform, carelessness to think twice? or does other reason more? These things will come to our mind, especially since this will be a hit in terms of watching.
A movie or the film industry makes sense sometimes, especially when it is labelled as "based on real-life", which rotates more and people in the face, actors that look like the same person act and portray the same intense feelings. Like the movie of a serial killer, " Dahmer" or Jeffry Dahmer, "Making Anna" said that Netflix had paid the real-life Anna but that not goes to her wallet but to the file case raised to her.
Do You Want Your Life To Be A Movie?
There were these Filipino ontologies such as "Magpakailanman" and "Maala-alala Mo Kaya (MMK)", where weekends they showed the life of Filipino hardship, downfall and success. This somehow opened ground as we witnessed the life of renowned, simple people, artists, and whoever has sudden fame. Like the surprised viral individuals and many more.
Do you want that someday you will be in the story where people will look for your childhood stories, love, and hurts? Somehow it was this magnificent when you want some fame, but personally, to me, I don't. I don't want to be in the movie, though they will show how my hardship to success, but I prefer to have it in my personal life, not offering it to others.
If a legacy movie like when I Die happened to show, I wanted its positive side, not the negative as scams or cheats. I liked that people would know the good side and a little bit of the wrong side, for I am that open that I am not a good person 100%. I have this 40% good and 60% of evil.
What If Sam Bankman-Fried Story Becomes A Movie?
The bottom line is that movies and stories were a lot more when we think about it. It's not impossible that "Former Crypto Saver", the "Most Generous Billionaire" as the NasDaily tells in their videos, a celebrity and millionaire loved men, will be a great subject in upcoming movies for 2023, the FTX and FTT, the downfall and rise.
Author Thoughts;
Well, the good side was people are now familiar more with crypto. Some people who don't know what this is all about suddenly have the idea, and others might research and find again the side of good investors will come. Still, life is like a crypto price, unpredictable and unstable, sometimes we are in High and come to the DIP, FUD, FOMO, and we will face a challenge.
We periodically buy water, treasure, and love, and sometimes we waste it. Water is one of the must-be-free commodities we have, for it happens to be in nature. Water is vital for life, sustains our health, and cleanses us. There was no day that we didn't need water. A day not having it indeed has a severe problem, that is why water also becomes a business venture. It's all about water for today, added to the cost of living.
FULL WORK LIFE STORY HERE: https://peakd.com/hive-195880/@eunoia101/water-for-sale-30-philippine-pesos-per-tank-dollar056
11.17.2022 12:01 NN
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There was no forgiveness when we were interrupted in our deep rest; it felt like my head would explode when I was in the travel of dreams, and suddenly some sound made it to the line, waking me up from resting. I'm not too fond of it; the loud voice of the rooster made me unproductive today feels like I was not in the mood. It was absurd and made me blame him, the rooster, but what should I do? I am human, and they were not, but understanding their nature and my nature was disturbed for good.
Full story here: https://read.cash/@Eunoia/the-noisy-rooster-ruined-by-day-end-unproductive-3d5dbaea
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The Noisy Rooster Ruined My Day: End Unproductive
There was no forgiveness when we were interrupted in our deep rest; it felt like my head would explode when I was in the travel of dreams, and suddenly some sound made it to the line, waking me up from resting. I'm not too fond of it; the loud voice of the rooster made me unproductive today feels like I was not in the mood. It was absurd and made me blame him, the rooster, but what should I do? I am human, and they were not, but understanding their nature and my nature was disturbed for good.
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It started yesterday morning (November 15, 2022). I heard someone calling in the back of our home, and they were shouting my father's name. I looked out the window, curious who was calling and I saw our neighbor. I smiled and asked why she was calling. She said they had already caught the chicken and told them he owned it but didn't fund the way back home. They had been trying to catch it for months, yet finally, the chicken was caged.
I admit that having numbers of dogs also have this disadvantage. They chased some animals as a pack, they were four of mine and all related to only one mother, so it's their instinct to hunt as a group chase and depend there were on the territory. I can control them with a simple voice command. Still, when I am not present, chances are they weren't this listening to another order, incredibly when they don't familiar with the person, except my father, for they were this afraid of my old man. They scared the chicken and ended that this chicken was fearful for good and never came back to our home.
Not only chicken but I also lost some of my rabbits due to their bites, right now I am training them not to hurt the rabbits, maybe they were these shocked when they saw one at the first time jump, but now they are not that aggressive when they see one, I also witnessed that they were chasing chicken when they catch this chicken they never harm, just that they played, but I don't like the hunting attitude of this dogs, so I disciplined them, sometimes I looked like fooled talking to the often, reminding not to hunt or chase any other animals. They will listen and become familiar with my command as they stop the chase.
But to the disturbance, I was outraged for the nature of me taking a good rest and sleep was so much rare, took me a couple of hours to be in the excellent bedtime, and nature of a rooster to have the alarm clock, started from 3 AM until 5 AM there was no tiring up vocalizing, I wasn't aware that they were tied up the rooster near my room, so I received most of the vibration from cocking rooster. I still tried to have some nap rest, but he challenged my patience with noise, the same notes, and rhythm but getting louder and louder.
It's not new to me, but years have passed since I had this alarm. Back in 2018, we still had this fighting fowl chicken (texas breed) that my nephew and cousin were busy cultivating, so every morning, there was this sound of cocking fighters, and I got used to it, but as the years passed and fighting fowl goes to online "Online sabong" they stopped and that way I found the relax.
I didn't have a good rest, which made me unproductive today. I could not concentrate on my reading and writing and could not perform my task well as I could feel my heavy head just wanting to sleep for such an early time. I just wanted to have a good rest.
Did you experience being interrupted when having a rest alone was a challenge? Having a good time and a long span was a gift, and not happening all the time, then when it comes, another challenge suddenly disturbs you from your rest, not just a simple moment. Still, continuous times in a row, maybe not yet, but when you do, you will understand how it was hard in the head and a pain in the skull.
I know it's their nature; I understand them it was listed in the book why they were doing that. As he is just introduced to his new area, he will secure it as if it was his own, showing and marking that it is his territory. The louder he made will make him more powerful, he thought. And I am just a human, trying to rest and hoping to gain another recharge and energy. Abolishing sometimes happens in the way of unexpecting.
Understand that resting and sleeping, and when you are interrupted and don't find an alternative rest, surely chaos will be the next.
"I never doubt that 90% of people will forget what happened when it will reach again the new ATH," said the Kavita Gupta of Delta Blockchain Fund about the unending issue of FTX and what she learned and views after the collapse. Just my morning dose of market and global news, though sometimes we have to watch what is happening for us to get prepared. GOOD MORNING...
The Youtube Link is Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KeVmWGn7_nY
A super tiring Tuesday but I manage to write, uwu clap clap
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My goal for 2023 is to become more health-conscious and gain more nutrition from veganism. I want to secure my health in the way that I will eat nutritious food and try to avoid sugar and sodium. Day by day and practice will make me more in perform. I know the fact that it will take time and whole but dedication will help me for sure. With the idea I need to plant my food comes the project of collecting herbs and spices, which will be beneficial. I could manage them all right away with techniques, but I prefer to take them slowly.
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My Herb Collection Begins: Introducing The Spearmint.
My goal for 2023 is to become more health-conscious and gain more nutrition from veganism. I want to secure my health in the way that I will eat nutritious food and try to avoid sugar and sodium. Day by day and practice will make me more in perform. I know the fact that it will take time and whole but dedication will help me for sure. With the idea I need to plant my food comes the project of collecting herbs and spices, which will be beneficial. I could manage them all right away with techniques, but I prefer to take them slowly.
I had two options, the by seeds or by live plant; in terms of cheaper, the seed was the best, but I listed a lot of possibilities that I might encounter, so I chose the other one, but it was risky. I searched online for a garden near me, but no one offered the plant I thought to collect. I risk my life to order on a shopping platform, researching the possible what in the comments as people listed when receiving their plants. This will helps me decide if I will get the deal or not. I have seen some negative comments, but they never call me anything. Some of my lists have already been there, so I add them to the cart; others might found it none but will try to look for seeds if available.
I started to calculate the cost and prices of the plant, expensive it was. But the risk was still on, so I decided to buy one plant instead of buying them all at once. For now, the first plant in my cart was the "spearmint" I decided that he would be the sacrificial plant for the new if ever the plant handled well or given to be defective.
It took time to think but then, when the sellers marked my plant as "packed", that's the game started, then came the days of waiting; still, my parcel was pending mood, and I began to worry about the plant; this might not be the issue of the sellers anymore but the transport company. I am expecting failure at that time.
But now I received the parcel. Another issue was that I was not at home when the notification came that my plant would try to deliver today, but I had the best mother. I instructed her what she will be done and would do to secure the plant. I didn't feel the unboxing moment, but my father said that the sweet minty smell emerged when he opened up the parcel. So that was natural mint, not a scam, I said on the phone.
I went home and looked for the plant, it was healthy indeed, but that is not how it seemed, as my father said; from unboxing, it looked wilted and yellowed. Thanks for they made my instruction clear that saves the plant.
It's my first time to touch and smell the mint herbs but feels so good. The aroma made me smell the incredible variance of organic mint.
So why mint?
This was the first collection; they were six names Spearmint, Javamint, Applemint, Lemon mint, Chocolate mint, Apple mint, and Peppermint. Those are the variety of mints that I will try to have in my collection. But first, the spearmint and next following weeks two will deliver as I also placed another order as I saw that sellers seemed to know what they were doing for its stays for eight days and still in good condition, I could buy them all in one order, but suspense will leave me so that I might take more months buts it's okay (Also for content purposed).
I will stick to the mint family; for now, it will come the other way around.
**So why mints? I shared with you often that I have trouble sleeping, and the mint will cool down some relaxation**. Also, as I will be pressured to write fresh tea from my garden next year, it will suit my pleasure.
I will make this indoor herbarium next year, so my goal, for now, is to collect specimens. Also, I want to research more about these plants and how they will help me soon.
My interest was in plants, so I was in agriculture; I will look beyond this incredible side of herbs. Also, who knows, the herbs will be a great way on some business venture soon.
My herb collection will now be officially open to blog, day by day, and I will share things an update on what is happening and the reviews of my new plants, who knows there was also some people here who were interested or will get interested in herb farming, that will be a great chance to understanding. For that, thanks for reading...
Someone just said that my article this past few days was quite relatable. I began to rethink or answer it on my own, might we have the same situation and thought on that day or they are the ones that motivate me to write that story? Another sure relatable thing in these coming days and what happened this past few days is postponing the plans that we have for the holidays to come. December is waving and quite impressive that just the other day we were talking about Halloween and this now happening to be the mid of the month, just some daylights to come and we will embrace the reality that Christmas and New Year are coming.
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11.14.2022 8:17 PM (PH Time)
Holiday Plans That Postponed Due To November Bear Market.
Someone just said that my article this past few days was quite relatable. I began to rethink or answer it on my own, might we have the same situation and thought on that day or they are the ones that motivate me to write that story? Another sure relatable thing in these coming days and what happened this past few days is postponing the plans that we have for the holidays to come. December is waving and quite impressive that just the other day we were talking about Halloween and this now happening to be the mid of the month, just some daylights to come and we will embrace the reality that Christmas and New Year are coming.
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Three days ago something happened in crypto spear, they said that it was the most embarrassing day in crypto history. One reason is so much drama, stress, and most of all fear. And add that we had this plan for this coming holidays, yet seems to be postponed or controlled for now.
Especially like us who write and save some coins for future use, someone might plan well at the beginning of the year that he or she will have this and that but things happened and postponed a little bit of time.
The number one reason is our crypto assets;
I knew that most of us had planned to use some of our coins as holiday gifts to our families, friends, and ourselves; others might have the idea of presents they will give this monito and monita, what to wear on the Christmas party, and someone might look for recipes already and want to try, like new dessert and utensils to buy. Tiktok happened to offer new ideas in terms of food, dessert, decorations, and even shops.
A personal gift that for the year 2022 will be passed; we wanted at least to be rewarded for all the efforts that we had done, we wanted to give some satisfaction ourselves; treat our own with something that we loved, especially since holidays meant so many sales, decreasing prices of the gadgets and many more.
The popular brand of phones was now flag selling their new 2022 version of gadgets. In terms of productivity and creativity, I am looking for reviews and nice unboxing events of people in techy bloggers. 15K pesos or $260 now have a great deal. The redmi pad; is the same light version of the apple iPad with so many things to offer. It was not in my plan to have some for I needed money for the next year of 2023 but also dreamed that suddenly the one who owes me money would pay me this holiday, that way I will go straight to the mall, (lol I know that this won't happen thou).
***In terms of finances, we were really out of stocked and frozen due to November red market.***
The second was the high inflation and prices of goods.
Plans about these coming holidays about foods will be limited personally of me, the reason is the high price of the commodity for holidays this season, the creamer, for example, got in the viral memes for the high prices of it. The budget was tight this December and most of us are preferred to be practical in shopping for items for Christmas, some dishes might not be present or not that grande, and the rising inflation affects most of the holiday goods. Bills and payments added to the list.
A lot of plans for this coming holiday yet some will be postponed for sure, as the Filipinos are too much celebrating this season. Added that the crypto market is not in the best condition for us to have the goals that we want, but at the end of the day; holidays wasn't all about food and gift, still, it's not the real presence of Christmas.
What was your plan for this coming holiday?
Filipinos are fond of planning ahead of time, which happened from the beginning of September or the start of the "ber" month for long holidays will happen in just a short time frame. It doesn't mean that some plans were canceled or removed doesn't give us reasons not to celebrate Christmas this coming December of the new year this January.
I understand that some of you that lived outside your family you might want to go home and spend your days with family and friends, others will be with the special person in their life and many more, materials and food might not be present but that's not a problem for sure.
Plans might not go well, but positive thinking and creativity will save us, looking for alternatives and a cheaper way that doesn't affect our crypto portfolio surely has a big chance.
Cheers for the coming holidays and thanks for reading...
What is happening right today, made me realize that I am not that noob anymore worrying about the price drop and up. It just goes to the flow, recovering and not, what I should do is listen to the news, trying to understand what is happening right now in the market, sad to say that my portfolio was bleeding yet I am not the only one; so maybe some relief after all. Hahaha Good afternoon bloody market, how's is everyone?
>Thinking again about what to write or should I write?
When will it be the last? The actual ending of our stories? Have you thought of one day you won't read anything about me again or hear any news about my health? This might be a simple thing that will be done as if it was nothing; it just meant that it's all normal. You won't remember my existence, and you will forget my stories and the things that happened in my life. In short, I am no one. Your life will stay what it was even though years of unnoticed that I am now gone in writing. Or have you been thinking about when will be your last write-up? Where you will leave your story behind, and you will forget your love for words. This might be absurd to think about, but what if, one day, you will feel it will be your last writing? It's not a tragic story, by the way.
>My second write-up today, well the prices down gives me the motivation to grind more lol.
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Comes The Day You Won't Read Anything From Me Anymore.
When will it be the last? The actual ending of our stories? Have you thought of one day you won't read anything about me again or hear any news about my health? This might be a simple thing that will be done as if it was nothing; it just meant that it's all normal. You won't remember my existence, and you will forget my stories and the things that happened in my life. In short, I am no one. Your life will stay what it was even though years of unnoticed that I am now gone in writing. Or have you been thinking about when will be your last write-up? Where you will leave your story behind, and you will forget your love for words. This might be absurd to think about, but what if, one day, you will feel it will be your last writing? It's not a tragic story, by the way.
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I began to think about it last Friday. I have been compiling my work, hoping to finish it by the last day of the year 2022. Believe it or not, as I self-host or download my files here for my latest articles and posts, I get a couple hundred already. I was impressed that I do writes more than 400 as I downloaded files here. Motivating, but it goes to my head, what if I did write thousands already? When will I end this?
Is the ending near? I began to think of this already, possibly yes. There will be years to come when I only could write one piece per week, and eventually goes retards to one article per month until I get none. That day I had to choose between writing and my life, and I had to choose my life. Sad to think about, but it will soon happen no matter the choices.
That goes to thinking, what if I lost my time, my spark, and my name here? What will happen to my legacy? Or do I have a legacy in here left? as the years go by, some new users ten years from now could search my name and have a look at my legacy here. Wondering who was the person under this mysterious name. Something similar to that. What about old members of the users I just played in, similar days as we made an account?
One day but never yet, I felt it was close because I was trying not to. Thinking that possibly comes, I do prepare myself. One day as I have a life or new life that I need to support, I must be busy in a corporate or personal job to sustain them well. I must become the man of the family, where I will leave anything behind, even my writing, hoping it won't happen. Never near, but thinking it will.
Writing was the only way I could express myself in my desired style. Typing at the moment when I knew I could stand and understand my own. Every time I write something, it relaxes me, as I do two writing daily or three times for I am in the mood. Then goes to the hours of none, thinking about what to write, yet I cannot process those things inside. In the manner of stress, I loved to feel the pressure of writing, becoming anxious when I was stuck for days already.
But the day will come I will face greater stresses in my life, career life, and love. Though I want to write about my experience, I prefer to keep my notes private, not publish them. There will be that time when I write with no readers, I write for my self-publication, and I make things as I am in the free moves.
How about a diary of my life as a father or husband in a very hassle works where I want to talk back to the boss or whoever is in the field to release the tension? It comes the day when I still could write but never be seen again by you, never be heard again as like I do.
Thinking about it also made me realize that I am still lucky as I still have the time now. I could still be a freeman. I can still be with you on two platforms I am fond of writing.
It's half the thousand now the number of an article I wrote, so in the coming years, I will have a thousand as I join the two platforms I am writing with. And this made me who I am today and transformed me into something greater.
Not now and not soon, but it will be at that time. The day you won't read anything from me anymore, that day I will surely enjoy the life that it meant for me for sure.
Thanks for reading...
Being naked and seeing others naked has never been a big deal to me, maybe because I have seen enough; no to body shame and everything. Especially during my college day, I do live in a men's dormitory for four years, and day by day, every night and morning, I saw naked mates. Half and full, never been that problem in my sights. But within a weekend want to return to that days, thou in a silent place; it's okay, just that I have my mates with me, like before, and have the memories again.
Full Weekend Experience Story Here: https://peakd.com/hive-168869/@eunoia101/one-weekend-naked-with-my-bros-what-you-think-will-happened
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11.13.2022 11:18 AM
Back to zero or going back to the beginning. Everyone could be this way, and we don't know yet where and when we will be the victims of this no-choice scheme of the universe. Life is hard and becoming more difficult these past few years. Going back to zero is tough, especially in financing. It means you will embark on the losses, going to the begging part. I witnessed this scene in some people's life. Somehow there was a time when I was the target. But does this have to do something with negative thoughts? Or is this another positive side? Going back to the beginning is sometimes good. We still learn something in between.
Full Story Here: https://read.cash/@Eunoia/back-to-zero-crypto-and-life-55cd99a5
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12.11.2022 8:17PM
Back To Zero: Crypto And Life.
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Back to zero or going back to the beginning. Everyone could be this way, and we don't know yet where and when we will be the victims of this no-choice scheme of the universe. Life is hard and becoming more difficult these past few years. Going back to zero is tough, especially in financing. It means you will embark on the losses, going to the begging part. I witnessed this scene in some people's life. Somehow there was a time when I was the target. But does this have to do something with negative thoughts? Or is this another positive side? Going back to the beginning is sometimes good. We still learn something in between.
Have you ever wondered what would happen if you returned to the beginning? Some of us here made that choice regarding restarting our blogging career. Some lose their accounts, return to the front, and re-create their names again. Indeed it's not easy, and it always has the hardest things inside. You were thinking of the losses in followers, back-ups and connections. Others leave and go back to begin again. The feeling was mixed up, a lot of what if that will catch us down.
One thing that I hate so much is going back to zero. Imagine you were in the mood to write and gave all the effort and time to do so, trying to finish it, but destiny was unfavored. Suddenly your computers don't work well, or you lose the power for a low battery, or you suddenly crash. Then it's all messed up, for what you wrote still needs to be saved as your draft. That was hard, and you can blame yourself for not being mindful and trying to revive, but there was none. This is the prostrating side. What you need to do is redo and remake, but thinking about what was lost will also give you demotivation. That is just one blog or article, so what happened in life if that makes a point?
This is also my fear in my case. What if I was in that position like others? There were no other choices, so I gave up. Kind of heartbreaking thinking about it, but preparation will surely lessen some of the burdens and feelings.
Going Back To Zero In Crypto?
I started from zero, from a tiny tip that I held until it was banked in a virtual wallet and added all the cents that made me who I am today, day by day and a long journey. But what if I will go in the time where I will go back to zero? Anything could happen, especially if they were in a wallet I don't hold, fishing, hacking and many more—forgetting or misplacing the seed phase, or password and emails. Anytime and anywhere, it will come to the point of something similar. Or not careful as I lose my types of equipment and gadgets. Am I ready to go back to zero? To the beginning and nothing? Of course, I never will, so I take all the possible precautions.
Though I secured things and still happened, going back to the beginning will never be easy, but I will strive no matter what happens.
Going Back To Zero In Life?
Life is unpredictable, and there will be moments when you find yourself on the nicety of comfortable living, having the things and tasting the food you like, as the version of "Life was like a wheel where you will be on the top then comes the time you will be on the bottom" will comes some tragedy of life, will test you are if you lose everything.
So many of the stories I heard and saw, as they were doing all the things to live d freely, yet challenge had come, and the faith tested them. Going back to the beginning, you lose your home to some tragic flood, your business to some fraud, and your assets because of devilish people around you. Also, things could happen in so many things; beginning and zero will come.
Test of the faith, if you could still go back the same as yesterday. Thinking about that was so depressing, but having a plan yet hoping your plan won't happen is much better than drowning to none, as you blamed yourself, you accused your past. That's wont be the key to returns.
Going back to the start has always been good luck. Sometimes we need to learn the mistakes we made, where and what the impact was on our life. This also benefits others as they listen to your story. They won't let the same thing happen to you.
It's so hard to restart and redo, but chooses is forget and regret or remake and go back to tracks. Thanks for reading...
These past few days, I know I have in something. I lost my track and momentum, as I had been so much. I started to look for the problem and what shall be the solution. This was a tough one because I don't know exactly the main issue inside me, am I stressed? Then later, I realized I had come back to this bad habit. I do overeat these past few days, and I remembered the last time I was; this was the time that I was moving on from such a toxic relationship, and now I know that I have something for its goes back to the same things as before.
Full Story Here: https://read.cash/@Eunoia/i-had-a-problem-when-i-realized-i-was-so-stress-eating-0da959df
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11.11.2022 8:00PM
I Had a Problem When I Realized I Was So Stress Eating.
These past few days, I know I have in something. I lost my track and momentum, as I had been so much. I started to look for the problem and what shall be the solution. This was a tough one because I don't know exactly the main issue inside me, am I stressed? Then later, I realized I had come back to this bad habit. I do overeat these past few days, and I remembered the last time I was; this was the time that I was moving on from such a toxic relationship, and now I know that I have something for its goes back to the same things as before.
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Something like that, but I think it's a problem anymore, for I know it's coming to me. I have to take control. Luckily, there was this kind of platform where I could say things in my mind, and I could make things in words instead of wondering what was within my own. This was the best solution to down things in talks to make this my spelling of life; there were so many things to do instead.
Have you been in a position where you asked yourself what the problem was, then later you imagined that you didn't know what it that, and you kept thinking about the background of what it was again and again?
Sometimes we are just fond of the idea that 'It's fine, at least we still do our same routine, there was no problem" that's why it's hard sometimes to be with people whom we don't know what the real deal inside of them was, there were people who have this strange problem they never feel what was that. They choose to be silent, and there wouldn't be an effect, so it's okay. We do our daily routine and wait until it is passed down, but the more we wait and rest, the more it becomes something more.
We have fun keeping the routine work we have every day; we do not mind our emotions, for it will affect our movement. That's it, that's how many people passed the times, then it was just done the time we sleep and dream that the following days we shall be like that again and again.
Stress eating gives us comfort but reminds us that what is excessive and over always ends badly, and things will always go down as we want to let that kind of side of us.
Why There Was a Problem, I Never Know.
I look beyond why I don't know what is happening, or maybe I don't want to think about it. I still do the normal things I do in my daily routine, doing the exact item I always do, making things proper and everything. Things are coming under my control, but something is happening that I don't know. I still cannot focus on certain items, mostly what I love, including writing. I pretend that I could jumble things out, just like what is happening t this moment.
I want to write whatever the mood that I got. What if I enjoyed being in the resting period or being null for a week or two? Still, I could see some regrets about most of the losses I possibly get. A small amount was a reward, though; not everyone could get the same thing. It feels like so much validity I need most of the time.
Something like that, I want to still could write whatever things are bothering me, whatever physical tiredness that I have for most of the coming times that will happen. So what if becomes normal that I feel tired I won't write? The thing in my head is that what if a period of stress comes as I already experienced before? Let's leave my willingness to write. Of course, I will lose things, FOMO or the fear of missing out, I might not be updated in what is happening right now in my surroundings, things like that needed to be in the proper position as I needed to plan.
At the moment, I liked to label myself as a pretentious writer, for what I was doing inside of me was pretending that I was okay. I could still mix things up, but it's not that easy, pretending that you have been focused, pretending to write in a good mood.
Yeah, I am just stressed, and somehow making this and writing this was one of the comforts I have, for I knew I had been worried about eating lately, writing, and pretending that I was in the mood.
Thanks for reading my rant.
**End notes:** This article was drafted last Tuesday and published this Friday. I am fine now, and you can attest that I am back to a routine in writing, so just the thoughts and runt last Tuesday.
@Eunoia
