We all feel the need to make everyone thing highly of us, we all want people to see us as perfect, as ones who don't make mistakes, like such a person has ever existed. Oh yes, you'd be shocked at the crazy childish plays your boss do play when no one is looking, but then he comes to the office all well dressed and composed and you think he is great and perfect. My dear its not normal to be normal, humans from time immemorial are known to do funny things, to do crazy stuffs just for the fun of it, just for the laughs or for the money, you don't necessarily need to explain your actions to anyone, it's just not necessary, cause they also could have done worse, they just haven't been exposed yet or you just aren't aware.
Its almost like there's an obligation make everyone like you, like if one person dislike you then your life is not going right, hope you know is somewhat impossible for you to be loved by everyone, even if you are to be the most jovial person on earth, somebody would just not like you because of your nose, or your voice, or another funny reason, without getting to know you for who you are, and they don't owe you an explanation as to why they don't like you. Completely no explanations whatsoever.
Haven't you heard someone say "I just don't like her" its common now, just that the bible mandated us to love notwithstanding, but deep down we all know that person we just don't like. moreover its our choice, you can't dictate for everyone, just be you and move on with your life, don't be carried away by what other people would perceive. The main judge has always been the conscience, you know what's good and what's bad, if you're doing bad then you know that you've got to change but yet you don't get upset with peoples perception unless its someone you deeply care about, those you can't lose, you've got to keep them safe and happy around you. You know what you want don't be afraid or shy to go after it.
One useful tip to a successful and happy life is learning how not to place others before yourself, life has taught numerous times that this act tend to bring about betrayal and being taken for granted, rather care for providing solution for peoples needs because you in turn needs it to make profit, so in the long run it looks like you care more for the people but truthfully you are smartly caring more for your future. But hey when asked in an interview, do say you have a passion for the people and that's why we wanted to do something for them in return, because you saying you did it for the money or yourself would sound rather selfish.
Show me or tell me a successful person and how would tell you how they don't care what people say or think, they do what they want. Its an attitude for success, learning that your life is yours and you owe no one an explanation to what and how you do except its someone who is affected by your actions, which is mostly your family, but you see that classmate, that office colleagues, those girls in the street always looking for faults in you and telling you what you are doing bad and getting all instructive on you, they don't matter, they don't feed you, neither would they be around when things are bad, be good but be yourself, you can't change to please no one.
Its completely usual to get people who wouldn't support your actions, might want you to change the things you do and how you love to do them, but you should must learn to have a good level of confidence in yourself as to believing that you are enough and more than capable to get the work done. Seek advice from experts, learn and improve in your set skills, and do it, do what you've always wanted to do and be happy. People would surely talk be it good or bad, but attend to yourself and who matters to you first. You shouldn't displease yourself because you wanna make someone else who doesn't really care how you get by each day, Stop being busy explaining your self to people who don't matter, its rather useless.
When the result for your actions are finally out, it can either be two things, it could either be good and profitable or bad and losses, but either way you've done it and one one would be you up, or would they? If its good and profitable, they you would be happy and grateful for taking the bold steps. On the other hand, should it be bad and you incurred losses, then you just got a new experience added, whenever something is done, be it good or bad there's always a gift of experience, that's why its best to take actions more that letting the opportunity pass by because you aren't sure. I too wasn't sure read.cash would be profitable, I almost didn't register, but I just decided since there's no harm in trying. If it works for me good then, should it not then we'd still continue on the push. I owe no one an explanation to my action, if I would do it or not, its up to me because I alone too would face the reactions, with exception to your lovely family. what's the essence?
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