120 Days of Silence, Where was I?

Does Silence is your inner peace? or your safest ground? It's one word but can be understood by hundreds of minds according to their views and opinions. Today, I am going to share my own thoughts about it. I knew some of you especially those following and updated on my blogs had been wondering why I suddenly disappeared not just in days but it took me four months. In my 120 days, I had lots of things to realize, found the lost, and discover the undiscovered.

To begin with, I would like to apologize to those groups of people who were there for me to support and uplift my abilities. Though I was not present, the appreciation and compliments were still stuck in my head and I will be forever grateful for all those great engagements we had. There's a little pinch for what I feel because I was not able to provide continuous and consistent ideas most specifically when it comes to the field of Education.

This sort of comeback will be worth it because I am fueled with amazing experiences, thousands of words to be shared and of course learning to adapt.

WHAT MADE ME THINK TO KEEP SILENT?

One of the main reasons is, I was overloaded. Since my passion for teaching is evident, it's my top priority. While waiting for my final item in the Public school, I am working as an Online English Teacher. This type of job is my main source to support my daily needs that's why it's precious to me. In the past months, I was fully booked with my students abroad. Teaching from morning until night and through this, I have only less time to create content even if I really love to make but this time, I think I failed on how to manage my time but later on I realized that posting blogs is not forceful or nobody dictates you to do it and upload it according to their wants. It's a free engagement community that's why I love it. I'd met open-minded people, creative and skilled ones, and having them was like having a treasure. It feels so good that they are there for you to guide and help you to reach your goals. So far, being here from the beginning, I enjoyed and feel confident because this serves as my box where there is so much more to see inside.

Second is my personal problems that cover family, self, and relationships. I took a break because I was not able to concentrate anymore. To define me, I am really a hard-working woman, and I make sure to create and provide the best to the people. We cannot deny that each of us experienced difficulties in life. We cannot escape from problems and the best thing to do is to face them and find a better solution and that's what I did. I am the type of person who is emotionally attached. I am easily persuaded by my feelings. For example, I am into sadness and this will take a long process for me to cope it and it affects my performance, surrounding and this helps me to not be functional which is why I can't focus on the things to be done. So I made a decision to relax and be free from worries about achieving more tasks and I think it helped me a lot for refreshment and freeing my mind.

THINGS I MISSED

For sure on the days of my absences, I missed half part of the community. I used to enjoy reading educational and entertaining content. Every single day has been a growth to me because I gained information from fantastic content creators. They became my inspiration to trust and believe in what I can do to others. Next is active communication. This helps us to stay connected as one despite our differences from culture to the country. I was not only expose myself to my co-Filipinos but of course, spreading my skills globally and it's amazing to get involved.

MY MAIN OBJECTIVES

To be here doesn't mean earning dollar bills ONLY but I am here because I wanted to collaborate with people who are looking forward to the improvements of individuals. I am hoping that with the help of my countrymen, we can be able to showcase the food, knowledge, travels and so many to mention what the Philippines can offer.

Talents shouldn't be kept. I may not be the best artist in arts and crafts but I am fully willing to share my tips and techniques on how to make something useful and environment friendly. When I discovered some community here that supports creativity and education, I felt so overwhelmed because I do believe they can help me to support my goals of giving quality and satisfying output that can possibly help to develop a child's intelligence, skills, and behavior. There are mommies here who let their kids engage in fun and modern ways of teaching different subject areas. By that, I can see how they value education.

Lastly is, Life is never-ending learning. I highly appreciate all content creators here for their dedication and support to keep this community increasing. It is not only increasing numbers of members but increasing of unlimited experiences and knowledge. This will never be successful without those people who truly invest time and effort in their blogs so you deserve a tap on your shoulder.

WHAT DO WE EXPECT NEXT?

Since I missed a lot of opportunities here during my break. I am hoping that you all will still continue to support my future content. I cannot wait for the new adventures. I think my cup is full and ready to spill new discoveries. I miss you all and so good to be back. Let's start grinding!