Is there anything worse than having a malignant cancer in the body? Yeah! There is ..... it is soul cancer, there are many people who appear alive and healthy, but they are miserable with themselves and with everything that surrounds them, and regardless of all the positive things in their lives, they are always looking for negatives, nothing they like and nothing they like, Nothing makes them happy, and therefore they are the biggest source and source of misery for those who live with them, whether at home or at work.
Before Anita Morgani became ill, she, like most people, complained of boredom, and stopped at the small things, and after she fell ill, she found all the upsets that she used to complain about. Trivial ... Trivial to the extreme, and I wished she had shouted at everyone she encountered on the road, saying, "Rejoice, you are not a cancer patient."
Anita says in her book, I Die To Be Me: - “Every morning I woke up wanting to explore the world again. Every day was a new adventure. I wanted to walk, drive, sit on the hills and sand, and absorb this life, the markets .. Skyscrapers..the beautiful skyline..the suspension bridges..it was a thrill every day that made me feel like I was born to Tu, as if I entered the world when I was very old, and at the same time I found myself unable to reconnect with many of my old friends, everyone was eager to meet me, but most of them did not understand the depth and extent with which this experience changed me, I found that I became bored and lost my patience In social situations, I could no longer sit for long periods and engage in discussions about mundane matters.
I felt as though people had lost their ability to see the magic of life. They seemed to be stuck and immersed in the daily monotony. They thought about the next thing they should do. This was exactly what I did before my near-death experience, everyone was so preoccupied with what he had to do that he forgot how to be in the moment! How can he enjoy the moment?
In the past I was overwhelmed by the misfortunes of others and in my own tragedy as well, except that after that experience I felt the blessing of life and getting a second chance to express myself. I no longer wanted to waste a single minute without tasting the thrill of being alive. I would like again to fall into the swamp of monotonous secondary problems and things like worrying about the future, money, work, the house and its problems, politics. It seemed important to have fun and laugh, and to love each other unconditionally.
Back when I was feeling lost, the first thing I did was to Looking outside for answers, I was looking at books, and with professors and teachers, hoping to find solutions, and this is exactly what I did when I was diagnosed with cancer, and it became clear to me later that I was wasting my energy, that true happiness and contentment can only be found through my love For myself, go inside and follow my heart, and whenever I care about being happy, everyone around me will be happy without making an effort, if I love myself, everyone will love me. Selfishness comes from a lack of self-love and not from the intensity of self-love as many believe, we cannot give what is not We have, selfishness, vanity, rudeness and cruelty signs of a lack of self-love, an attempt to offset the conviction P.
If you truly love yourself, you will be able to love everyone, humble with everyone, and merciful and gentle with everyone. If you lived in inner peace, everyone around you would be at peace.