I started spilling the beans with a farewell, an unfinished story
On a book stuck between the past and the present
breathing slowly to keep the ocean steady
At nights I went out the house seeking a lulaby from the stars
When the movies didn't work and the chatter drove me crazy
I let out a rugged sigh then another keeping back tears
Maybe I have trapped myself in a castle out of thorns
Maybe I have locked myself inside
I couldn't come near the door without a nasty bruise
I raised questions for my self, spent days overthinking
To solve each and every puzzle on my list
Without me realizing it the gloomy sky was brightening
When I reminded my self of what I wish to forget
I changed myself everyday
Until I lost the image of what I once looked like
Until every page contained stories and rants of the past
I kept spilling it out for the name sake
Until I took a deep breath at last.