I woke up this morning
but this time it didn't feel right
I felt lighter
I could swear I was numb
I looked in the Mirror
I couldn't see me
I looked around
all I could see was my faint shadow
I walked out of my room
I saw Mum crying
Dad looked distant
Siblings were weeping
Why couldn't they see me?
I walked into the living room
I saw a twin I never knew
Why was he pale
why was he smiling in his sleep
He looked cold as ice
I couldn't take the silence anymore
So I walked out of my home
I was going to see my friend
Maybe he could tell me the problem
I knocked at his gate
But my fist went through
I tried pushing the gate
But my whole body went through it
I saw him inside
He looked cold
His eyes were filled with tears
I tried calling his name
He didn't even bulge
What was happening?....
Maybe my girlfriend could explain
I went to her house
Her family wasn't in
The house seemed empty
But I could hear her sobbing
Why was she crying?
I wanted to touch her
But I couldn't get a grip
I wanted to hug her
But I went right through her
I couldn't take it anymore
I ran out of her house
Now I'm walking back home
Home now seemed far away
I've been walking for hours
And I wasn't there yet
The street seemed cold
The Sun Couldn't light up my dark soul this time
I've never felt so much contrasting emotions ever before
I see a crowd coming in the distance
They're carrying something or somebody rather
They're coming closer
I can now see them clearly
They're my family and friends
I look at who they are carrying
Oh my words It's me
Now it all started to make sense
Now the pieces were coming together
Now the actions were unified
Now it dawned on me.....
I had passed away in my sleep