Amusement, Leisure, Leads to Addiction If Never Control.
"A Habit is always a habit, but what if never controls by you, it can lead to addiction."
Author's words.
Published Date: February 11, 2022
Once, my colleague asked me, 'Have you tried to go casino?' I said "no!".
Honestly when I heard about casino, first thing that registering my mind is, if you go there you are doing gambling.
I told my colleague, emm I never been to any casino, "what I can do there if ever I will tried to go?". she replied, in casino you can do a lot of amusement something that can entertain your busy life, something to unwind, and relax, and one of my favourite in casino is playing jackpot.'
she added 'Jackpot is a kind of a game series that you can played on.' since I have no idea, I am quite interested to see how to play jackpot, and she boosted that she won a lot of money from her winning tokens, and she confessed that if she won much bigger, she was tempted to plays more.
I, am a bit unwell hearing what she said, and I told her must be watchful over her action, then she said sometimes shes a bit worried to herself, because of the feeling, that she was tempted to gamble her earning for playing this jackpot.
She Look Strange
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There was a time, that I caught my colleague looking disturbed, shes looking blankily ahead, It seems that she is thinking of such a deepest thoughts that I have no idea for a clue of what is that.
Its not my habit for eyeing someone else or spying them either,since shes my friend I can noticed it.
She confessed
Rina is a single mom with a 13 years old, daughter. I dont have much, information about her life story,only a little bit,hearing it from her sonetimes if shes feel free to share with me, during our lunch time.
She always confessing, that she sometimes ran out of resources even she has a high salary.
I granted her request
It was December 20, 2021 last year, when I went to casino with here, its a resort world thats the name I want to mention.
Casino is a restricted place, required proper dress code and an age for admission.
For the First time
Everything is my first time here in the world of fun, I feel so curious of everything, what I thought its all about for gambling but in real world of casino its a place of fun and chill out.
Rina teach me how to play jackpot, I can see her enjoyment, that I grant her long time invitation. We have fun and its kind memorable.
Shocking Discovery
Sadly, thats my first and last, going to casino with her, eventhough I wanted, but I have no time because Christmas time is coming and even pandemic still can have a party for a maximum number of guest.
December 24, 2021 is our party lunch and I didnt meet Rina at the venue, I give her a call, her phone, was ringing but she never pick up my call.
The last conversation we, had she told me that she owes, a total sum of thousand dollars to her siste-in-law, and she promised to pay it back early by this month (December 2021).
I asked one of my closest friend and Rina's friend too.
She told me that Rina was admitted in the hospital yesterday because shes so violent, and seems shes suffering of an early depression.
The Final Test.
My shoulder drop, hearing this story, I feel sad, and I feel I am hopeless for my friend.
I...didnt do anything to advices her, instead I tolerate her vices and I..even accompanied her in casino. I want to blame my self this thing.
I have so many things to said and to tell for my friend but to her situation, I dont want to hurt her by my words, even blame her for ruining her life.
I just hope and pray that one day she will regain her senses, she will feel better and change her life for a chance.
Shes my friend and its hurting me seeing her that way.
Thank You for the time reading my article.
